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Flying soon~

2012-01-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi all!

I'll be flyinh back to China in 4 hours time! So please do not call/sms me to save your bill (and mine too). Contact me via email alright? Coz facebook/blogger/youtube watever are all blocked by that Firewall of China.

So in case i can't climb over the wall, i've got a spare blog to update.

Tadaa~
http://meowxiaoxi.blog.fc2.com/

The blog was actually opened to transfer everything here there, and also could to be used as an achieve to keep my fan fictions. But till now i have not started writing LOL~

Right~ I'll be back in Singapore on the 27th Jan and will fly to Phuket on the 28th Jan and be back to Singapore on 31st Jan!

CIAO~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2012-01-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Hope that all of you have enjoyed your new year holiday:)

Spent my countdown bowling with my parents then went to IMM to eat and shop. Nothing much spectacular, but i enjoyed bowling:) Although i was quite bad at bowling, but its alright, fun is the most important!!! After bowling, my right hand is like spoilt man, damn painful T^T then it was lunch and buying new year clothes. Yup i know its early, but i will be in China in a few days and won't have time to shop for new clothes and i don't see myself shopping for clothes in China...

Spent today at home 宅-ING LOL~ Ya, me=宅女hahaha~ Went swimming and then went to shop at Westmall... I bought my own set of make up today. Its time to stop stealing makeup from my mum and get a set for myself. OMG this is a sign to show that i'm old T^T NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~ 老了！！！

Alright, since my life hasnt too much to write (for now), i shall post a quiz. Maybe you all will get to know me more through the quiz.

Enjoy!

Credit: http://facebookcraze.com/category/notes-surveys-and-quizes/page/2/

The Basics:
Name: Xx 竜美 (Tatsumi) <- The name that i always use online, and also known by the Nyanz :P
Age: 19
School: Not schooling currently
Nationality: SG
Hobbies: a lot.... music related, reading...

Love Life:
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
Do you like someone?: hmm... ya...
Does anyone like you?: my friend?
Have you ever kissed anyone?: not of anyone without blood relations
Hugged anyone in the past week?: yup:)

Friendships
Who is your best friend?: OMG please do not make me list them, they know who they are:)
Where did you meet them?: I think i mentioned them in the super long post. Please refer here :)
Did you lose any friends this year?: I don't think so.
Gain any?: Yup many:D
Meet a special friend?: All my friends are special in a way...
Did you hang out with any friends in the past week?: yup!

New Years Eve
Did you do anything at midnight?: Watching countdown shows on TV and count together
Who did you spend it with?: My parent
Did you have any resolutions?: Yup. (just realised that i did not write my new year resolutions anywhere:X)
1) To get into a nice Uni that i desire.
2) Get to know more people, i get too introvert sometimes...
3) Pick up my Japanese!

Valentines Day
Did you have a Valentine?: Sadly no:(
Did you send out any cards/chocolates/etc?: Yup~ but i dunn if i'll send any this year....
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on this day?: no

Summer
Did you go on vacation?: Nope, the last "summer holiday" was busy mugging for A levels
Did you hang out on the beach with friends?: Nope, i dun like the beach actually...
How long was your summer break?: 4 weeks ( i assume that its the June holiday)
Did you get a tan?: No!!!!
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend during the summer?: Not this question again? Should i go get one?

Halloween
Did you go trick or treating?: Nope, there is no Halloween culture in sg :(
If so, who did you go with?: --
Did you dress up?:--
Was it fun?:--

Christmas
Who did you spend it with?: Family and family friends
Did Santa come to your house?: no duh~
Did you stay up until midnight on Christmas Eve? yup, watching movies on HBO haha

Your Birthday
Who did you spend it with?: Rachel and Yawen
What did you do?: Eat and KTV :D
What did you get?: Nail polish, nail polish remover, liqour chocolates.
When is it?: 2nd Dec

Have You Ever: (Yes or No)
Kissed someone: I thought i've answered this question...
Hugged someone: yes
Electricuted yourself: no
Climbed more than 60 feet: how high is that?
Made a Youtube video: yup
Lied to a loved one: sadly yes
Had a nosebleed: nope
Gotten airsick: nope
Been so bored, you just ate food: nope
Not brushed your teeth for a day: nope
Not showered for a day: yes (OBS)
Drank alchohol: yes
Smoked: nope
Tried drugs: nope
Had a pet: yes
Ran a marathon: nope
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope-.-

5 Do’s
1. Do you play any instruments?: YES! Piano, percussion...
2. Do you play any sports?: badminton
3. Do you believe in 2012?: not really... we'll see...
4. Do you like cheese?: yup
5. Do you honestly like Obama?: what a question? No preference

4 If’s
1. If you get $1 Million for breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend, would you?: no
2. If you were to get $50,000 for killing a rat, would you?: no
3. If you were to choose between your best friend and your brother/sister, who would you choose?: best friend since i've got no siblings...
4. If you were to choose between coke/pepsi or sprite/7up, which would you choose?: Sprite

3 How’s
1. How old do you want to be when you get married?: less than 28
2. How many siblings do you have?: zero
3. How did your last Christmas go? not that bad. just tired.

2 When’s
1. When did you have your first kiss?: not given away yet... who wants? LOL~
2. When did you last have a piece of cake?: the day after my birthday haha

1 What
1. What would you say if the guy/girl you like right now kissed you?: *SHOCKED* *SPEECHLESS* lol~

OMG i think this quiz is boring =.= Sorry to bore you all to death readers *bows* m(_ _)m

One last post before 2012

2011-12-31T16:57:00.008+08:00

I remember just posting a 3127 words blog post 5 minutes earlier and now i'm back on blogger writing another post=.= (although the date on blogger for the previous post was 30th Dec, but i only pressed the "post" button today @ 4.42pm 31st Dec 2011)

I went book shopping yersterday at JP popular since they are having English book sales. I bought 3 novels! heehee^^

Here are the book i've bought!

The virgin's lover by Philippa Gregory

The red queen by Philippa Gregory

A game of thrones by Greorge R. R. Martin

I intend to read them in China when i'm hibernating at home when the weather gets too cold and i could read on the way there and on the way back on the airplane.

Currently i've been reading the Dragonkeeper series by Carole Wilkinson
First book - Dragonkeeper

Second book - Garden of the purple dragon

And this is the third book that i'm still reading, Dragon moon.

This series are actually books recommended for young readers. But since Alicia recommended them to me and lent the 1st 2 books to me, i started reading them! Its really exciting and i quite like the way the author writes. And its a Westerner writing a Chinese story involving dragons, i'm quite impressed by her knowledge, and also not bringing in too much of the Western point of view about dragons in the book.

This is really a good read and i went to the library to get the 3rd book in the series. Can't believe that i went to the basement level of Jurong Regional Library (aka the kids section) to get this book. It was placed under the 6-12 years old fiction. LOL~

Other than reading and working, i've been watching Jap dramas as well!
I just finished watching Nodame Cantabile yesterday. OMG! LOVE MAX! I was reminded of the days in band while watching the drama. I could also feel how the characters felt in the drama as i had similar experiences before too... This drama made me miss band a lot.

Anyway, here is a clip from Nodame Cantabile, performing RHAPSODY IN BLUE

NODAME = CUTE MAX!

I've also finished watching

1) Runaway Aisuru kimi no tameni

2) Youkai Ningen Bem
3) 南极大陆

4) 完美小姐进化论

5) 1磅的福音

6) 唯爱

7) Ikemen desu ne (jap version of the korean drama 原来是美男)

I'm wondering if i should do a review for each drama i've watched LOL~ I really like Runaway coz Ueda Tatsuya is acting in it!!! Haha ok, not only that reason, its quite a heavy theme as they are prisoners who prison break for different reasons, but all of them did it for the ones they loved, thats why the title is "Aisuru kimi no tameni", meaning for the one I love.

Also, Youkai ningen Bem and 南极大陆 are quite heavy theme too. I like to the Bem show as it is quite a bit of fantasy plus it shows how weak people are. How they could be moved by temptations and how some people give up too easily. Its quite inspiring i should say.

南极大陆 on the other hand talked a lot about the bond between animals and man (not about the food chain relationship we are having with the animals), quite a good show to watch.

All 3 above are definitely shows that i would recommend, but warning first, all 3 are very ANGSTY!!!! OMG! I cried so badly watching these dramas... OMG why did i torture myself? LOL~ But seriously, i prefer angst than fluff:P

Ok i shall stop here with these 3 very very very short reviews, or rather i should call them comments, if not i will start to spoiler the show. Maybe i'll do a review for each drama next time, with spoiler warning of course:)

A very long post before another hiatus

2011-12-30T21:10:00.018+08:00

Yes yes I hear all those "UPDATE!!!" and "I WANT THE PHOTOS!" so here i am, updating my long dead blog. Its not that dead anyway since i've updated once about my very weird dream. Haha... I now know the reasons why i had that dream.
1) I read this fanfic set in ancient Japan where there are emperors and assasins using Shurikens and Katanas.
2) was reading Alicia's blog about her past cosplays...
they are infectious :P

Ok i shall fill in all the blanks that this blog should be filled with. So the same "rules" apply. headings will be shown. You can skip the ones that are not interestinf (to you) and my dear Jiayue, you can finally have the pictures! (sorry for not uploading earlier)

Here we go~

==++ POST EXAMS!!!! ++==
Like finally, the one whole month of torture and dispair is finally over!!! I was seriously jumping with joy when i left the exam hall, yup i'm one of the bad students who did not offer to donate my DNA as i wanted to leave so badly!!! and i've donated my DNA so many bloody times that i was so sick of it, and most of the time they will tell you " Sorry, something went wrong in the collection progress, do you mind to come down to donate your DNA again?" Of course i mind!!! But.... who can reject that anyway? So i chose not to donate this time to safe the trouble.

Ok so after that, I went to watch Breaking Dawn part 1 with Mungyu and Yingxue. (Xuejun was sick so she didn't join usT^T) Finally got to meet up with my beloved after so long! Its not that we don't see each other, but we see each other just talking about exams and don't really have the time to chat like what we did long time ago.

The movie was alright... I hate it when it ended at the "climax" and we'll have to wait for the 2nd part. Actually i think the Twilight Saga do just fine as novels as there are lots of emotional stuff to be felt by the reader, rather than actions that could be shown in a movie. But still, i'm quite a Twilight fan, so i shall just watch the entire series in the theatre.

Anyway, after the movie, we had pepper lunch! and we talked over dinner, for like 2 hours? Seriously, girlfriend talks could never stop man! There are just too much things to talk about under the sun just for the 3 of us! LOL~ I really love that atmosphere, love being with the ones i care:D

==++Birthday++==
My 19th birthday celebrations, the first day out after my exams! Its been so long that i have a proper birthday celebrations since mosst of my birthdays clashed with band practices and i spent most of my birthdays in the band rooms with my beloved percussion. I'm not saying that i don't like those spent in band, just that i haven had a day out on my birthday for so long, so please do not misunderstand :D:D:D

Anyway, went to Somerset to meet up with Rachel and Yawen and had Marche for lunch! I MUST THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY PRESENTS!!! They are practical, very very practical and i use them very frequently hahaha~ thanks girls YYYYY

TADAA~~~
Nail polish, nail polish remover and Chocolates!
(I didn't know that chocolates contain liqour until i nom down 3 in a row and felt my throat burning LOL)

Lunch at Marche was awesome!!!! Love their food! and I had their lunch express with contained a main course, a drink and a cream puff for less than $10! Saved $$$ hehe^^ I think Marche has now officially become my favourite restaurant hahaha:D
Main course: Fried fish with salad. YUM!

Here come my favourite. DESSERT!!! CREAM PUFFS! haha, was reminded of GACKT while eating those cream puffs hahaha.

After that we went Kbox @ Scape. I like the facilities and the room(though its a bit small), the room is really cozy! Instead of the usual sofa, we had this very very huge coach that is like a bed and its super comfy! While enjoying someone singing, its so cozy that i could sleep LOL and the songs there are newer, there are more Jap songs and more KAT-TUN songs than KTV!!! hehehe^^ totally enjoyed myself singing the new Single of KAT-TUN Run for You (although the newset is birth, but Kbox didn't have:X)

KAT-TUN Run For You PV

Then we sang all our favourite Japanese songs! Secret base, and everyone screaming Only my railguin hahaha~ That song is seriously contagious and i'm still very obsessed with that song since Yawen's birthday out @ KTV

After KTV, went to find my parents at Suntec city as they wanted to buy a new TV. We had steamboat buffet for dinner, but there were no cakes selling so i didn't have a cake for my birthday T^T BUT, i had one the next day heehee^^ better late than never. Also bought my prom shoes which brought me huge pain and misery walking in it. I seriously didn't feel so bad when i first try out those shoes but i don't know why my feet hurt so much during prom that day. haiz... I seriously hate heels T^T
Right... my heels... bought them from new look @ suntec.

Belated birthday cake from parents! i love this strawberry shortcake from fourleaves:)

I also went to have steamboat with yingxue, xuejun, yayun, yiming and yuheng at outrame park! It was some sort of a birthday celebration too, coz i bought a cake:) the steamboat was not bad and we really ate damn a lot!!! OMG! Needs to gym after that steamboat seriously!

==++ PROM NIGHT ++==
had my beauty sleep that day and woke up at around 11am LOL thats very very late to wake up. After doing household chores, i met up with yingxue to do our hair together. I curled my hair like finally!!! It turned out better than i expected! I thought i mught probably look older than my real age due to the curls on my hair, but it looked alright:D

Then zhaoxue came to my house to do makeup. We did our own make up seperately, coz we both didn't trust each other to do each other's make up LOL!!! Its my first time doing makeup myself, coz usually i'll rely on someone to do it for me :P but it turned out not bad too:) I'm actually quite happy with my own work hehehe^^

Dad drived us to Marriot and we finally met up with everyone. Everyone looked so different!!!! I'm sorry to say but i didn't recognise some... Anyway, prom was not bad, quite a great memory:D the MC is damn funny!!! he must be quite experienced doing this sort of things haha... The food was not bad either, but i kinda expected western food when they told us its 8 course meal, but it turned out to be Chinese dining.

And this is the 1st dish, everyone at the table was thinking if that "fish" is edible hahaha

Then its picture time! Took many pictures!! But still didn't get to take picture with priscilla sihui and sonjia. Its ok, i think there are still chances to meet up:)

The 黛玉帮！！！Hahaha this is our first photo together after so many years! Amazing isn't it?

Photo with Rachel! I like this photo coz the lighting is good heehee^^

and picture with my dear Alicia! jiayou for your As next year ya? Its finally my turn to say this to you! hahaXD Ganbatte!

Shall skip the post prom part. it was failed attempt to go clubbing and end up a stayover at my house. Great night, but everyone was so cui afterwards. and i was amazed by my "skills" of staying up late as i had zero eyeshut till 9am in the morning when all of them left. LOL

==++ KTV with 黛玉帮++==
We went teoheng for cheap KTV!!! heehee^^ but its really far, and the place is damn ulu. But still, the ultimate goal is to sing K and i'm very satisfied with that! haha... Then i received presents!

The "face" keychain is from zhaoxue! She said its a graduation present for us and 4 of us have similar presents. Its like "same same, but different" LOL
The other keychain is from xuejun. Have got no idea why she got us that, but still its a present heehee^^ Its actually 2 sets that are like puzzle pieces that piece together to say "forever friends" I share the "puzzle" with zhaoxue haha... now we have 2 keychains that fits together:)

As usual, after dinner was talking time and we talked for a long time. Mainly ranting about A levels and how nervous we are about our results. Then zhaoxue was really nervous about her coming As too. But i think she'll be alright, i can see that she is mugging hard so i bet she'll do well:) I have faith in her:D

==++ ICE SKAING WITH 6IRIANS ++==
It was lucky that we did not want to meet early as the MRT was having problem, instead of the expected 10am start, the MRT started at around 11am + according to the news. Luckily we were supposed to meet up at 12pm. So we took a long train ride to Stadium station via the circle line and had a great time chatting on the train. Its been a long time since we've seen each other (although i have been studying with jiayue for almost the whole A level period:P)

Then it was the ice skating part. We had 2 hours, so Mr. Lau was saying, the goal for the 1st hour was to know how to walk on ice, then the goal for the 2nd hour would be to be able to skate! LOL!

It was really quite hard to skate at first, but i was soon able to walk on ice. haha. First goal accomplished! As i know how to roller blade, i tried the roller blading style and tadaa~~ I almost fell =.= Coz there are brakes at the front of the ice blade, but roller blading requires me to bend forward and so, i had my blades stuck in the ice and almost fell=.=

So after trying and trying, and looking at the pros zoom from one end to the other, i finally managed to move, but i also dunno if its the right way since we had no teacher :(

But still it was a great experience when you struggle with your beloved friends to learn to skate. haha~ I was skating with Charmaine during this period then she suddenly fell. OMG! Great shock! but i didn't know how to help her up :( Sorry~ luckily someone kind came over to help her up. The Sherwin was saying that it could be great to go ice skating with your date so there would be many body contacts. =.= ya, everyone dao-ed that idea haha~~~

After ice skating, we went to this very nice dessert shop that jiayue recommended at Outram park for dessert! YAY!
here are the photos my dear.
FOOD!!! I took this picture and Jiayue was not satisfied as i did not include the tray where the utensils were placed LOL

OK! Perfect picture by Jiayue! There is the 奶奶馒头，春卷, fried chicken and fried mushrooms!
I like the mushrooms! they were so juicy haha~ and our dear Sherwin was thinking very YY when he saw the title 奶奶馒头, he said it sounded wrong-.- haizz... what can we say about him? hahaXD

K here come the dessert, Mango sago! It very sweet and i love it! I like the frozen pomelo inside and it gave the sago a very chewy sensation! YAY love the food:)

Yup, a great day spent with the beloved 6Irians. I wonder when we could meet up again... hope that we could meet up soon ya?

==++ Chirstmas eve ++==
Had lunch with my dear Alicia! We had Fig and Olive, first time eating at that restaurant. I must say that the food was not bad, and the portion was... more than acceptable (although it was a bit small for Alicia hahaXD)

JANGJANG~~ The food

Yup its another session of girls talk! Shall keep the contents private heehee^^ Then i received my birthday present from her!!! A very cute note book printed with picture of cats in every page!!! OMG IT IS SERIOUSLY VERY VERY CUTE!!! LOVE MAX!

A big thank you my dear :D
(sorry lazy to upload the picture liao:X)

We talked about 4 hours over lunch i think... OMG i also dunno why we had so much things to talk about hahaXD maybe thats why we are good friends as we have a lot of common topics^^

After lunch i we departed, i intended to go home, but then my parents told me to hunt for a pair of boots in JP so that i could wear back to China for the winter. Being reluctant to pay for my shoes, i shopped in JP until my parents ended work and we met up there. Then i bought my boots:) hehe^^ didn't spent a single cent :P

I always wanted a pair of Dr. Marten's boots so i went to that shop in JP to hunt for my boots, but then they were out of stock!!! NOOOOOO! T^T the final moment that i could get them and they are out of stock SAD MAX! But still i managed to get a pair of boots with heels, but the heels are very comfortable! so no scare, can walk in snow too :D

We had Lai lai for dinner! finally got to taste 鲁肉饭！

i've tried many times but blogger is not cooperative to turn this picture)

As we ordered set meals, i had another side dish and a drink! The green tea tastes good! It tastes like the real tea that i brew from tea leaves and its not very sweet. YAY~ i love drinking tea:) haha~

After dinner was more shopping and i bought a dress... Shall wear it during the new year period when i come back from China! It will be my new year clothes since i won't be able to shop for new year clothes in China. haha~

==++ CHRSTMAS ++==
Nothing much to say lah. Had christmas buffet at home with many family friends. I realised that since As ended, my parents loved to get me to do all the work. Like, i was the one who googled and looked for the right buffet, i was the one who ordered the buffet, i was the one who was in-charge of that buffet. Then i also looked for our hotel for our phuket trip and booked air tickets and the hotels. LOL they love to get me to do all the work. haizz...

anyway, it was more of work than enjoyment. and most of all, i don't like many adults talking loudly in a small confined area. It just gets too noisy and i can't take it... Now i wonder why i could stand it in the band room with noise from every instrument, but cannot tahan the noise comming from 10 loud adults in a room... I really wonder...

then after the gathering, when i was tidying up with my mum, we discovered this!

TADAA~~~
Look at the amount of wine/liqour we have! we can make a bar out of this lol! I wonder how long it will take to finish all this.

==++ 6A chalet ++==
Rather than saying i went for a chalet, i would rather say i had an outing with yawen, xinhui and jodee. I went there with yawen, wanting to reach there early to chat with the others. When we reached pasir ris at 11am, we called and texted and everyone in the chalet was sleeping=.=

So yawen and i went to walk around in White sands, had a round of jubeat in the super empty arcarde in white sands and had lunch! Then we waited for jodee and xinhui to arrive and made our way to the chalet as everyone woke up.

When we reached, they were leaving for lunch so 4 of us had the whole chalet to ourselves!!! We played 1 whole round of mahjong, from 东风to北风 haha! AWESOME! I missed the feeling of mahjong tiles in my hands (though the tiles were quite small since yinshiuan brought the mini mahjong set). But we didn't get to gamble since there were no chips avaliable and we didn't want to play with real money.

After mahjong, the rest came back and we played this game called "asshole" together. Quite fun, but confusing... and i think it was too big a group to play and was really..... ya confusing LOL i'm running out of words to describe myself.

We left the chalet at 6pm and had dinner at eHub.
Picuture of my honet BBQ ribs.

I forgot the name of the shop, but the food was good! I like the ribs, but i think the sides were disappointing. There was too little vege in my plate:(

AFter that, we went to walk around and decided to go to arcade again! Yawen played this music gun thing (dunno the name) and there were all jap tracks and she had a round of Only my railgun when i was busy singing the song beside her. We didn't get to go to KTV to sing so might as well sing it here heehee^^ Then she played para para! PRO MAX! i never knew how to play para para and DDR those kinda games.

Then i had a round of Bishi Bashi, i cleared 7 stages with 1 credit! heehee^^ Love that game! but dunno where and why there was a group of juniors behind staring at me play=.= hope that they did not recognise us... then yawen was like "why when i danced nobody watch but when u play bishi bashi so many ppl watch?!" haha I also dunno...

ok finally done updating my life! Such a long post... i'm so tired of posting now coz i wrote to much in one day! LOL~

jya ne~

oh and today is the last day of 2011 (present date/time: 31/12/2011 4.43pm). should have done a reflection, but i'm sick of blogging for now. shall skip that.

Happy new year everyone!
wishing all my readers a fruitful year ahead:)

DREAM

2011-12-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yes yes, I should have updated long time ago. I know I’ve been on hiatus for too long since my exams are over. Yes, due to the fact that I’m lazy, and things to blog about just pile up higher and higher. I'll update in a while i promise, but before that, i really need to share this.

Before I start, I shall warn you guys first, coz this post is gonna be violent, cold-blooded, and might be scary provided that you can imagine the scenes from my ~~not so good~~ writing. Ok, I shall begin.

This is about the dream I had last night/this morning. It is so vivid that i still remember it now, which is like 9 hours past the dream(it was 5pm when i wrote this). (I don't usually remember dreams so vividly and I actually remember almost the whole thing this time.) Ok, here it goes.

I didn't know where i was, I only knew I had team mates. I didn't know what i was supposed to do, I had no objectives. Then I saw knives, the small knives that magicians throw at a person on a spinning wheel with his eyes blindfolded during a magic trick. I didn't know what to do, but my arms moved, picking up knives from the floor and fling it far. It hit a woman in pink. The woman fell to the ground, dead.

I didn't feel the guilt of killing, but my team mates told me that I did well, as I’ve just killed the first enemy and saved the rest of the team as no one saw that woman approaching. My team mate then gave me a katana and told me to get ready. (Can’t remember how the katana looked like anymore =.= but it was clear that it was not any kind of sword, but the Japanese samurai knife, aka Katana.) I also pick up knives from the floor, getting ready to fling at other enemies from afar. Flinging knives at others seems like a special skill I had.

The next scene I remembered was me hiding behind a door. The door had a glass on the upper half that enabled me to peek, while the bottom half was opaque and I was hiding behind it. It was like a room, where my team mates were in it. I didn't pay attention to them while I grabbed my Katana hard, ready to kill.

Then enemies stomped in. My team mates were fighting, but I didn't know why I was still hiding, maybe I was just scared to step up to fight, risking my life. I fling knives at them, killing enemies without them knowing. Then, a man in armour was going to kill my team mate, so I stepped out of my hiding place and I stabbed him hard with my Katana. I pulled hard, the man fell on to the grofrom my katana and pink Sakuras bloomed on my white shoes.

Then there were numerous killings, knives fly from one end to the other and enemies were stabbed hard and I smiled at every death I caused. It felt like I was stuck in some kind of game, where I had to kill to attain some kind of objective.

I was right; one of my team mates came carrying a woman in bridal style. She was blond and fair, dressed in a Victorian style dress with a tiara on her head. Maybe she was a princess or a queen...

The cheering of my team followed seems like I’ve just completed a new quest. Dried blood on my face, clothes, shoes and katana disappeared magically.
It is time for a new battle.

In the next scene I remembered, I was in a green meadow, it was sunny and the air felt fresh. I was not with any team mates.

I was alone, unarmed.

Suddenly, the sun disappeared; it was so dark, the wind was howling and something fell from the sky and landed right beside me. I picked it up and realized that it was my katana. It was a sign; a sign that shows a new battle has begun.

Crows appeared, and I slashed them when they tried to attack me with their sharp beaks. (Don't ask me why the beaks of crows were sharp; shouldn't sharp beaks belong to birds of prey?) They disappeared into gold dusts and were blown away by the howling wind. I remember very clearly that I killed 3 of them when my team mate came shouting “YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO KILL THEM!!! THANKS TO YOU WE'VE GOT POINTS DEDUCTED!"

Right, I’ve made a mistake. Then I was told to kill men in grey armour. I should aim at their heart as it is the area left unprotected from their heavy armour. (LOL! Shouldn't armours protect the heart? hai... dreams...) So I ambushed behind something white (can't remember what exactly). There came a man in grey armour. I waited for the right moment and then stabbed right through his chest.

Blood dripped onto the floor, and as I pulled out my Katana, blood rushed out and stained onto his armour. Instead of staining the armour red, the armour slowly turned white at the contact of blood. Slowly, the whole armour turned white with a small red patch on the chest area. The man's expressions on his face looked distorted, which looked like he was wrongly killed.

Then my team mates came and accused me of wrong killings. They tried to attack me and I defended myself. However, I was reluctant to hurt them, and I was at a lost of what to do. They are team mates who fought with me; I should never kill them to keep myself alive! But if I don't, then I’m gonna die!

To kill or not to kill, that’s the question.

Closed my eyes and I think hard. The memories shared with these team mates played in my mind. Then I made my decision. I opened my eyes and I was back in my room, with Taguchi Junnosuke's picture smiling at me on my bedside table.

Yes, that’s the dream. Weird isn't it?

I woke up feeling accused, a mixed feeling of anger and sadness gushed into my head. Then I didn’t wanna wake up as I savoured the dream lying on my bed, but at the same time afraid that I might see knives flying at me if I get out of my bed. LOL

Such a vivid dream.
Anyone knows the meaning behind this?
(this is the 500th post! Congrats to myself for writing 500 posts of my thoughts, feelings and life)

Cell phone quiz

2011-11-30T20:24:00.006+08:00

Boread mugging bio...
here is a quiz.
(credit:http://facebookcraze.com/category/notes-surveys-and-quizes/page/2/)

1. What is your current ringtone?
Sadistic love - KAT-TUN

(this song has no PV so its a fanvid. enjoy~ I LOVE the lyrics hahaha)

2. What is your current wallpaper?
Ueda Tatsuya

3. Do you own a picture phone?
yup
4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
The heavy rain that i was stuck in...

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
"Lol i think i do bio too fast liao. I finish all mcqs i have."

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
my phone does not allow me to count, there is alot T^T.

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
My mum

9. What service do you have?
Singtel

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
Full :D

11. Who’s on your speed dial numbers?
My mum, my house number LOL

12. Do you have voicemail?
Nope

13. How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they?
16 people under J.
lazy to list all...

14. Who do you call the most?
My mum=.=

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
dunno... don't bother to count..

16. Can you send pictures?
yup.

17. What are the first 2 digits to your number?
92

18. Go to your sent texts…what does the first one say?
"eh not this week, next week maybe hehe:P"

19. What about the 10th?
"haha then how? lol"

20. Who’s the last person that you called?
Mum=.=

22. Last person that texted you?
Alicia:)

23. Last person you added to your contacts?
Can't remember

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
plan?

25. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Alvin

26. Wanna give out your number?
Nope duh~

Hi stalker:D

2011-11-20T01:32:00.002+08:00

Oh great....

I really think there is a stalker here looking at the stats of my blog....
I keep getting the same keywords with my name that leads to my blog, for the past 3 weeks.
right....

HELLO STALKER!

Care to leave a note on my tagboard?

LOL~

I'm just getting paraniod.

Weak

2011-11-19T00:11:00.005+08:00

Hi ppl! Yes, i've been on haitus for a long long time.

Why?!

You dare to ask me why? (kk... i need to chill)
Yup, because of A levels. no time to update. anyway, what is there to update? There is like nothing much interesting except for the rantings about how hard the paper was, or just to complain/rant about paraniod i am.

After 2 weeks of exams, i'm kinda numb to this stress already... I could still feel it piling up, but i've learnt to ignore this "pain" and carry on... Only until i found a way to release this then i could break down and start again.

I wonder if something went wrong. I realise that i've became very emotional, or rather too emotional nowadays. I kinda lost control of my tear ducts you know... I realise i've been crying a lot these days. As in, i'm not crying like howling like i've lost someone, but whenever i read something angsty, or watching touching dramas or simply listening to a song, my tears will just start flowing like that.
This is really scaring me... I really wonder, what the hell is wrong?

I can't remember which day, anyway just after a paper, i was on the bus home and listening to my MP3. Since i always put my MP3 on shuffle, i wouldn't know what song it will play. Then it played this song "Precious one" by KAT-TUN and i started tearing when they sang "you are not all alone anymore, hitori jya nai(you are not alone)"... Luckily the bus was quite empty...

Precious one - KAT-TUN

(right... i shouldn't have looked up and watched this video. The music is touching already, and now with the image and i see Taguchi and Maru crying, it made me cry again... See? This is how weak i've become T^T)

haiz... But someone tells me that if i do cry when i see touching scenes in dramas, while reading angsty stories, it means that i still have a heart. Yup... i still have my emotions... maybe a bit too much...

But i find this a good thing too... This is a good way for me to relieve my stress... I remember i was so disappointed with myself during the prelims, especially that afternoon that i got back my econs prelim scripts. I was so disappointed that i kinda like lost my emotions and feelings. So i resorted to touching ballads and i could let out all my disappointments and go back to work again...

Right... enough ranting already...
hope for this period to be over soon!
19/11/2011
12 days to the end of A levels.

頑張ります！！！^^

Below materials inappropriate for minors AGAIN! LOL

2011-11-01T23:32:00.004+08:00

Ok ok i know i should be concentrating on my studies, but you know, when inspirations come, there is nothing i can do so... ya... I wrote my first fan fiction.

灵感来了，神马都是浮云，是什么都抵挡不了的！ (夸张:P)

yup... so i wrote a fan fiction. Before i start, let me introduce where that stupid inspiration come from. LOL

Last night, I was planning on this mini "whiteboard" about what i wanted to do tomorrow (which is today). My board is scribbled, or rather decorated with "KAT-TUN" on top. Just that KAT-TUN is the acronyms of their names in english, i wrote it in Chinese (as in the kanji). I was staring at it and the inspiration came. lol

Yes, this is the board. Yes its really small. LOL. (can't flip it! sorry)

Ok 废话少说。

Below materials contains Boys love!
BOY X BOY
Real Person Slash

If its not your liking, or you discriminate gays or anything, please press that red cross at the top right hand corner. thank you!

Pairing: Taguchi Junnosuke X Tanaka koki
Rating: PG
Genre : a bit angst, fluff ending
Length: DAMN SHORT!

聖：“算我求你了，不要再这样，我们是注定不能在一起的。你看，就算是写[KAT-TUN]，AK和NU都在一起，而我们之间永远隔着[-]。淳，别这样，我不想少个哥们。” 聖对这捧着一大束玫瑰的男人大叫。
淳：“呵呵，只要你在我心里就好。我们都知道我们对彼此的感情不是吗？其他的就从入口出口田口的出口出去吧！”
他暖暖的微笑安抚着男人急躁的心情。
“还笑？！小心我踹死你！” 虽然是威胁的语气，但是其中露出了一丝柔情。他笑了。
轻轻的吻了他的唇，用另一只手搂着聖的腰 “好了，我们回家吧。”
~完~

Yes i know its very short! It was meant to be a 微小说, which is supposed to be within 140 words, but i missed that so ya, its a very very short one-shot fic.

Comments are loved :D

Here is Junno(i.e. 淳)
And my beloved tsudere Koki (i.e.聖)
I think i portrayed him as hard M instead of the hard S aura he has in reality. but who cares, its a fic anyway :P

Cant believe i just "debutted" writing fan fiction, and its not my favourite pair though. haha. like i said, blame it on the inspiration:)

Gotta sleep now.
nights :D

Goodbye

2011-10-17T19:11:00.002+08:00

Friday was graduation. Can't believe that 6 years have already passed! I'm gonna leave the school really soon.
I'm not too excited about leaving coz i think i'll still miss everything here even though i have complained about how much i hated this place.

Ironic isn't it?

Here are some thoughts of mine of 6A. the 2 years together was great:)
Here it goes~

6A 须知

1.6A 23名学生要互相尊重，相亲相爱，一起毕业。
2.6A 23名学生上课不可以迟到。所有迟到者一律锁在门外，或承受老师任何处罚（例如在全班面前跳舞）。
3.6A 23 名学生上课要与老师（特别是生物老师）沟通，不得让老师有和墙壁讲话的感觉。
4.6A 23 名学生上课不能偷吃东西，否则老师（特别是某化学老师）一律没收。
5.6A 23 名学生上课不能碰手机（对！碰都不行碰！），否则老师（特别是某化学老师）一律没收。
6.6A 23 名学生要记得某化学老师的3个字“快。狠。准。”
7.6A 23 名学生要记得某化学老师的名言“无招胜有招！”
8.6A 23 名学生要广泛阅读，不然某GP老师会不开心。
9.6A 23 名学生要记得做数学作业，不然被某数学老师叫到全班面前做题，你就悲剧了。
10.因为经济老师对某同学“特别疼爱”，所以6A 23名同学请记得经济课的白板永远是由RM同学来擦，大家不想回答的问题也可以让RM同学包办。
11.如果有人想找6A男生的麻烦，请切记你要通过7名“保镖”，因为6A男生是互相的保镖，随时随刻，形影不离。
12.6A 23 名学生各个是人才。除了学业好的，还有会弹吉他的、会打鼓的、会吹号的、会弹钢琴的、会唱歌的（包括老师:P）、会跳舞的、会打羽毛球的、会打篮球的、会拉琴的、会吹笛子的、会说冷笑话的等等等等。。。。。
13.总之，6A 23名同学各个伤不起！

*记得，在6A不要乱提“SN2”这个字眼，除非必要。

~完~

在一起的两年，可说是酸甜苦辣，大家都从中学习，慢慢地成长着。
两年时间到了，是时间说再见了。
可是，
这不是结束，而是一个新的开始。
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。
大家将把这份6A须知守则烙印在心里，不管走到哪里，都会记得我们曾经在同一间课室里一起努力过。

Thank you all for the memories! I'll remember it forever

A/N: I posted this on FB coz its dedicated to 6A. And my dear form teacher read it and say i talk behind his back =.= seriously, how did he manage to see this? And he freaking texted me! I thought something very important must have happened, like my UCAS went wrong orsomething. Scared the hell out of me =.=

LAME QUIZ TIME!

2011-10-11T21:46:00.004+08:00

Yes i know i should be busy studying or something, but i'm really tired from doing my personal statement and stuff=.= Koped this quiz from someone's FB hehehe^^
shall finish the quiz and go back to work! LOL

Enjoy~

Follow and complete all the questions :

Level One
Time now :9.48pm
Date now :11/10/11
Day now : Tuedays

What you last ate: Corn
What you late drank: Peach Fanda!!! <3 (yes i haven drank anything since 4pm)
Who you last texted: xuejun
Who you last phoned: my mum (with my awesome accent LOL)
Who you last banged into: erm... no one?
Who you last hanged out with: Rachel, we had Subway together:D
Last place you went: JP
Last place you ate outside: jp

Level Two

Went out yesterday with: no one. it was school day.
Place you went: school LOL
Time you went: morning 8am?
Last person you held hands with: Rachel? coz she sits next to me, very convenient :P
Last person you shared a drink with: Forgot :X
Last person who lent you tissue: i dun have the habit of bringing tissue:X
Last person who asked you out: Xuejun? she asked me if i wanna go to the Australian uni fair with her.
Last person you took photos with: Dun remember :X

Level Three

Gender: F
In love/in relationship: Multiple relationships with many in my harem in AU hahaha jkjk XD
Having a crush: on a BOTAK
Name of person you like: タツヤ
Last person you swam with: parents bah...
Last person you went to a park with: i can't remember the last time i went to a park lol
Last person you watched a movie with: Parent, watched HP 7
Last person you visited the museum with: Never been to a museum...

Level four

Smoke?: Never
Drink alcohol? every chinese new year
On drugs?: =.=
Go to clubs?:mugging club?
Visited hotels?: Duh?!
Ran on a street naked?: nope. too cold.
Got scolded for being drunk: not yet..
Played with your food: not my habit to do that...
Threw up on someone?: nope:)
Spat into someone's food: ewww....
Ever chopped someone before?: no duh~
Ever threw something to someone?: always:D

Primary school: YPS
Secondary school: the same as my JC
JC/Poly/ITE: the same as my sec school
Country you are in: singapore
Your house is located at: sentosa cave

Level five

Name a friend that...
You last webcam with: never used my webcam before...
You last boxed:boxed?! dun wanna get into trouble
The favourite girl you enjoy talking to: favourite meaning choose one? too difficult :X
The favourite girl you enjoy hanging out with: My gang! Lol
The favourite guy you enjoy talking to: my dad. constructive comments are loved more than the gay talks i hear in school :D
The favourite guy you enjoy hanging out with: Dun tell you LOL
Enjoys eating ice cream: anyone who loves ice cream i guess:D
Likes pink: yawen lol
Likes blue: alicia (due to stich)
Likes green: ....
Likes yellow: ...
Likes white: me?
Likes black: KAT-TUN!

Level six

Closest friend you had: had? means now no more?
A person you hate: ...
A person you like: repetative question?
Best song you like: too many to choose from.
Best chinese-pop band you like: Rock band can? Mayday
Best japanese-pop band you like: KAT-TUN! <3<3<3
Best english-pop band you like: Westlife
Best korean-pop band you like: if ever i fill in this blank with a korean band's name you will know that i must be out of my mind.
Best chinese-pop singer you like:JAY CHOU!
Best japanese-pop singer you like: Jin Akanishi LOL
Best english-pop singer you like: Avirl (is she considered pop singer?)
Best korean-pop singer you like: refer to the korean band question.

You are done

Ya i'm done. back to work. BYE~

Korachu~ XOXO

~久しぶり~

2011-09-26T23:22:00.006+08:00

キタ━━━(゜∀゜)━━━!!!!!

(／^ロ^)／＼(^ロ^＼) 久しぶり♪
(long time no see)

Prelims are over, so i should update abit on my life (although my life seems kinda boring), but still, i shall update for the pathetic amount of readers i have here hahaha :P

Actually I typed this post half way on the 16th Sep, then somehow i couldn't finish it. So here i am, trying to finish up my half written blog post! LOL

Yes its really long time no see! the last post was a month ago lol~ I was really busy due to prelims... not a good period due to all the stress and stuff, but it will end very soon! I shall, and i will work hard and strive for this 43 days and will enjoy my holidays! WOOTS! LOL~

ok i shall start to fill in the blanks in this blog post for the last whole month so its gonna be a long post. I'll do some simple signposting so u can jump parts that might not interest you :P

The whole of august was quite boring... nothing much, except for the last few days.

29/08/2011

MY HAMSTER GAVE BIRTH!!! haha~ i think you all should know this long time already due to the photos on my FB. haha. Anyway, i reached home around 920pm. After changing and stuff, i went to look at my hamster. Then mummy hamster came out of her house, accidentally dragging bedding out of the house and also something red. O.O So i went over to take a closer look. IT WAS A BABY HAMSTER!

Totally shocked the hell out of me! haha. but i was happy to see newborns (although they do look quite scary at first, red, hairless with no eyes nor ears. Haha~ but they are already out of that stage and are 2 fat furballs now :D

here are some pictures:)
Only 4 days old

And this is Thor aka 雷雷, about 2 weeks old! See? They grow really fast!

Now they are kicking and healthy! and i think we are not giving them away, they will be the *F1 generation of hamsters we have in our house!
*F1 generation? Please refer to H2 bio geneticsXD

Then its the naming part. As daddy (finally) decided to buy a car, he got himself a Renault, and in chinese its called 雷诺. So daddy have decided to call one 雷雷and one 诺诺! These names are unisex (i think), so its safe to call them before we can really tell their gender. They are so energetic and fast moving that i can't grab hold of any of them so i can't tell if their gender(s) =.=

Then that day i went to post雷雷's photo onto FB, i found it troublesome to type chinese with my mum's iPhone,
so i asked dad should we give him/her a English name?

Dad's answer: "THOR!"

i was like =.= but still, i posted it and quoted "DADDY named him Thor" NOT ME! Lol~

~ Teachers' Day ~

This year's teachers' day celebrations were way better than the national days'! No more bimbos going around saying "Chanel is my favourite brannnnnnnnd!" wait, she is not even pretty, cannot be bimbo!

Anyway, back to teachers' day. I love the boards our class made for our teachers:) Yiming said our teachers liked the boards as he was the chairman who gave the teachers their presents:)

Then i went back to my primany school! It's our last time going back in school uniform (i confess that i wasn't wearing school U:X), or rather, the last time we go back before we graduate. And all 5 of us are back!!!! Usually there will always be someone who can't make it due to one reason or another (usually that person is Mr. Lau). It was great to see Miss Tan again! We had a great time talking to her and "interupting her class"!

She had a lesson with primary 2s, so we just went in quietly and sat at the back of the class. We sat through spelling and dictation! Its so easy!!! LOL! like duh~ right? After spelling, Miss Tan introduced us to the kids there, or rather we introduced ourselves to them. Then we gave them food (like food rationing) for..... actually i can't remember why we gave them food too.

Anyway, it was great to interact with children~ They are so innocent looking and they always look into your eyes and talk to you truthfully. Felt kinda sad that this truthfulness gradually disappears as people grow older, making this society looking bright, but could be very dark at the same time.

Ok enough with the emo-ing. here is a picture of my Primary school gang! and credits to Noel for her instanx :D Thanks lah~ Love yo lots man~ I wonder when is the next time we could meet up again... After As? Hopefully! And hopefully we could travel together and with Miss Tan too:D

(I tried many ways to change flip the picture but still i failed =.= so please tilt your heads thanks 8D)

Another picture~ This was taken when we were on our way out of the school. Noel left early to watch The Smurfs, and her sister, Vanessa took the picture for us! Picture credits to Jiayue as it was her camera LOL
(have been koping pictures too much from other J fans such that i have the habit of crediting picture now=.=)
On a side note, on the same day when i went home to change and everything, i saw my hamster sleeping like this. I totally LOL-ED and grabbed my phone and took it down! DAMN CUTE! KYAAAA~~
~ Freebies ~

Actually only 1 freebie LOL~ Mum believes that Chicken essence could make me think better, and i'm used to the disgusting taste of the Chicken essence such that i do not mind drinking it anymore. So on this very regular Sunday, where parents finished work and i finished studying in the library, i went to meet them at the NTUC at Jurong East. Mum insisted of buying more Chicken Essence to prepare for the coming prelims (reasons as stated above). So i went to the Chicken Essence area and then found out that i could get a portable speaker for free when i buy 2 packs of Chicken essence! So i did not hesitate andt took that 2 packs of Chicken Essence with a portable speaker sticked tightly with them!!!

According to the packaging, the portable speaker was worth S$29.90! So its really a deal! and its from Philips, which is known for the "a bit" higher price of electronics which is not so durable. LOL (Philips fans don't come after me! this is based on personal experience!) But who cares so much when it is free right? So here it is~

TADAA~~
(the songs playing was Sadistic Love by KAT-TUN haha.... just find it interesting to include the details :P)

This is gonna be very convenient as it allows me to listen to my beloved ones singing without the need of turning on the computer.
The ultimate equation:
NO COM = LESS DISTRACTION = HIGHER PRODUCTIVITY
haha... this is also the reason why i keep going to the library to study too :P

~ Prelims ~

TADAA~~ This is my prelims essential pacakge!
With numourous pens and pencils and eraser and compass and IC and the legendary entry proof. The school is making it as similar as the real A levels as possible.
This is pretty good as it prepares us well. Well~ i dun really have much to comment about it lol

And the prelims... i think it was better than my Mid years, i've spent much much much more efforts in all mu subjects!
I finished almost the whole maths revision package.
I wrote econs essays under timed conditions every week.
I did MCQs for chem for every topic.
I did bio papers under timed conditions as well...

But hor~ I still feel that i screwed my prelims leh~ Like today Ho showed us our results, i got a high D for my Chem T^T

Although this is a lot better than last year (DUH) and mid years, but i expected a better result. With Ds and Es it could never get me to the UK! OMG! HOW?!?!?!?!

Meaning that i will need to work even even harder T^T i really hope that my efforts will pay off, even it can't get me to London, at least get me into a local U with something that i would want to study...

PLEASE~~ ONEGAISHIMASUUU~~~~

K should go sleep now. Next post will be on my post-prelims activities i.e. otaku trip to down. haha sounds so paradoxy. Otaku going to town to shop hahaha...

Look forward to my next post bah :P (sounds so thick skin somehow :X)

OYASUMINASAI~

090811

2011-08-12T21:55:00.005+08:00

Felt the need to update me blog, so here i am:)
School has been the same, revision, homework, study, mug .... so on... kinda worried about my grades. Seriously. Although ppl have been telling me its alright, i'm gonna make it with their amazing stories, but i had this feeling that this kinda miracles will not happen to me. Ok maybe i should be more optimistic. Lets wait and see...

K, enough with that. I shall post about my day out with family and friends on national day. The day began with mugging as usual before i got out. But was kinda lazy coz it was public holiday! So after a chapter of bio, i went to read fan fic lol.

Anyway, we went to east coast park. My family(3 person), T-rex family(2), Uncles's family(3), uncle jiang's family(3), that totals 11 lol~ BIG GROUP! Oh on the way was damn hilarious. Coz dad only started driving not too long ago, so we totally relied on his GPS to get his way there, and of course there is me telling him where to go coz he cant afford to stare at this GPS. and apparently he thought he knew the way and did not follow my(GPS's) instructions! And we went the wrong way. I told him to ture left, and he was like, but i think its this way leh. In the end he never turn and we had to U-turn back=.= and this happened 3 times!!! OMG!

I was like " If i could drive i'll make sure i make u stop the car and drive instead!" lol, of course i did not say that out lah, or he will kill me.

So finally, we reached east coast park!! The weather was great! I love the sea breeze, and it smelt like home. Then we had picnic and flew a kite at the beach! woots! love that a lot~

Foot prints by the sea:) Somehow i like this picture hahaha :D

And then i took a picture of the sky.

Followed by the flag that flew pass the east coast beach before reaching the NPD parade (or was it after the parade?)
LOL me not sure either. But it looks really nice and i saw many ppl taking out their cameras. I remember last year this time, i cam back from Batam with this same group of people. haha

These are pictures taken last year, on the last day of our Batam trip, which was also on national day (090810). I was in the ferry when i took this picture. Sorry, a bit small coz i did not go up the deck.

Then i decided to go up the deck and saw this beautiful scene and took a picture:)

Nice right? hahaha i think can use as wallpaper liao:P

Anyway back to now.
The afternoon/evening was spent flying kite, picnic-ing and chit chatting. LOL
Then there was this thing that happened.

There were a big group of us and there were 2 children in our group. Then while we were talking, this couple who were rollar blading decided to stop right next to our picnis site, about say 3 metres away. At first they were just talking, maybe a little bit touchy here and there, then the guy decided to take off his T-shrit!
I was like, fine, its the beach, just take off whatever. Then they started kissing and making out!!!
I WAS LIKE OAO!!! I was kinda amazed that they could still have the mood to make out when a group of 11 is only 3 metres away chit chatting loudly lol~ Then the girl was like poking her guy's abs and started making out again. me totally =.=
The next thing i did was to bring one of the kid (uncle jiang's daughter, who is pri 1 this year) to the beach and was like "妹妹乖~ 姐姐带你去那边玩~~ 我们去玩沙好不好？"
LOL!

After the picnic, dad managed to follow the gps correctly and we went to Lot 1 to have a bite. mind you, it was already 10pm so we went to MacDonald's. 8 of us were left and TADA~~~ Our food arrived!!!

Kinda scary right? I went to order with T-rex and the person was like confused with our massive order LOL~

And we poured our fries together!!!! 很壮观的说！！！

Haha nice day out with family and friends! But i realised something sia~ I didn't really talked to T-rex a lot leh. We used to be so close but now like dun really talk much. Do guys really change that much? Not that i'm interested in him or something, but its like this friendship seems, kinda weird. I dunno how to describe it, but the way we interact does not seem like friends who knew each other for 10 years. I think i'm closer to his mum then to him lor haha~ nvm maybe its just him, not my problem :P

Personality Quiz

2011-08-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

Can't think of what to post liao. so here,
personality quiz :)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Here is my result. Some are quite true.
Have bracketed my views below.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(Quite true. I'm straightforward, but i've learnt to keep my views to myself as i grow, coz in order to survive in the complex envirnoment, it is wise to keep some stuff to myself...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(Not sure, coz haven been in a relationship b4. But romantic sounds good >///<)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(really? But studies first for now:D)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(SERIOUSLY?!)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
( I wanna study hard now so that i can get a good job later...)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
(No comments)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(YES! I admit that i'm really afraid of failure. Something i need to change)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
(YES! AGREES)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(I shall not comment)

GACKT on 93.3

2011-07-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

Lol at my blog title hahaha....

Was so excited to hear GACKT's low sexy voice on 93.3 today:) Coz i remember 93.3 got a show that features JK pop so i turned on the radio and heard peifen saying “接下来为大家播出Oricon上的前3名，GACKT的episode.0.....”

Wah damn lucky~ haha...

Anyway that was not the main thing i wanted to post (really?)

Anyways, I was like almost dead just now... was having diarrhea and plus i had coffee today so i was kinda trembling even after the diarrhea was over. I can still feel my hand kinda trembling and typing in a very very slow manner. Then listened to GACKT and MARU MARU MORI MORI and felt more genki:) hahaha...

MARU MARU MORI MORI!!!

KAWAII :D:D:D

And 2 of them teaching SMAP how to dance this haha~ Cute:)

I totally lol-ed when Kimura Takuya said "I'll try my best to back your dance!"

ok off to sleep! Hope to feel better tmr:)
OYASUMI <3

Great, my nerve is fine:)

2011-07-20T23:18:00.003+08:00

Hihi:) I know i haven been updating...

It was the emo-ness that came along with the results that made me not wanting to post... but here i am again:) I had econs tuition today, and i felt really bad. So bad that i feel the need to express my feelings here. My tutor asked for my mid year papers so i showed him. I didnt do very well, or rather kinda bad. Then he was a bit shocked, was he expecting a very good grade from me? Do i worth that much of expectation? I really don't know...

Then he went on to explain my mistakes bit by bit, really very very carefully.. Then he told me stories about his previous students and keep telling me, "You can do it one! Econs may be hard, but no matter how it is still like that what. Just do it, can get your A one!" Felt so touched by his words of encouragement, but at the same time i could feel the sense of disappointment coming from him. I feel so bad for doing badly for econs TvT...

Anyway, after econs tuition, i went to see a Chinese physician about my hand. I was quite worried coz i keep reading about ppl having the same symptoms as me, which is due to compression of the ulnar nerve. I was still thinking, if i really have something with my nerve, maybe i dun even need to think about going to study dentistry or vet or medicine liao.

But after seeing him, he said it was nothing to do with my nerve! WOOHOOOOOO!!!

Luckily man! Felt so relieved... lol... anyway, he said it was poor blood circulation due to loss of blood... So must keep myself away from cold stuff, drink my water, have some tonics and take that super bitter chinese medicine TvT

The medicine is the worst thing about Chinese medicine sia~ But i really prefer to see a physician than to see a doctor for this kinda "physical injuries". I bet if i were to go to a doc, he will just give me painkillers, if not go get an X-ray or do a CT which costs about $1500? Not sure lah, but i'm quite sure will say nothing about blood circulation LOL~

K maybe i should end here... I wanted to share some pictures one, but lazy... haha
OYASUMI YYY

Happy birthday Jin:)

2011-07-04T18:55:00.005+08:00

With the end of the mid years, i suddenly felt kinda bored. Coz i dun have to mug so intensively (for now), and kinda lost of what to do (although i know i should study but decided to give myself a break).

So the best thing to do is....

TO
SLACK

LOL~ Slack doing what? Reading fan fiction lor...

Seriously i've been reading fanfics from yesterday till today. As in not read like there is no tomorrow lah... i watched a movie, watched Jin's 3011 Yellow Gold Concert, did my SGC and bio tutorial, then therest of the time = reading fan fiction! LOL

and its really those heart wrenching ones the Chinese fans love to write (with no H ok?! I'm not THAT fujoshi yet:X) Those i read are like... how to describe... kinda like soap dramas with dunno how many angles in that love problem... Its not love triangles, far more complicated... haha...

here is one i really liked :) called 紫色薰衣草

紫色薰衣草
By 懒人vivi
1st part
2nd part
But the bad thing is that the author wrote until she solved the first problem then she stop liao=.= I wanna see how the last 2 end up together lah! so its up to our own imagination lor...

ok... u all just ignore the above lah.. so many chinese words, after reading a lot i see the amounts of words also a bit sian diao... lol

ok shall go back to my econs tution homework liao~
CIAO!

p.s. today is Akanishi Jin's birthday!
お誕生日おめでとう！

(Jin says: YAY~ Its my birthday>.<)

LOL Also, its GACKT's and 增田贵久's birthdays too!
お誕生日おめでとう!

GACKT

增田贵久 (NEWS member)

N.M.P.

2011-07-02T23:36:00.007+08:00

Feel the need to update my blog after the mid years hiatus!

Here i am once again updating my life:)

The past week was exams! Was busy mugging and mugging and mugging... but i'm glad to have friends with me:) These are the people who cheer me up during this super deathly period, saying jiayous, agreeing with me how hard the paper was, not a good sign, but at least i felt that i was not the only one... Bio paper was also like that, i had no time to really examine the 2 essay questions and the moment i saw the word "evolution", then i just picked that question and started writing. Then after the test everyone was telling me about how easy the other essay was, then i emo liao... Later then i released my 黛玉s all wrote the same question!!!!

See? There is a reason why that someone up there made us met, made us friends... lol

Then there was yawen and rachel who came up with the bio and chem pickup lines! Damn funny!!! and made studying bio a lot more fun~

If I were an enzyme, I'd be helicase so that I can unzip your genes.
(read this aloud)

You must be the one for me, since my selectively permeable membrane let you through.

Then i came up with: If i were an enzyme, then u must be my non-competitve inhibitor, forming a permanent bond with me...

Lol this is damn interesting hahaha!!

Other than exams, my KAT-TUN CD came!!! WOOTS! I thought that mail was lost you know? I was so worried that my $26.5 just go down the drain, then...

Mum: "nah... yours..." *hands me my KAT-TUN CD*

Me: "WHY IS IT WITH YOU ?!?!?!?! "

Mum: " Oh... that day i opened the mail box and saw it... i thought it might distract you from your studies so i kept it... but since now i see you mug like there is no tomorrow so i've decided to give u."

Me: *囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧*

Anyway here it is!!! I shall showoff my first piece of KAT-TUN CD! Hope i'll get to "collect more"

KAT-TUN's No More Pain (N.M.P.)
Because of the stupid blogger, i can only upload this pic T.T

Anyway, this is Ueda Tatsuya:) My KAT-TUN bias:)

Tat-chan kawaii>///<

Quick update

2011-06-24T00:06:00.005+08:00

SHIT I'M SO DEAD!

3 more days of holiday left, and i only finished maths and econs...
TAT TAT TAT TAT TAT
Ok lah i'm still left with a bit of chem but a lot of bio left T.T

I hope i can survive this mid years, please let me pass my bio!!!!

OMG I WANNA DIE LIAO LA~ Stressed TTM!

Ok before i go sleep... just to share some fandom stuff again... Kame and Koki's qoutes... super meaningful qoutes:)

ずっとHYPHENいってくれる？じゃあ俺がもずっとKAT-TUNでいる。
会一直做我们的hyphen吗？那我们就一直做你们的KAT-TUN。---田中聖

I love this quote so much so i submitted this:) KOKI is seriously tsundere~ Looks like Shibuya gangster :X but is really yasahii:)
(screen shot from my weibo that i submitted this LOL)

被否定不要紧，被恶意地漫骂也不要紧，摔倒了，我们再爬起来。在这个世界上，除了生命，没有其它任何东西能凌驾于梦想之上。 ---龟梨和也

Goodnight world :)

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

2011-06-19T23:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

Celebrated for my Dad at JP today! We ate Billy Bomber's~ :D:D:D Coz he loves the chocolate fondue hahaha~
Its said to be celebrating for him, but everyone end up eating their favourites, like i ordered pork ribs! >.< Mum ordered catch of the day and dad had his ~~lamp~~ Lamb shank. Then its chocolate fondue :D:D:D

Here is my pock ribs! DAMN NICE!! SERIOUSLY! LOL~
Was too eager to post on weibo so i forgot to save a picture in my phone... so i koped it down from my weibo... Permission granted! Like Duh~ LOL

And this is taken after eating... haha coz i was bored waiting for the waitress to come and clear my plate lol~ Look at the contrast, before and after lol

Yup, then sent my badminton racket for re-stringing (like finally) and bought a new wallet:D Of course parents shopped too, Dad bought stuff too... so its not like i've stolen his limelight or something^^ And i bought Dad berry's essence for his present today! Coz he have been staring at his com recently, not that he doesn't previously, but his work seem to be much more heavy then previously... i've got no idea why either.. so hopefully hberry's essence and help his eyes to relax~

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ONCE AGAIN!

I LOVE YOU MUACK~ >///<

Ok... back to my fandom world. LOL... Cast for 美男ですね (Ikemen desu ne), Jap version of you are beautiful. Picture credit to the owner.
Hikaru AKA 八乙女光 as Jeremy(i assume due to his blonde hair and him posting with drumsticks in another pic). KYA~ Hikaru is cute :) but i cant get use to the fact that he has grown up already. lol~ Here is a video of him when he was young with Yabu Kota :D (although i still think Kota is much cuter :X)

Kame and Jin waking up Yabu Kota（藪　宏太）and Hikaru（八乙女光）~
They were so young then... and now they are 21 i think... but i cant get use to the fact that they are grown ups now:)

Haha... I shall skip the part on ranting about how little time i', left with and how much more work i haven revise yet... I think i cant finish bio and pure maths before the end of the break sia! And i think i'm gonna be killed by OLH's killer paper DX

Wish me luck pple!

P.S. You can see my tagboard now alicia :D hahaha~

2011-06-16T23:49:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody~
neko-sama desu~ <-- i doubt anyone understood this, but i dun really care wahahaha:P Yesterday was Alicia's birthday!

Happy belated birthday dear YYY

I did not expect to meet her yesterday so i did not prepare her present :X Instead, she texted me and we met at the cafe at library and chated ~~over books=.=~~ for a while. And she gave me a present! Koala from Aussie!!! CHO KAWAII!!!

Its really special! coz its not the common one that wears the "I Y Australia" shirt, but carries a boomerang instead! CUTE TTM! Thanks lah =3=

But i'm still feeling guilty for not giving her a present on her birthday, and receiving a present from her on her birthday :X You will get ur present when we meet in school ok? hehehe^^

Today, had maths tuition! It was like a disaster! coz my maths tuor is giving me tests to prepare me for midyears and he just said prepare pure maths! SO MANY TOPICS! Then i remembered he said something about preparing for integration, so i did! And i totally negleted vectors. and today, the paper came, and it was vectors. I was like WHAT THE F#%K?! and i scored like shit! OMG and i'm feeling really guilty for not studying for that test, he spent 3 hours preparing and i failed terribly! I'm so sorry! REALLY! I MEAN IT! SORRY!

Ok, back to the better side of today. I went to study in the library. I wasnt alone coz i went with zhaoxue. LOL! Then we realised something today.

Remember this?

Key chains that mungyu brought back from HK. Everyone has one piece which pieces the word "4K" together. Mine is on my pencil case and zhaoxue was examining it. Then i said i wanted to see hers. So she took out and we realised this!!!

TA DAA~~

Our key chains are beside each other!

SUCH A COINCEDENCE!!!
好巧！好有缘分啊！！！哈哈~

LOL~ Proves we are made to be good friends (? sounds kinda weird hahaha)

After mugging, went home and weibo-ed. Did not weibo for the whole day and had 6 pages of new stuff... i was like "wah~~~ so much updates" haha

I saw updates on the cast of HANA KIMI 2 (jap version)
looks like this is the confirmed cast!

Main charaters 三浦翔平(中津秀一) 前田敦子(芦屋瑞稀) 中村蒼(佐野泉)

Here is the rest of the cast
小谷昌太郎\岡崎和寛\川原一馬\栗原吾郎\ 宝海大空\笠井しげ\浅香航大\山本涼介\西井幸人\山田親太朗\柳下大\鈴木勝大\南方心?\安藤龍\宮島楠人\松島庄汰\三浦翔平\前田敦子\中村蒼\間宮祥太朗\岡山智樹\金井成大\上遠野太洸\佐藤祐基\桐山漣\満島真之介\徳山秀典\堀井新太\前田公輝
(source)

But i dun see Hongki's name leh... but there is a suspicious name in the cast. There is this character called 南方心, and the cast for this character is not annouced. and i dun remember the character from both the taiwan and jap version of the previous Hana Kimi. LOL~

南方心是谁啊？求解释！！！

Just another day

2011-06-14T00:36:00.007+08:00

就这样，假期已经过了两个星期了！！！
神马？！(≧ロ≦)
只剩两个星期？！
我靠！我看我没戏了~~ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ

真的，过得太快了。第一个星期每天9-5回学校上课，伤不起啊！！！

第二个星期，还没完全进入状况，效率不高。。。
我EMO啦！！！
算了，说点好的吧~
星期天，在图书馆做了6个小时的Integration。成就感极度往上飙，要破表啦！！！
但是回头看看还剩下没复习的科目，我又EMO了　T.T

但做完那6小时的Integration ，真的有点NC，脑子不好使。。。数学伤不起～m(_ _)m

哈哈～　发太多微博了，一直都在用网上的流行语，看不懂可以在左边提问
然后也去了IMM，在Popular看到这个！

小池彻平的专辑，而且是彻平君而已，不是WaT哦～　有种想买的冲动，不过之后醒了，就没买。。。彻平君不要生气哦～　小妹我还没有收入呢　哈哈～　

今天（星期一，虽然现在已经星期二了）赵雪来啦，一起做功课。。。
做了有机化学。。。要死啦！最讨厌有机化。。。

嗨。。。加油吧～　希望时间够用啊！！！
要给力呀！！！

睡前来个明星语录。
辛いのは一瞬，作品は一生。
辛苦是一时的，作品却是一生的。 ---龟梨和也

嗯！辛苦是一时的，等以回头看就会很有成就感了！

大家晚安～
皆様おやすみなさい！

Mug mug mug...

2011-06-09T22:12:00.003+08:00

Spent today mugging as usual. but i didn't mug alone coz zhaoxue came over :D:D:D
Coz she say her neighbour's children keep screaming and shouting very irritating LOL

Haha i think mugging with people more fun sia... coz u face the book too long u will feel like give up, but when i mugged with her today, it was better:) Thanks lah zhaoxue~

(hopefully she is not distracted :X)

Fulfilled my craving for coffee today:D Bought Hazelnut latte from Coffee bean as usual, and had a funny conversation with the waitress...

Her "Please wait for ur coffee at the other side, may i have your name or initials?"

Me "Sure, I'm Xiaoxi"

Her *looks confused" (probabily coz she does not speak chinese)

Me "Or just write Xx will do:)"

Her "Woah! Xx... Dangerous and mysterious~ ==+"

Me =.= (OS: just gimme the coffee lah)

LOL~
funny woman~

KTV FTW :D

2011-06-06T22:06:00.004+08:00

YAY! Went KTV with my dear 黛玉s :D
Someone overslept and only came at about4? wow late for 2 hours sia~ I dunno if its fortunately or unfortunately, KTV was full and we only got to book a room at 4pm, so she did not miss out much :) LOL

Sang KAT-TUN's White X'mas and 喜びの歌 (Yorokobi no uta) ! hehehe^^ its really rare to see KAT-TUN's songs are KTV only has 4 of them. I wanted to sing another one, but its really emo so just forgo it. haha

SEriously wants to go out more often! but cannot TAT must mug =.=
I SWEAR I WILL GO OUT AND PLAY ALMOST EVERYDAY AFTER MY FREAKING A LEVELS!!!! LALALA~

haha... anyway, i saw this when i was looking for the confirmed cast of Hama Kimi 2

SM Entertainment to produce Korean drama adaptation of Japan’s “Hana Kimi”

Like what the hell? Taiwan did it, Japan did it, and Japan is going to do another season which is gonna air in July 2011, and now Korea is doing one too! and the female lead is from SNSD =.=
Actually i also dunno if the Korean one comes first or the Japan's 2nd season is first. But no matter which order, still like sian ne~
News source here

And here is the cast:
Minho (SHINee) – Izumi Sano (佐野泉)
Yoona (SNSD) – female lead Mizuki Ashiya (芦屋瑞稀)

Heechul (Super Junior) – as Shuichi Nakatsu (中津秀一)
Leeteuk (Super Junior) – as Nanba Minami, Dorm Leader (難波南)

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Reupload : Nurhakiki @ryeokikinan.blogspot.com
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Not saying anything not good about this, but quite sian leh... like others have done it already still go and remake... like just very sian lah, need some new ideas...

HOLIDAYS~

2011-06-02T20:56:00.004+08:00

YAY! All the extra lectures and lessons are finally OVER!!!

WOOTS! Happy to the max! this means that no more wake up at 7 plus every morning to go for at least 3 hours or lecture and 3 hours of tutorial... Seriously, 4 hours of Bio lecture for 4 days is damn tiring lah! Mind totally shut down liao! And my attention span is not that long lor, its like the last hour will start drifting liao...
Then i see Miss Chow nodding her head in her LALA land in front, must be playing with the Z monster LOL

Then after bio lecture is econs tutorial, and tutorial is combined class with 6D and 6E. Got the xiao3 hei1 there, my poor ears... lol then miss lee also keep making fun of her. quite an amusement...

Extra lessons are over, means i will start my intensive mugging plan! DX

Needs to mug like 12 hours everyday (hopefully). but before that will go KTV with my beloved! YAY! I miss u all! I miss KTV too! LOL

Looking forward for KTV! Hoping my throat will heal before that... haha...

Oh and i think Zhaoxue will read my blog, so this is something specially for you~ haha...
a screenshot from my weibo: CAST FOR HANA KIMI 2 Jap version

But still, i prefer the cast for Hana Kimi 1!!! Got very kawaii Yusuke and Ikuta~ hopefully this version will be good:)

Masochism

2011-05-29T22:10:00.007+08:00

I'm such a masochist, trying my best to enjoy the pain that this hardcore mugging is bringing with it.

Here i chant "Pain is pleasure, pain is pleasure."
Trying to deceive myself.

Hoping for this to end soon, craving for the day where i'm released from the ropes that chained me from freedom.

(credit to its owner)

Alright, enough with this. This is all because i was too tired from studying and went back to fanfics. I'm sorry, but these are what i read...

oh and mum was actually the one who keep pyscho-ing me to enjoy this process... ~~i guess the masochism part is hereditary~~

Realy tired from this lifestyle, like i've posted before, just let me vapourise.

BUT I CAN'T! Coz if i just give up now, i'll wasting the past 1.5 years of hardwork. I shall just bear with it for the next 5 months.

Yes, pain is pleasure, pain is pleasure. Must psycho myself to believe how much ~~pain~~ enjoyment i'm having right now!

Once again, sorry for the kinda m-18 post, but i believe that my readers are all mature enough to understand that the above are just metaphors and analogies.
nights everyone, as i welcome my hectic june holidays

Turbo-ing on econs

2011-04-24T19:33:00.005+08:00

Today is damn productive!!!

GREAT! haha

Haven been so hardworking in a long time...
I went to the library to study since 10am.

I did 2 full econs essays and a part a) of another econs essay. Thats like 2 and a half essay?! OMG! Sense of achievement! But at the same times my hand and eyes hurts like hell! Too much concentration is no good man~

Now is like cui already... but i still have a part b) econs essay, one gp paragraph to write, and also maths assignment on Probability! oh my god~
P(finishing the above stated by 2359 today)= o.oo
P(finishing the above stated before i sleep) = 0.90

Looks like no need to sleep again~ lol

Anyway just now at the library, while i was busy writing my essay, one gal sat down beside me. Then i looked when she took out her stuff... Jjc econs H2. Lol~ Such a coincedence, doing econs too...
Then later another woman came and sat at my left. After writing finish an essay, i looked left, on her table was some print out slide which says something about Fiscal policy. LOL~
Everyone doing econs lol~

Sian go back to hectic school life again after slacking a bit during this long but busy weekend...

ME NO WANT TO GO SCHOOL! But how?! Cannot wat~ lol

Joke of the year

2011-04-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

Content below may be inappropriate for minors (provided if you can understand)
LOL

Teacher "I know you are good at this!"

Student X 0.0

Teacher "What will Sn2 lead to?"

Student X ...... *pause to think*.....

"PAIN!" (that was his answer!!! OMG!)

lol... just a hint if you dun get the joke. (Sn2 here refers to a mechanism in chem reaction, AKA backside attack)

Seriously damn joke lah
and its damn ERO!

Congrats if you dun get it coz you are really innocent :)
If you understood, slap yourself! for knowing so much things lol~

haha interesting day! Byebye~

Breaking down soon...

2011-04-18T20:18:00.003+08:00

OH GOSH!!! I"M GONNA BE SO FKING BUSY FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS!

SYF is coming, all my tests are coming, and time is runing out! I have a test every week from now ( i had chem test today), econs next week, then followed by GP and bio test, then maths test and chem SPA and then GP reading package test and bio SPA. OMG *faint*
And i have band prac almost everyday!

OMG. and the best thing ever is that my GP test will be on my SYF day itself... Seriously fml man...

Ok look, i'm not trying to complain or anything, but just ranting off so that i could feel better.

Just received a message from glor, which should be a msg forwarded from sebby/jillian.

Quote " if you have tests or what else, try to think how long more to syf, 2 more weeks and we are done:) anyone isn't alone in their situation, there will be someone else going thorugh the samething, just encourage each other and go on."

Encouraging! YES PEOPLE! Just 2 more weeks, let's just get it over and done with. Put in our effort for these 2 weeks and chiong chiong chiong!!! This is going to be my last SYF in my life, so we really need to work hard! Must not regret after it ya~

KEEP THE FAITH MAN!
WE CAN DO IT!!! WE CAN WE CAN!!!

ok... going a bit siao these days due to all these. I should be on hiatus for this blog bah (unless i need to rant again). haha...

and one last note, i'll be really tired these days. please do not be alarmed to see a zombie xiaoxi wandering in school, and zombies may be quite grumpy as well... please keep the lame stuff aside coz you don wan a tired/grumpy zombie to attack u!

lol... ok wont be that bad lah... Back to work! BYE bye :D

Congrats Juniors:D

2011-04-12T19:51:00.005+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY!!!!
Because our juniors got GOLD for SYF today!!! And they are the only Band awarded with GOLD today!!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

All your blood, sweat and tears are worth it now, that you all have gotten such great achievements. Like our dear P said, its a double bonus =.=

Yes! You have done us proud! You have got back our gold! Hope that you guys will pass this down to the next batch of juniors!!!

anyways, WELL DONE BAND!
WELL DONE PERCUSSION YY hehehe^^

In less than a month time, it wil be our turn to compete, hope that we could do as well!
Work hard everyone! Lets "show off" our skills on stage ya~

ニートまん - Ueda Tatsuya

2011-04-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hi hi! Its fandom time again!
hahaha not really lah...

wanna share this song with minna~ ニートまん/NEET MAN/ NITO MAN (depends on how you translate it)

I like the lyrics... I agree with Tat-chan although i haven't start working haha... In this song, he is trying to say that everyone has dreams that they wanna fulfill but they always have to work and everyone is like a workaholic. This is te usual hectic life you get in Tokyo but he wants to be different. I wonder if he is trying to "complain" to Johnny-san (his boss) hahaha...

love the lyrics,
enjoy!

P.S He included the emoticons himself and it was published like that in the CD, cute isn't he? >////<

ニートまん/NEET MAN/ NITO MAN - Ueda Tatsuya

Isn't he cute? hahaha

Lyrics/translations

せわしなく働く大人をみて　
Looking at how adults are working restlessly (yeah!)
僕ちんはお尻をふりふり　（・∀・）
I sway my butt, sway my butt
朝とか早いの苦手だし
I’m not good in the early morning
ゲームの時間が大事なんだも〜ん (´ ∀ `)
That’s the golden time to play game

仕事しろっ！(°Д° )　仕事しろっ！(°Д° )
Let’s work~! Let’s work~!

ねぇ気づいてる？（・∀・）
Hey~Do you notice it?
こんな僕でも世界を救うHEROなんだ (´ ∀ `)
Even if I look like this, I’m actually the HERO who can save the world! (seriously?)
だって　みんながみんな働いたらリストラされるパパさん増える！！
Everyone, yeah since everyone keeps working nonstop, the amount of dads getting fired keeps increasing!!
Oh my god！╲(°▽°)/
だってみんながみんな働いたら就職戦争勃発だ！！
Everyone, yeah since everyone keeps working nonstop, a war of job seeking will break out for sure!
みんなの幸せ壊すなんてそんなの絶対出来ないもん！べ(。´Д`°)ﾉツ
Destroy the happiness of everybody and such, doing something like that is definitely impossible!

Freedom　It's all right！大きな未来を描くよ
Freedom　It's all right! I draw a huge future
Slowly go my pace　つかみとるまで
Slowly go my pace　Until you can catch it

汗だくでおじさん働く中　
While my uncle is wet with sweat from working so hard (chuu!)
僕ちんはトイレでフンフン！！（・∀・）
I’m going to the restroom to hmm hmm~
急かさんるのとか嫌いだし　
おやつの時間も大事なんだも〜ん（´ ∀ `）
I really hate it when being urged to hurry up, snack is important as well~

仕事しろっ！(°Д° )　仕事しろっ！(°Д° )
Let’s work~! Let’s work~!

ちょっとキミキミ（・∀・）　
Hey you! Hey you!
扱い雑だよ？僕の価値に気づいてないね（´ ∀ `）
Don’t look down on me like that ok? You don’t aware of my value at all!
やっぱ雇われるのは違うんだ！
Being hired is different from what I thought.
コキ使われる器じゃないもんね！（°▽°）
I’m not an ancient tool for you to use!
I am Big! (You are big!) （σ・∀・)σ
やっぱ雇われるのは違うんだ！
上に立つ器なんだ！
Being hired is different from what I thought. I should be the one who stands up to give command!
今はたっぷり充電してるんだいだいだいだいだいだいだいだいだい！！べ(。´Д`°)ﾉツ
Now I’m charged fully nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah!!

Freedom it's all right!　自分を信じて進むよ
Freedom It’s all right! I draw a huge future
Slowly go my pace　笑われたとしても
Slowly go my pace, even if being laughed at

Freedom it's all right!　自分を信じて進むよ
Freedom it's all right!　 I believe in myself to move forward
Slowly go my pace　笑われたとしても
Slowly go my pace　Even if being laughed at

Freedom it's all right!　大きな未来を描くよ
Freedom　It's all right! I draw a huge future
Slowly go my pace　諦めないでFuture dream
Slowly go my pace　Don’t give up, future dream
つかみとるまで
Until you can catch it~

Source: http://tppwendy.livejournal.com/61781.html

Just another day

2011-04-04T20:29:00.005+08:00

Went to see doctor today. It was another viral infection... It was the same doctor as last time, and it reminded me of the stupid things i did last ime =.=
but dunno what has gotten into him today leh... gave me like damn lots of medicine lor.

Got medicine for cough, for sore throat, for flu, for fever(just in case, because i dun have fever) and throat lozenges which tasted like Strepsiles (spelling?) lol.... spent like $40.05 on these plus consultation fee and GST, so gonna claim it from my mum :P

Lessons today were alright... something kinda strange happened. This morning, the weather was fine and cooling, cool breeze was blowing and felt so cozy. and yet, I was sweating as if i just bathed lah! I sweat all the way from the moment i woke up until the end of first lesson. OMG! I think everyone thought i must be mad lah, such cooling weather yet sweating... lol~ Rachel said coz my WBCs are busy fighting with the viruses lol~ So i spent the whole morning fighting viruses, no wonder i was so tired in Maths lesson XD

Then got back bio spring test today... sucked like !#$%^&*&^%$ !! After looking at my mistakes, i laughed! Coz its not really because i didn't know, its more of i didn't write the key things but wasted lines describing things that does not worth any marks T.T Ok gonna work hard on that! must memorise Operons until i dream of it (just like Alicia :D)
K... thats about all...

Before i end, i shall share another video of Tanaka Koki! This one is not rated lah so its kinda suitable for all ages!
BUT! This song is quite noisy, please do not blast your speakers if you do not listen to hard rock everyday:) This video is from the 2009 Break the records, by you and for you concert if i'm not wrong:)

Tanaka Koki - Pierrot

This song is actually in English with only few Jap sentences (!!) but i didn't understand him the first time listening to it :X just liked the song as i like rock songs ^^ anyway, i shall just post the lyrics before for any curious readers:) Oh and i really like the Motorbike stunt he did! It was really cool!!! and its really dangerous! My heart stopped a beat when he did the 360degree thing! OMG!!!!
Oh and the boy boy he was rapping with at the last part of the song is his younger brother, Tanaka Juri (田中樹）Its really cute to see them perform together, and Juri said he wants to be just like his brother! haha....
And i like his make up! just like how Joker*/pierrot would look like...

*Joker is the name Koki used when he write lyrics, just like many authors who write without using their own names.

Pierrot - Tanaka Koki

SHUT EM UP PIERROT

MUSIC SAVED MY LIFE DO YOU FEEL MY VOICE
I LIVE FOR MUSIC CAN YOU HEAR MY SCREAM

SO I CAN’T LIE TO MUSIC COS THAT WOULD MEAN I’M LYING TO MYSELF
I MYSELF IS MUSIC THAT’S REAL ROCK’N’ROLL SHIT

WOW UNDERSTAND WHAT I’M SAYING RIGHT
I SING COS I DON’T WANNA LOSE SCREAMING YEAH

DISTURBING ME I ain’t no PIERROT
DISTURBING ME MAYBE I’M A CRAZY CRAZY
DISTURBING YOU I HATE YA ASS TOO AND I KNOW

I DON’T WANNA LOSE TO ANYONE SO I LIVE LIKE A ROCK
AND DIE LIKE A ROCK KILL FOR MY FAMILY

TO BECOME AN ANGEL OR THE DEVIL
I’M NOT SCARED I FIGHT FOR LOVE

AND I KNOW THAT YOU HATE MY STYLE THE FACT THAT I’M A ROCK
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE YOUR ASS TOO

DISTURBING ME Get lost BULL SHIT
DISTURBING ME You do understand, right? YEAH WOW
DISTURBING YOU I HATE YA ASS TOO AND I KNOW

Nice to meet you, you xxx mass medias I ain’t Pierrot, my name is JOKER
As you fake up things, I come to greet you with my MIC Don’t you intend to stop? HA? This is (my) life
I GONNA GO TO DA PARTY Be it deep or thin SHOUT OR SCREAMING DA LIFE
I’M NOT GONNA HIDE OR RUN AWAY IT’S MY PIERROT
XXX

DISTURBING ME I ain’t no PIERROT
DISTURBING ME MAYBE I’M A CRAZY CRAZY
DISTURBING YOU I HATE YA ASS TOO AND I KNOW

Source: http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/24112/kat-tun/pierrot-koki-solo.html

Fell Sick, yet again...

2011-04-03T19:00:00.004+08:00

Dammit lah! I hate to fall sick, like seriously!

But luckily it started on the Friday night, so i had a Saturday to rest. I skipped band in the morning, "took leave" for RDA and cancelled my tuition and slept/rest/slack/watch DVD :X/ the whole day. But i did my GP and maths homework, so haven realy waste my whole day off :)

Sian dun like to fall sick, and i dun have anytime to fall sick lah... so much work to do, ~~so much distractions~~ yet little time...

Luckily band this year (for now) is not that hectic (yet). After the Juniors finish their SYF, it will be intensive training for us!

Hopefully everyone would work hard and we could get back our gold! Like what Sebby said, we owe Ms Chan one. We should get back what we lost 2 years ago and show the rest that so what if we have a small band, small band does not equals to bad quality!

During band on Friday, when i went out to refill my bottle, i heard the BM of junior band leading the whole band shouting

"WE WILL DO OUR SENIORS PROUD!"

haha so cuteY!was kinda touched by their motivation! All the best! I believe in you guysY

material below may be inappropriate for minors

2011-03-28T22:31:00.005+08:00

TANAKA KOKI- Make u Wet Chapter 2
Video from N.M.P tour 2010

Have always wanted to share this video because he is just so hot!!!
lol... not only that lah... i loved the song before i really broke down the lyrics and found out the true meaning of the song :X

I watched this a few times from the concert DVD and now finally found this clip on youtube and could finally share :) KOKI is damn HOT!!!! Look at the way he dance! and the lustful look in his eyes... OMG! MELTED! lol~

Enjoy people:)

For the sake of those who do not understand, here are the translations of the lyrics.

*material below may be inappropriate for minors*

Song Title: Make U Wet Chapter 2
Artist: Tanaka Koki of KAT-TUN

Make U wet chapter 2
Yo! Make U wet again… mwah!

Strip off the lingerie, gush out love juice
Touch your waist up and down, get wet mermaid
Dirty little bunny

Mess your hair in ecstasy and release a sigh
I’ll slide my teasing fingers into the valley
Make you blush and whisper in your ear, “Strip off the lingerie”
Yeah, your dirty voice only saying...

“Give me some more” Feel good baby?
“Don’t stop now” Face to face?
Doggy style? Which do you like?
Get dirty little bunny.

Sweaty skin is scandalous. It’s dangerous here.
Please call my name, kiss my lips ( Hah hah haaah~ )
Looking at you bent over, face rubbing against the white sheets
Please call my name, kiss my lips
Touch your secret point, kiss my shhh…

Make u wet, from behind
I’ll go deeper until I reach the break point
Next I grip your hair kissing you up and down your waist
Yeah throw your head back and claw at my back still not finished

“Give me some more” Feel good baby?
“Don’t stop now” Face to face?
Doggy style? Which do you like?
What is that obscene pose?

Sweaty skin is scandalous. It’s dangerous here.
Please call my name, kiss my lips ( Hah hah haaah~ )
Looking at you bent over, face rubbing against the white sheets
Please call my name, kiss my lips
Touch your secret point, kiss my d***...

Sweaty skin is scandalous. It’s dangerous here.
Please call my name, kiss my lips ( Hah hah haaah~ )
Looking at you bent over, face rubbing against the white sheets
Please call my name, kiss my lips
Touch your secret point, kiss my *mwah*!

source: http://community.livejournal.com/kattunlove/6275452.html

EDIT:
After posting this song, felt like posting another song called " Sadistic love", which is the title of my blog:) Its kinda fetish + S/M, really inappropriate for minors! lol~ Its a nice song, where all KAT-TUN members did a few lines of rap(which they usually don't) and thats why i love that song:) then i realised what the lyrics was about then i totally =.= lol...
see if i can find a nice version of sadistic love video then i'll post then :)

Horrified

2011-03-28T21:16:00.004+08:00

OMG!

AM I OUT OF MY MIND?!

I think i must be....

I'm horrified by the "me" i am now...

The things that changed me... say, curiousity?

yup... curiousity kills the cat...

Proven

TRUE

Quick Update

2011-03-27T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hi hi:)
Just feel like posting...
Food poisoning last night DX almost died last night sia.... so woke up really late this morning, or rather afternoon..
its a pain to study now coz feeling kinda weak, but bohbian, tmr got chem test:(

hopefully can do well, Mr. Ho said its a really easy test, so cannot fail!!!!
LOL~

jiayou for all for chem test tmr:)

Changed the songs on blog today, coz i think some of the songs really very noisy (for blogs)... got a shockfrom them myself too lol...
So changed to all the soft, emo songs lol...

Added Akanishi Jin's songs to my playlist... he is not that bad after all :)

jin Akanishi, Eternal

wanted to put Koki's parasite (fell in love with it recently), but its quite noisy... hard rock... i bet most of you all will hate it lah, most probably close my blog asap... lol...

alright, enjoy your last few hours of the weekend~

じゃね～
お(^o^)や(^O^)す(^｡^)みぃ(^-^)ﾉﾞ

NIGHTMARE

2011-03-22T19:50:00.006+08:00

OMG it was scary! Woke up in sweat, feeling terrible.
The dream at first was alright coz i saw many ikemen (means good-looking guys) like the one below~ I saw Yamamoto Yusuke:) then saw Kamenashi Kazuya too i think... This was the only good part of the dream and the bad part is gonna come.

This is Yamamoto Yusuke (山本裕典)

OMG i feel so shameless for posting about it, but i still wanna post coz it feels kinda bottled up if i dun let it out.
Ok anyway, i dreamt that i was deceived. I remember it was an afternoon, and usually mum comes home really late on weekdays, and she suddenly reach home early. Then i asked her why are you back so early?
Then she replied she wanna do my hair coz i'm getting engaged?!?!?!?!?!!
I was like O.O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *eyes falling off the sockets and desperately picking them up*

and she said i it was my childhood fren, and his mum is her kinda best fren. Then she say nvm lah, his mum likes u anyway, you wont have problems one.

And i totally just =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= TO THE MAX~ lol

~Shall skip some details of quarreling and family politics~

Anyway, it was just so ridiculous lah! Like come on lah~ and i woke up feeling terrible, feeling deceived, feeling really scared. And it bothered me the whole morning until i started talking to people and eventually forgot about it.

Then i went to my horoscope book and it says:
梦到与情人，演员，歌手结婚，暗示现在的你负有重任，或最近将负重任。
如果有电话响，表示对重任不安，或自信不够。

How i hope it was Yusuke or Kame or Ueda or any of my beloved ikemens instead? lol~ maybe its just the stress from school that is bothering me bah T.T hope i wont have weird dreams anymore so that i can sleep in peace!!!!

And to emphasize, this is NOT 日有所思，夜有所梦！

K, Anyway, school today is like... =.= everyone is gossiping about the rumour in class now... shall not post it here...

and Rachel is absent today. Get well soon Rachel~

Last but not least,
IT IS KAT-TUN'S 5TH DEBUT ANNIVERSARY TODAY!
おめでとう KAT-TUN 様　！！！

They were formed in 2001 but only released their first single "Real Face" on March 22nd, 2006.
3.22 is the date, where all hyphens and KAT-TUN celebrate:D
Hopes to hear their new singles and albums soon~

"All or nothing, now or never
We can make it happen, we can make it all right
Time is coming, everlasting
Don't you wanna see it when we make it world wide "
-- Lyrics from Gold, by KAT-TUN

Yup you guys made it worldwide! 頑張ってね～

绝望

2011-03-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

咳~
最近做什么都不顺利。。。考试成绩好差啊ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
在考试的时候，都觉得考得还不错，题不太难，应该成绩不赖。但是看到分数的时候，

噢唛尬！

(╬ ಠ益ಠ)

这也太差了吧？！？！？！

天~我去跳好了！

不知道怎么了，再怎么努力，都没什么收获。。。
是，是有进步，可是要以这种速度继续下去，我连想都不用想，不会有大学会想收留我。。。
这种小小的进步是不够的！

天~ 好累！
ㅠ.ㅠ

2011-03-01T22:17:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone! I just felt the need to keep my blog alive! lol

There just too much things acculumated to be posted.
1) New year's eve
2) 3 days of Cameron highlands trip + pictures

Haha i'll try to update ASAP alright?
I realise i have been updating my life actively on FB and weibo coz these kinda "microblogs" are more convenient haha...

But on the light note, my hectic days are kinda relieved! coz i had all my CAs already! NO MORE TEST FOR NOW!!! WOOTS! It was like damn fking tiring to study for those tests especially when they are like next to each other DX glad that is over for now...
I'm already dying during CAs, i'm kinda worried for my mid years, prelims and As!!!
I NEED TO IMPROVE LIKE SERIOUSLY! lol...

K shall keep my blog updated:)

NIGHTS WORLD~

P.S. In order not to be late for school even when my phone stupidly decided not to ring in the morning, I bought a new alarm clock!
SO CUTE! CHO KAWAII~~ DAISUKI NE~
Hello Kitty will light up when it rings, and the ring tone is not just "beep beep beep" but modified nursery rhymes! and when u press the button to stop the ringing it will say "OHAYO~" which meaning Good morning in Jap:) Totally worthed my money :D

Edited @ 11pm
OMG Just realised my blogskin is in trouble again :(
So i changed to a temporary Kat-tun skin :) will do up the links(or change a skin) and stuff tmr :)

quick update

2011-01-30T01:29:00.007+08:00

Feels like posting.. should just write about my recent boring hectic life bah.

School is busy, as usual... I feel that my rebelious period of my life is really late. I have been having small fights with parents these days... Maybe my parents and i were really stressed up. Me by school, them by work. We are like pieces of dy leaves, a quite rub between us wll set fire... should just stay away from them from now until new year so to prevent anymore fights. Will just mug in my room and not get out, or just stay out all day and not go home until at night.
Sounds like a good idea right? haha... for the benefit of both sides...

Went to RDA today WHEE~~ Love the people there! They are really nice bunch of people, caring and cute and outgoing:) Made another friend today, she just finished O levels and waiting for poly to start. There are a bunch of new Sing poly volunteers in RDA, heard that they are here for some kinda project, sounds like some service learnig thing... really cool right? If we could this kinda projects then writing stupid WRs for our pw =.=

Then rushed home for tuition:( that teacher is damn demoralising sia.. i dunno why, but just felt kinda uncomfortable with him.... ok fine, he is zai lah, but he give u the that "hey-i'm-the-pro-here-but-u-suck" kinda feeling... dun like him... but maybe that could be a way to push myself to get over this kinda teacher and become more zai than him!!! hope i could succeed! Like what ho always says, kill your enermy before he kills you. ok i'll "kill" him! hahahaha~ *wondering what will he think is really ever he is gonna see this haha*

The only way to keep myself motivated is to listen to KAT-TUN and watching CIRCUS ACTION! haha they are GOOD! They are BLOODY HELL GOOD! They are crazy, but they let you realise no matter how small your dream is, you shouldn't be ashamed of it. They always do stupid things, but they let you realise that no matter how far your dream is, you should not give up but give ur best, and at the end of the day, you will realise how good you could be and be proud of yourself!

Althoug my results suck like shit now, I;m sure i can get it back on track again! I must have faith!

(such a coincidence that my playlist is playing Keep the Faith by KAT-TUN! haha, so shall share this song then:D this is the live version where they sang on one of the shows which i dun remember haha)

Keep the Faith - KAT-TUN
Lytics: Kyosuke Himuro/SPIN Song: Kyosuke Himuo Rap lyrics: JOKER

Might as wel post the lyrics:D since most dun read jap so i'll just post translations
Keep The Faith

I had said many selfish things
If you're here,You Know Baby,I have a place to be
Because even saying "I believe" leaves scars

I walk,looking for kindness said in a small voice
I'm crouching down with broken wings

No,no,no You show me the faith
Definitely I'll keep it for you
Because alone we will lose sight of tomorrow
Yell it out loudly,Keep the faith
No enemies and no impossibilities
Fire it up,let your insticts burn
Sneak away from the boring everyday
My solid promise to Keep the faith

A town full of mistakes
Even when I feel like changing myself in some way
Don't be afraid,I can't change what's inside my heart
Insufficent words,the clown carries its pain
Faking a smile,I'm standing still

No,no,no You show me the faith
Definitely I'll keep it for you
Because we will light up the lamp
Don't cry alone,keep the faith
Even if the voice goes further away,the feeling will be here
Have a dream,fall down and get back up
I'm betting everything on it so Keep the faith

I hurt you by acting like I don't see anyone or anything
You may feel us close by,I will rescue you from that

[RAP]
The countdown begins,5 to the 4
Don't touch the sensor,3 to 2
I don't wanna change da style,keep the faith
Race at your own pace,this is a game
It's time to ignite,runaway 1,bet your life on a caress...
Blahhh...

So nearby...
"Sweety"

No,no,no you show me the faith
Definitely I'll keep it for you
Because alone we will lose sight of tommorow
Yell it out loudly,Keep the faith
No enemies and no impossibilities
Fire it up,let your instincts burn
Sneak away from the boring everyday
My solid promise to keep the faith
Have a dream,fall down and get back up
I'm betting everything on it,so Keep the faith.

Credits to http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/6993/kat-tun/keep-the-faith.html

2011-01-24T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hi peeps:D Sorry for not posting for so long, but actually i did update myself, just that not in this domain, have been actively using my 新浪微博(some sort of chinese twitter).

Anyway, school have been busy, kinda expected that since i'm year 6 already, this is a critical year! damn, need to mug mug mug and mug somemore. If anyone, for any reason give me a mug for whatever event i.e. birthday, valentines, Xmas or whatever, i'm SO going to be mad at you, and will probably kick you (if i remember) lol~
Its the 4th week of school now, and it feels like the 4th month, coz i haven had a night that i dun have to sleep after 1130, mug until that late almost everyday sia(coz sometimes i spend my afternoon napping :X) ok... gotta get use to this kinda lifestyle quickly, before i fall sick AGAIN!

I've fell sick now :( EMO TTM sia... I wanted to get my hair cut and finally got the time, and now that i'm sick and cant stop coughing, going for a hair cut is a bad idea:(
Just came back from the clinic, i did something really really REALLY stupid! DAMN!

Doctor:....... You are having a slight fever now.
Me: I am?!
Doctor: Yup, your BT is 37.4 degrees..
Me: O.O *without thinking* Could it becoz of the hot noodles i ate before i came here?
Doctor: =.= errrr no... it doesn't matter.
Me: (thinking) OMG! WHAT DID I JUST DO?!

The above conversation proves that I AM having a slight fever... my brains are seriously not working properly T.T

Doctor said it should be a viral infection, and gave me antibiotics... OMG! ANTIBIOTICS SIA~ haven gotten so ill before that i had to take antibiotics, he also gave me 1 day MC which my mum obviously do not wan me to take, ad i get to pon pe for a wek :D YAY~~~
haha... will be on medicine from tmr onwards and its a five day course, so if you see a half dead xiaoxi, please do not be alarmed, its just the medicine...

My medicine, consist of antibiotics, medicine for throat inflammation and cough syrup.

On a lighter note, I'm going shopping tmr :D yay-ness! despite the flu/slight fever, new clothes are a must ok?! no reason to skip that hehehe^^

ok last but not least, i think most people around me will know that i'm currently crazy about a Japanese boy band called KAT-TUN! REALLY LOVE THEM TTM~~ They are really unique, and they have the skills and looks to be idols... anyway, i was trying to keep my time using com i.e. drooling over KAT-TUN really short everyday, so i limit myself to 15mins of KAT-TUN everyday. Just gonna share a few clips, they are my daily jabs of happiness :D

Have fun everyone:) good week ahead:D

KAT-TUN - N.M.P (No More Pain)
LYRICS：MASANCO / SEAN-D　RAP LYRICS：JOKER (FYI: JOKER = TANAKA KOKI)
MUSIC：STEVEN LEE　
ARRANGEMENT：STEVEN LEE / YUKIHIDE "YT" TAKIYAMA
ORCHESTRA ARRANGEMENT：SACHIKO MIYANO

This is the first MV (aka pv) of KAT-TUN after Akanishi Jin left Kat-tun (if i'm not wrong). Actually i'm not very sad coz ~~i didn't really liked Jin anyway~~ it used to be Kame and Jin under the spotlight and T-TUN are kinda neglected. now that Jin has left, everyone have better share of the spotlight, and they themselves say that their communication and bond was better.. haha... but too bad for Jin's fans, they are really sad that Jin left.

KAT-TUN's Skit - Yellow helmet of happiness

I love how cute and spoilt and protected (by kame) Koki is:D

KAT-TUN's skit - KAT-TUN clinic

OMG this is funny~ I wan KAME to treat my flu too KYAAAA~ lol...

2011第一篇

2011-01-03T12:29:00.004+08:00

2010转眼间已经过去了。时间过得真快，总觉得2010没做什么，就这样没了。可是也觉得好像做了些什么，自己变得不一样了。矛盾的感觉，油然而生。

2010不能说是丰收的一年，因为自己感觉没有努力，还没有把自己逼到极限。想一想，老妈从早到晚的念也不是不对的。我的确还没有进入她所谓的“最佳状态”，我应该再努力些才是。总是和朋友抱怨的我，应该好好反省了！再怎么说，自己的将来是不能拿来开玩笑的。比起别人，除了学业和将来，我没啥别的需要我操心。我应该知足了。。。

算了，还是说点好地吧~

2010年，又多了些朋友，有些只是过客，也有知己。有她的陪伴，我真的很开心，一起上下课，一起赶功课，一起挨骂，一起为互相的老鼠操心，一起。。。一起。。。
过去的一年，我很快乐，我也从她身上学到了很多。她让我更敢向自己的梦想迈进，她让我明白，自己的快乐，比学业重要。她总是说“我不会为功课而死，因为我的私生活比较重要。”所以，2010年我多了爵士鼓的课，还去考试，证明自己的实力。她也带我去RDA，认识了很多很有善心的人。在那里，我不是为了CIP而做义工，而是因为我真的关心那些可怜的孩子们。那些孩子的美好童年以被他们先天的残缺夺走，而我们就只能用我们的努力帮他们弥补，希望他们可以快乐。
谢谢你，我的生活变得跟有意义了。可惜今年，我不能再和你同班了，我很舍不得。。。可是，还是希望你会快乐，上课不要睡觉了哟~ 哈哈~

还有我的“老朋友”们，你们也很棒。虽然不同班，但我们没有疏远，其实我们更亲近了呢，这就是他们所谓的“半糖主意”吧~ 我很庆幸我能有像你们一样的朋友们。跟你们在一起，我总觉得很安心。总觉得我好像有很多话要说，可是不知道要说什么。。。是我的华语退步了吗？算了，你们知道的。。。有些事情不用一一写出来的:P 嘿嘿^^ 谢谢你们啦~ XOXO

新年新气象！
我会努力的！我不会在做出让自己后悔的事。我希望在2011年的最后一天往回看的时候，我可以微笑地对自己说：“不错，我做到了。”
大家要一起加油噢！一起勇敢的像自己的梦想迈进吧！！！

记住，梦想只是一个名词，你要想办法把它变成动词！

はい！行くぞう！！！
ファイト！！！
一緒に　がんばるよ～

2010-12-18T18:46:00.006+08:00

さしぶり～　
Long time no see~

haha... haven been posting for about a month liao sia... Was lazy to update sia. Actually nothing much to update also...

Other than studying, i spent my time youtube-ing... finished Death Note anime that i started 2 years ago. lol... i stopped for some reason that i forgot, and now finally finished it. Also finished watching Team Medical Dragon (Iryuu) Second season and waiting for the last episode of the 3rd season which will be uploaded tonight!!! SO LOOKING FORWARD!

And i fell in love with Koike Teppei and Kat-tun! hahaha.. ok not that serious! hahaha~ Just find Koike very cute!!! and Kat-tun very funny~ I was watching their shows and remembering my jap. haha... ~~but too bad, heard that Kat-tun may disband soon, coz Kame and Akanishi cannot stand each other anymore and Taguchi openly go overseas with his girlfrend who is also a jap artiste. lol~~~ I've loaded Kat-tun MVs at the side of the blog! I like their songs :) but their recent Debut have got no more Akanishi :(

Edited:
apparently the striked off parts are just rumours... but nobody really know the reason why jin left KAT-TUN. its to further his career thats all we know. KAT-TUN will not disband too! Its a 5 ppl KAT-TUN now and they are still doing great! GANBATTE~

This is Kat-tun :D Kame is the 3rd one from left :D

Koike Teppei :D He is NOT GAY ok?! lol~

Maybe i shall share about Iryuu in my next post since i have nothing much to update about my own life haha~

Some thoughts

2010-11-21T19:01:00.003+08:00

Haven been posting for a long time. Other than the time doing volunteer work, or going for band/drums lessons, i have been staying at home... Mugging, slacking.....

During this time, have been thinking about alot of stuff. Things like my future, about A levels next year, about my future uni, about my career. These stuff are really pain in the ass! I have freaking no idea. Ok, even if i had an idea, i have zero confidence that i could achieve it. OMG! I should get out more, if not i will rot at home and die of overdose of emo-ness.

Recently, watching 《死神少女》sets me thinking. Thinking about the things happening to teens nowadays. It sets me to think that whether i am just special, or just too unique that people could not accept. I also feels glad that i'm not like them, running into deliquents and being threatened in one way or another.

I also thought about my friends. Not too long ago, someone asked me to go somewhere and asked me to bring my current classmates along. I was like, oh my, i just realised i have no clique. I go in a pair. But wo me, its nothing, coz i enjoy it this way. But others will not understand how i feel, people might think...... Alright, i shall not care about what others think. Nvm. dun wanna write about this anymore.

Ok, enough of those emo stuff....
I recently started volunteering at science centre. Really a good place :) Likes the atmosphere. Its quite good to interact with kids sometimes, they calm you down with their innocent smiles. You feel a sense of accomplishment when they smile at you and say the magic word. It feels like ive just finished a pile of homework. haha~

Sian. got retest coming. need to mug like seriously! I do NOT want to flunk anymore tests and exams! I must not do anything that threatens my future! lol~ i'm trying to get serious.
so ironic.

2010-11-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

OMG i haven been updating this blog for a long time... this place is rotting... i myself is rotting too coz its like i spend most of my time doing PW. and for the free time, i would just want to relax, i think i'm kinda brain dead liao!!! OMG! Coz i spent too much Wahjong-ing and youtube-ing liao!!! OMG! NO!!! I must revitalise (Davy's favourite word) my brain! haha

Anyway, some people have already finished their OP.
While they are happily celebrating, we still panicking people will relax by watching the following videos! haha. Its something i found recently on Youtube. Actually these videos are really famous in Taiwan long time ago already. but nvm, its still very funny!!! haha

Let me introduce to you.
港妈！！！
100% chop plus guarantee that 港妈 is a GUY! lol... but he very.... er.... ok just funny.
Lets start with the not so explicit ones.

港妈模仿蔡依林的美人计

hahaha... jusr for your infomation. you can take a look at the original 美人计 below. Its not very similar but got his own style... still one word: FUNNY!

Now lets get more crazy... One of his self made clips. Make sure you on your speakers :D:D:D

Hahahaha... i think it could really help to destress lor. You can find his other videos under the related videos. I think the self made video is very well done leh! As in the technical part. The subtitles, captions and all those effects.
Its like TV show standards liao. I think CIRCUS will face a new challenger in doing stupid yet entertaining stuff if ever this guy is gonna be made into an artiste. But its very not likely coz not everyone has the guts like Andy哥 to have artistes such as CIRCUS. lol~

2010-10-26T18:13:00.003+08:00

Long time no blog haha~

Have been quite busy (and lazy) to post. haha~ actually nothing much to update also coz its like everyday go school do PW. Then go home slack awhile then go study for Grade 8 theory and the exam is this Saturday!!! sian... i really hope i could do well since its the last grade liao. I DO NOT WANT TO FAIL!!!!

See? this is the letter of the exam stuff... sian. which means no drums and RDA this saturday. Shabrose is gonna be sad :( hope she will do well without me!

Other than this exam, my drums exam is coming as well! See i so busy! lol~
aiya, lazy to flip the photo. anyway, this drums exam is gonna take place in singapore swimming club. LOL~ such a weird place to take drum exam. haha~ later the drum soak in the pool then spoil liao. hahaha. I'm gonna use those ear plugs from OCS during the exam coz their speakers are like gigantic! Its the tall tall bbig big black black kind, maybe about my height. lol! surely must need ear plugs if not i will die of deafness lah! lol~

Oh and just now i went to my gmail and found this. Its an email from somewhere which i think is a fake Gmail. They say i won $$$ and a laptop!
lol! very funny! if its really like that then good lor~ but apparently its fake lah. like duh~

I'm going science centre tmr for orientation to be a volunteer! yay! I hope i could be accepted as a volunteer so that i ~~have something to write in my portepholio~~ can gain more exprience in lab sessions and research area. hope it could be fun!

2010-10-19T01:31:00.004+08:00

I was at Xinhui's house today the whole day doing PW~ lol~
It was kinda tiring coz it was a lot of details (coz we doing a model), but it was productive and enjoyable :)

Whee~ Love xinhui's dog 大雄!!! HE IS SUPER CUTE! and he loves strangers.
and we realise he liked Davy more than me, and Xinhui was saying its becoz Davy stink more than me (of course i dun stink lah!) haha~

Do while doing the model, 大雄 was moving around under our feets, licking Davy's toes and made Davy shriek (ok not that bad :P). Then do until sian liao, i carried 大雄! he is so lovely! very 乖~

oh and for those who always interact with animals, you know that they way we talk to animals are more... sweet in a sense, just very different when we talk to human beings. and Davy was kinda stunned and cannot stand the way i talk to 大雄. haha~ its not i'm trying to act cute or anything, but its kinda natural when i talk to hamsters, dogs, horses and children. LOL~ thats why i said he should interact with animals more! hehe~

Then we started gossiping (without stopping our work). lol~ xinhui and i were trying to know who davy love/hate but apparently, not results :( haha~

I WANNA GO XINHUI'S HOUSE AGAIN! hahaaha.... mid through the project i texted alicia to ask if she wanted to come, but immediately after that sms, my phone died! DX i forgot to charge last night :( so bohbian only took 2 pictures and didn't manage to take picture with 大雄! Nvm, we are going there on Friday again. I MUST TAKE PICTURE! hahaha....

ok after talking about 大雄 so long, here is his picture :) such a lovely darling!
Animals are always to lovely and understanding, sometimes a dog/cat/hamster is better than a human companion.

you may seem calm and friendly, but you are observing our every move and breaking it down like secret passcodes. This makes me keeping a distance from you involuntarily.

请问先生你哪位？

2010-10-14T23:54:00.003+08:00

最近又和你有了联络。
我知道我不应该，可是。。。克制不住。

你真的变了，
变得好陌生，
甚至陌生的可怕。
我真的不知道我是不是和同一个人说话。

可是，
我有一种预感，
一种非常不良的预感。
这预感使我很担心。

我不应该担心的！
因为你根本不值得我去担心。
可是怎么办呢？
还是一样，克制不住。

算了，就当作在担心一位再也普通不过的朋友吧。

2010-10-13T21:26:00.005+08:00

Hey guys:)

I should finish this thing up, if not i'll feel like something is not completed although the last 3 questions are kinda lame. lol~

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Day 28

This was taken last year after performing as a guest band at alumni with shuwei :)

This was taken in Batam 2 months ago.

hmm... i think i look the same... except the cui hair part. the on taken at batam was when i just finished bathing, so my fringe look like bangs... lol. not nice...

Day 29
I've learnt that communication and interaction between human beings are really really really important!

Day30
Hmm... I'm Li Xiaoxi. Someone who loves music and animals :)
what else? lol... i think that should be all...

Yay! Done! haha...

School has been fairly busy, busy with that stupid PW... hope that my group could do well :) JIAYOU PEOPLE :D:D

Had band today. Walau I got the score for mallets but huisee "forced" me to swtich with her, which is the drumset part! and with her strength of 8 elephants of course i cant snatch back man. LOL! JKJK. huisee please don't see :P So bohbian, played drumset for Loco-Motion today. luckily that score not THAT difficult, not like pris who was struggling with Super Mario Bros drumset score. haha... jiayou jiayou:)

oh and this reminded me. I used Super Mario music for our OSCARs this year. and i took the music from this video. which is total IMBA! You guys should watch it. damn cool!!

人类是种复杂的动物~

2010-10-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

今天深深体验了沟通的重要性。
没了沟通，什么都别想做，什么都没了。

我不知道她们是怎么想的，
她们好像永远认为自己是对的。
当然，不会有人会先认错，这是人的本性，
可是，至少请给我们解释的机会。

大家好好沟通不是很好吗？
嗨~说得容易，
我们是不同世界的人，再怎么沟通，也只是原地踏步。

令我最伤心的是，他都已经把自己的自尊踏在脚底了，
那为什么不要好好听听，尝试改变呢？

不是我们不努力，只是我们好像无头苍蝇，
做了又好像没做。。。

算了，将就将就，搞定算了。。。

2010-10-02T19:32:00.005+08:00

Oops i missed this challenge thing again ==" i'm suppose to do it everyday man... lol

Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

DAY 26
Friends? I love my friends of course :) but before i comment anymore, i have to define. My friends that those whom we really talk, we understand each other, we care for each other and we respect each other. These are friends. I have a few very special groups of friends. They are caring and understanding, and fun to be with. Love them with all my heart <3<3<3

DAY 27
I did this thing so that i have more things to blog about... Some of the questions set me thinking, make me blog about things that i have never thought i will be blogging about... so kinda meaningful somehow haha...

As usual, went to RDA and then to my drums lessons. RDA is really short of volunteers on saturdays! If you are interested to work with horses, or wants to work with kids with disabilities, please visit the RDA website for more details! Remember its the saturday afternoon sessions alright?
Anyway, Baloo the fat cat somehow went into the arena while we were having a session. Kath was like "Balooooooooo! why are you here?" then she just carried baloo and continue walking beside Ruby and guiding Shabrose with a fat cat in her arms. lol~

Then went to drums today. YAY! NEW DRUMSET! haha... The pedal was super hard, and the bass drum was too cushioned, i had to like step really relly hard to produce a very small sound ==" . My teacher at first was likw "why cant hear your bass drum one?"
Then he realise the problem. lol... now my right like is damn suan1 after stepping on that super hard pedal for an hour... hope i wont have an unbalanced right leg... hahaha

2010-09-30T20:41:00.003+08:00

hmm.... what shall i write today other than the shit results i have been getting back these days? LOL~

got back maths today. as i expected, failed :( so i'm gonna do something about it. I'm going to plan a weekly planner for my holiday so that i can mug and improve my results and make sure i get an A next year! I'M SUPER MOTIVATED NOW! but i dunno why i'm so motivated... lol~

Oh Mum flew back to china this morning coz she is having an alumni gathering 2 days later in Dalian. I miss home! I miss her too. lol... although its like i'm always alone at home, but knowing that she is not here in singapore make me feel kinda empty... shit... i bet i can't study overseas like this :(

Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Wallet, keys, phone and mp3 (or rather mp4) is a must! I bring these 4 items wherever i go. Oh and also Umbrella, coz singapore may flood anytime. Umbrella is a must on Saturday coz Jason tend to bring rain around wherever he goes, so have to bring umbrella to prevent myself from getting wet. lol....

2010-09-29T00:04:00.004+08:00

School is seriously a demoralizing place for me！！！！！
Felt so demoralised after getting back my chemistry.
I fucking got a U!!!! OMG! its like the all time low can?! I thought i can at least get an S or better still an E caused i did damn lots of practice, memorised organic chem but still... this shit result man! Walau i need tuition lah. LILIN HELP ME!!! haha i dun think she will see this anywas :P

But bio was a bit better:) I passed with 49.2%!!! DAMN LAH! but anyway add to the [revious term, it will still be an E so no much difference. Miss Tan wrote "good effort and improvements" on my paper. damn happy although it was like only a little increase in the mark. I really got study lor, this shows that studying still got a little bit of hope. so i shall not give up!

Oh and i went to my locker yesterday and saw this! walau damn funny!!!

Its a sec 4 higher chinese close passage question. And one of the option is 下贱。
有人认为你很下贱！哈哈哈~ 这个选项也太雷人了吧！！！真不是到底出题的老师在想什么。。。我们不是华校吗？怎么会有这种。。。这种。。。搞笑的东东啊？

Its pass 12 liao, so i shall do 2 today lor :)

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

let me think... i crzve for good results! haha... i'm like desperate now la! ok let me think of other stuff other than results, if not i very no life! haha...

I crave for KTV sessions with my beloved-s, I crave for happiness. lol~ sounds so sophisticated. I crave for a new pair of all stars, new dress and new shorts. i realise i only have pairs of proper shorts other than my FBTs LOL~

Ok letter to my parents? Kinda personal sia... 跟你很熟咩？哈哈~开玩笑啦。。。
I'll write lah... not here but somewhere else. another domain, a personal blog:)
actually the url is damn easy to get la. i give you all the formular see if you can find out.
www. wretch.cc/blog/usename
see if u can find me there haha... if you do, then leave a note for me on the guestbook so that i know you found liao. BUT!猜对没奖哦~哈哈。。。

2010-09-27T21:42:00.004+08:00

今天陪阿如去看医生，因为她长了针眼！好可怜 aww~~~ 希望你早點康復咯～～

Really disappointed with myself today. I got such a shit score for bio Paper I man. I think its like the lowest in class lah! OMG!

But its really weird, coz when i attempted the paper, i felt it was alright, i felt that i can score. but this kinda shit score reflects that maybe i'm still not so good with my concepts yet DX
walau... paper I like this, tme PaperII sure die liao lah!!!

I hope i'll survive tmr! All gods up there, please help me!!!

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

The unique genetic code made me different from everyone else! Lol~ lame... I bet everyone know this answer...

ok let me think... other than the physical appearance, i dun really think how unique i am.
lets say, the love for animals, alicia has more of that than i so.
the love for music, i think there are many out there that has this too.
erm, the hatred towards phyics, i think that is one of the reason why ppl chose bio over phy.
lets see....

i know.
I'm different from the rest, not because of any special hobbies or passion i have. Its the mixture of them all that made me different :)

Its like a rainbow, different colours individually is something, but when everything together, you get a beautiful rainbow, or a beam of brilliant white light. This is what makes colours special :)

2010-09-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hey people :D haven been blogging... not because i'm lazy ok? (ok abit guilty) I'm really busy!!!
sian... since exam is over, i've been siting in fornt of the com to help my mum's company with some stuff. Damn tiring la, i mean my eyes. Imagine u sit in front of the com for like 5 hours straight without moving, facing all those black and white words with zero colours... MY POOR EYES~ lol...

oh and today after work, went to clementi with my parents to collect something. then on the way, i say xuejun on the bus! i didnt see her at first coz the bus seats were red and she was wearing red, then i bit blend into the surrounding, and i wasnt looking at her direction. i end up seating a seat next to her and she exclaimed my name! LOL~ so qiao :D:D

ok back to this 30 day challenge, i've missed it for a while liao. oops :X

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

DAY 18
hmmm... when i was young, i dreamt be be a pianist, then when i was a bit older and i realised that music is not only classical and fell in love with pop, so i dreamt to be a singer.
But when i was even older, i realise all these dreams are not practical~ lol... Actually i haven really found a dream or plan or ambition yet. maybe i wanna be a doctor or a dentist. but its really competitive, geting 4 As for A level also wont guarantee a place for these jobs :( see if i can find a goal as i go along...

Day 19
Xx- this is sinple. could be self explaned :D
Xiao mao, ah mao - coz ppl say i look like a cat... i dun think so leh. i still believe that its because i like cats HEHE^^
Cant think of new ones...

Day 20
I really do NOT see myself marrying anyone i know now. Maybe i'll meet him as i walk down the road of life :D

Day 21

This? Maybe :D LOVE HIM :D:D:D
haha... actually still have a lot of things that make me happy. such as other artistes that i love, kawaii animals, my friends, my family and so on... haha

Who's life is perfect?

2010-09-22T20:43:00.003+08:00

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Eh this is a very good question. Although my life haven't been that enjoyable since start of this year, i still have things that i enjoy. Although my life isn't that perfect, i still love my life as it is. Who's life is perfect? Nobody actually. Everyone face hardships and difficulties.

Like what we've learnt during the worlshop today, learn to love yourself.

enjoy life people :D

listen to my favourite songs :D

2010-09-21T01:29:00.004+08:00

Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

DAY 14

This was taken before i board the plane alone to Dalian last year. I think this photo is kinda fail coz my face got cut LOL~ but my parents looked really nice and loving here:D (not trying to say that they are loving. lol)

DAY 15
一个又一个 - 林俊杰

听不到 - 五月天

The Pachelbel Canon (Flute Cello and Harp version)

依赖 - 谢和弦

背对背拥抱 - 林俊杰

疯狂世界 - 五月天

我一直都在

无双 - 周杰伦

白色幽默 - 谢和弦

i cannot find the song leh. This one is the live version. R.CHORD IS REALLY CUTE! i really like him for his creativity :D. Must listen to him explan the lyrics hor haha
oh and this version is really different from the original one. This is why i like to see singer/band to perfrom live coz you get to see a lot of different stuff :D

好胆你就来 - 阿密特

I have 477 songs in my Digital player and yet these 10 songs are all from R.Chord or JJ leh. lol~ I really have a very well mixed of songs :D
DAY 16

This was taken on the way to Batam on the boat. It was really windy that my hat was gonna fly off any moment. and i had ZERO frindge coz the wind was just too strong! LOL~ and this reminds me that Batam photos are not uploaded yet! i cant find my USB wire of the camera leh. sian... when i find liao then upload lah. then that shuai1 ge1's unglam photos will be showed to the woold liao! haha~

2010-09-18T22:08:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT! Exams are finally over! free now free now :D although papers are kinda badly done :(

I REALLY HOPE I CAN, and I WILL PROMOTE!

This exam week was really very deadly! its like i've been sleeping at 1 or 2 everday lah.

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Erm.... let me think...

shall update later when i have thought of something to write :D

ok back.

DEAR EXAMINATIONS :
You really hurted me so bad! You not only made me study till midnight, which is bad for health. You also hurt my feelings. I always thought school is a good place to learn and interact with friends. But with your existence, i cant! I need to concentrate so to pass u, and prevent u from giving me shitty grades.

Also with your existence, you hurt my confidence. I'm always confident with my maths and chem, but now, i've lost it all! JUST BECAUSE YOU!

Ehy cant i just do you well? People say when you are interested in something, you do well. But i loved bio so much, i just cant pass you! Why? i dont know. someone please give me an answer.

Seriously, examination, i really hate you to the apple core! Not only u hurt me directly, you cause those arrogant people coming around to boast about their results. So what people could get A but I cant? Although i know it really matters alot, but a 4As student without any EQ is totally Shit can? Id he cant interact properly with other people, then what is the use of that 4As?

ok nvm, its kinda out of the point.

NVM anyway exams are over. Hope that i can pass and promote with all my frens :D

2010-09-13T11:27:00.008+08:00

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

I shall finish all these so that i wont have to on my com for the whole of next week.

Day 08
My short term goal will be to pass all my subjects and promote to year 6 :D the reason is obvious right? LOL

Day09
I'm proud of... studying long hours and learn everything i've missed out during lectures...

Day 10
Happy
I'm back - 唐禹哲 feat. f(x)Amber

Sad
有你陪我 - CIRCUS

Bored
說了再見 - 周杰倫

Hyped
軋車 - 五月天

Mad? siao or angry? ok i'll define as angry
不要臉 - 謝和弦

This song is not officially published, he wrote it for his fren or something and posted it on his blog.
你不要在那邊吠你不要在那靠北
快滾回你的世界地球很危險
你不要在那邊吠你不要在那靠北
快看看你的小臉寫著不要臉（X2)

為什麼有那麼多的所謂盲目的膚淺
特別是活在網路裡面叫做小白的那些
他們都愛帥哥美女他們凡事看表面
喜歡隨便放炮可是沒種說自己是誰

你爸媽ㄧ定把你生的超帥氣超正點你ㄧ定十八般武藝知書達禮樣樣都會
所以你才能那麼有自信的在網路上肆無忌憚的攻擊別人對不對
你他媽的給我聽清楚了謝和弦是我的本名我叫做謝和弦
我今天ㄧ定要幫我那些無辜被你罵的朋友出ㄧ口氣我才甘願

看看鏡子裡面的自己看看有多可悲
永遠吃的葡萄都是酸的都是臭的都是澀的永遠紅著眼
想想虛擬空間的自己想想有多可憐
永遠停在原點在井裡面在角落邊在畫圈圈在自導自演

放膽來吧我管你他媽的是誰
放膽來吧夜路走多小心遇到鬼
放膽來吧我管你他媽的是誰
放膽來吧夜路走多小心遇到鬼

你不要在那邊吠你不要在那靠北
快滾回你的世界地球很危險
你不要在那邊吠你不要在那靠北
快看看你的小臉寫著不要臉（X2)

Like the lyrics :D good to listen and swear when you are angry :D

Actually i listen to songs almost all the time. actually i listen to all songs no matter how i feel that day LOL~

Day 11

Taken at Changi during our '6I chalet' haha... only 5 of us. but it was fun :D

Day 12
I found out about blogs during computer lesson in Pri 5. Made one then but forgot the password. so i made another one when i was sec one (which is this blog). Use it to post all my feelings and everything. but i still have a personal blog. if you wanna know then ask me, maybe i'll tell you. depend on my mood :P

Day 06 and day 07

2010-09-12T16:57:00.003+08:00

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

actually i dun really adore superheros like superman or batman or anything. But i really loved X-men, but i dun think its really that kinda hero, just day dreaming if one day i would have their powers too (when i was young of course)

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
actually i cant really think of anything. But there is a qoute from someone that really made some impact in me.

"夢想只是個名詞，你要想辦法把它變成動詞。"
--謝和弦

This really motivated me. I really wanna do something that is meaningful, like i have friends who already have aimbitions and are trying to fulfill their dreams. I wanna be like them, not just mugging for the seak of mugging, but fulfilling their dreams. Although i cant figure out what i wanna be when i leave school, so all i can do now is to do well in studies. I found this sentence last year and really motivated me to study hard. quite a bit of impact bah...

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

2010-09-10T21:43:00.007+08:00

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

This is taken during the Batam trip this year. Yup the place i'll be sharing is Batam :)
This is the restarunt where we had our seafood lunch. IT WAS GREAT! THE FOOD WAS REALLY GOOD! haha... Anyway, this restarunt is rather special as it is not built on land, but on the sea! I forgot what it is called, but there is a special name to it. If you guys know then tell me lor.
Here is a clearer view that its built on water~ haha

wah siam damn emo today. Or rather, due to some stupid reasons, i was in a very bad mood today. After coming back from the chalet, mum says we are suppose to have lunch cum dinner at fren's house and then we will go Sentosa for a after meal stroll and relax a bit. So the initial plan was to study at home after returning from chalet and only join them when they finish eating and we can go Sentosa together.

And the moment i went home.
mum "join us for lunch hor! we making lots of nice stuff today."
me "me need to study leh"
mum "nvm go there and study lah then we go sentosa tgt."
me "me only interested in going sentosa to chill leh."
mum "aiya just go"
me *fine... pack bag*

Then for the whole time before meal was studying at fren's house alone coz T-rex have finished his exams and busy maple-ing. Then it was lunch-cum-diner. After eating, we were talking and chatting. and some stupid adults(coz got 4 families tgt) keep interupting my conversation. Its like my sentence haven finish, then he talk about something and everyone forgot what i was saying. WTF! ITS FKING RUDE! I was like damn angry lah coz it happened to like almost all the things i wanted to say. So it gives u the right to 插嘴 just because you are older than me?! WTF!
Then in the end they talked for too long and they just cancelled the trip to sentosa! WALAU! thats the only reason that i went to T-rex's house can?! If not i can just study at home lah. Coz after i gave up trying to chat with them. i ended up studying again, and it was super noisy and not comfortable and the lighting really sucked. Its like just mugging at a different place lor. So why did i waste my time to travel all the way there? Its like good food cant bribe me lor. I can survive just by eating something that fills my stomach. I do not fancy all that food unless is something that i really enjoy. fked up man. bad mood-ing

*deleted that part* Its nothing actully, made it as if i cared a lot but atually i don't.

gosh... finally finish ranting... felt better. People, just read, relax, laugh at me, and forget about this k?

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

2010-09-09T12:57:00.004+08:00

Before doing that daily challenge.. wanna blog about something else.
I was studying in the library, reference section. Then this book caught my attention 'The World of Genetics' so i started reading. And i read about this genetic disease called the XX male syndrome. Males with this syndrome have XX sex chromosomes but they grow physically like a male. The book said many only found out that they are XX male when they fail at making babies as XX males are infertile... LOL~ Damn sad for them sia... and its not very rare. one in every 25000. which means that will be some in singapore as well right? poor thing leh... eating hormones will not give them fertility :(

Then i saw this quote and find it very interesting.

"Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a teardrop."
from the book 50 (or more) ways to leave your lover. haha~
People, if you have irritating other halves and wanna leave them, then go read it :X

and finally when i wanted to leave the library, i saw this book. XUEJUN~ a book for you~ haha~
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

a habit that i wish i didn't have... Biting nails? I think so... My nails are already very fragile and i still like to bite them :( thats why i use nail strengthen polish to remind myself not to bite and make my nails stronger at the same time! I find myself biting when i'm deep in thought. Its like i'm thinking about something and after i got an answer, i realise my longer part of the nail is gone =.= lol~ bad habit :(

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

2010-09-08T11:26:00.002+08:00

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

This was taken after our performance during the concert. While the juniors were still performing, we were camwhoring back stage. haha~ It was a great experience, seriously! I mean the concert part. Performing with your friends is a feeling that is really special and enjoyable :D Anyway, i chose this photo coz its really memorable. The 4 of us started with no basics, zero knowledge, and after 4 years, we could play stomp, we could play in a concert!

Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name

2010-09-07T19:24:00.004+08:00

Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

This is easy :)

I love cats! and some people thinks that i look like/behave like a cat (although i do NOT think so LOL) Thats why i added a MEOW infront of my name. I wanted to have simply xiaoxi.blogspot.com but its taken. So added a meow which totally suits me :D

Yup I think thats all i'm gonna blog today.... coz i have to mug!

BYE:D JIAYOU MUGGING TOO :D:D

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

2010-09-06T10:43:00.006+08:00

I really dunno what to blog about... Wanted to blog about the day when we went back primary school, but its kinda over for a long time liao. But really loved my clique of 6Irians :D:D You guys are the most special group of friends i have :) And thanks to Sherwin, he was like counselling me not to worry about my grades. Although i felt better, afterall, i'm still the one who know myself the best. I know where i stand and know how much more effort i have to put in...

Nevermind. just chiong this week and the nightmare is gonna be over :D

Gonna take up the 30 days challenge(from alicia) since i dun have much things to post everyday.
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Picture taken at my mum's collgue's wedding. (its kinda obvious who is the bride right?) Oh by the way, the guy second from the left is a new member of my mum's office. and his name is really interesting. LI XIAO DONG. If ppl dunno, they will think that he is my brother lah! Its like i was so shocked when i saw his name. LOL~ and the chinese characters are the same one leh haha.... oh and i think he look is a pudding (breed of hamster. go google if you dunno)

15 interesting facts about me?
let me think....
1) I ~~hate~~ dun like K POP! LOL.... i seriously DUN like K pop except for a few who really can sing.
2) I can play drums and thinks that girls can play drum, or even play better than guys :D
3) I'm allegic to instant coffee mix. can only drink coffee brewed from beans.
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Cant think of anymore... you guys complete for me?

my new art piece:)

2010-08-30T21:28:00.003+08:00

HAHA MY NEW ART PIECE! LOL ~~~

Was bored during class today... so i started drawing....

READY?!

Count down!

THREE!

TWO!

ONE!!!

TADA~~~

love story of john and mary

2010-08-25T21:10:00.005+08:00

THE LOVE STORY OF JOHN AND MARY
(a boring day at school)

RATING : PG

John and Mary were deeply in love, despite the room was filled with people, they could not resist to show their passion for each other.

John: May I dance with you, my beautiful lady?
Mary: Sure :D

(John and Mary dancing)
The temperature got higher, and they could not resist anymore!
(John and Mary............ er nvm you fill in the blank, its kinda obvious)
The Clock striked 12. MARY HAD TO LEAVE! or he she will become ugly again. so he she tried to escape before John could catch ~~him~~ her. But he she was too slow.
John: DONT LEAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(John: DONT LEAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!)

TO BE CONTINUED~~

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2010-08-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

After 2 days of E learning and weekend, this is what i'm left with

1) AQ question behind the GP compre. Its really hard! DX
2) Maths Vectors second part
3) A little of econs
4) Half done bio tutorial

See? I've touched everything but haven complete everything. LOL

OH SHIT! I HAVEN DONE EOM! DAMN

Bye bye! Off to do EOM liao...

帥哥服務的理髮過程:)

2010-08-01T22:24:00.005+08:00

本小姐昨天去剪了頭髮，把分差的髮尾和過長的劉海剪了．我覺得還不錯啦，只是劉海好像短了點兒．
昨天幫我剪頭髮的是兩位帥哥哦！
哈哈～被帥哥服務的感覺真好，哈～其實也還好啦，理髮師以前比較帥，但他現在的髮型沒有以前帥（我的頭髮一直是他剪的）．
他的學徒（幫我洗頭髮）比較帥！哈哈！難得在新加坡看到帥哥捏～～

對了，剪完頭髮，有一句話聽起來感覺怪怪的．．．

＊剪完頭髮，付了＄＄，閑聊－ＩＮＧ＊

理髮師：＂以後剪頭髮，最好跟著同一個理髮師，他會比較了解你的髮質，知道哪裡要遮．．．＂

我：哦．．．好啊．．．

理髮師：＂如果你喜歡我的話，那以後來剪頭髮就找我吧，我是Jaspar．．．＂

我：＊喜歡你？！LOL聽起來怪怪的．．．＊　"哦．好．Byebye"

嗨～～
這傢伙，用詞不當．．．

blogpost written @ 2:58am

2010-07-31T02:57:00.005+08:00

Seriously, I think i'm really very norcturnal (is it spelt like that?).
I have the most inspiration at night, specifically after 11pm. I remember sec 3 that time i composed a song at around 12am plus plus coz i was not able to fall asleep, and end up with panda eyes the next day for school. LOL. What happened to that song huh? I think i lost that piece of manuscript :( either that or i threw it away coz it was only the chorus and it was kinda difficut to come out with the whole song. haha... and i remember i wrote this para at midnight which was kinda suitable for lyrics for those typical emo love songs. But it was kinda personal so i'm not gonna post it here. haha...

11pm and after is when inspiration will come and find me (or is it the other way round?). It was really a pain to do EOM and i had zero idea on how to do my EOM in school then. And now i'm done! as in finish finding a suitable (hopefully) article and wrote possible points for EOM. i thought i would only write a few lines like what i did last time, but apparently with the amount of brain power and inpiration, i wrote about 400 words. haha... should i be proud of myself or something? haha~~

Today was really funny. Ok skip the part during lesson coz that is not the enjoyable part. Except that i passed my Econs and got a D. OMG! thats like tha highest for my mid years lah. OMG!!!

Ok anyway, after school, we stayed back to do Oscars. OMG! RUIMIN AND YIMING ARE SUPER CUTE!!! (people，不要想太多）they acted like nobody's business!!!! SUPER GOOD ACTORS! haha~ They super the duper deserves the Oscars award lah! and they are damn funnnnnnnnaaay man! You all should be there and laugh at their stupid actions. ok see how it will turn out in our video after Alicia and I finish editing the video :D

btw here is a picture of them. haha candid photo.

and ruimin's retarded face! haha~ EPIC!
Ruimin's buttoned-up uniform and his hair make him look like people from the 夜上海era. The era showed in Jay Chou's 《千里之外》MV. Thats the 夜上海 era right? Someone help to correct me please. thanks lah :D

ok i shall not upload the rest (only 2 others la actually) as yiming is really concerned about his reputation after his photos are posted. hahaha

EMO :(

2010-07-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

OMG! School really SUCK big time!
Or should i say its my results that sucked more.
OMG! I have failed or sub-passed all my subjects man.

Its like the worst time ever man. Its my lowest results EVER! Its like the ultimate all time low! Haizz.... this is JC life man... Its like I have never ever got anything that is lowerer than a B for Maths for my entire schooling life since primary 2! And now i'm failing my best subject.

THIS IS SO DEMORALIZING!

I fail until i'm kinda immune to that feeling already. Its like when i got back my GP paper 2 today, saw my marks, i was like expected that i will fail man. OMG! This should not be happening!

Sian... I have ran out of words to describe this kinda feeling.... emo...

disappointed

2010-07-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

I am so disappointed by my chem scores! I thought i did well enough for at least a C but i got an E instead. Damn it!
Seriously need to write apology letter to mr ho liao due that bad results:( Omg! I finally made improvements and now i dropped to a even lower grade.

I think i did badly for maths coz 19 marks fly liao. I think my econs are no much better.
I had some confidence in my bio before miss tan said we didn do well for our paper one for our class...

Sian... These bad scores are really ringing a bell!

OK I WILL TRY MY BEST TO WORK HARD!

OK I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FB LESS!

OK I WILL TRY MY BEST TO PLAY LESS!

OK I WILL TRY MY BEST TO STUDY MORE!

(note that i used "try my best" coz i'm not sure how much i could do...)

damn... fml...

Frustrations :(

2010-07-06T16:51:00.001+08:00

Walau! I can't study man!
Not becoz i dun feel like, it becoz my parents have been quralling non stop since after lunch.
Wth man. Both of them finally get to have an off day on tuesday and yet they choose to use their offday to work at home. And now they are quralling over it.
Haizz... See lah. This is the disadvantage of being a small firm, everything have to diy. But services can't really expand leh, too bad then. Haha.... This is the result of an overdoze of econs. Lol.
And mum is using my com to do her work stuff, i can only blog with my phone to vent my frustrations.
emo...

2010-07-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

OMG TMR IS ECONS!
Its like a very unfamiliar subject. I have never did any econs exams before, thats why i'm really nervous now.

OMG I'M REALLY WORRIED ABOUT MY GRADES SIA! Its like my econs for the previous term was a D or E cant remember. If i'm going to flunk this one then i really gg liao. omg stressed stressed!

But this reminded me of what siyuan said. "dun mind the grade, its the learning experience that you gain." Last friday, went home with her(coz we take the same bus) and i was ranting about my really bad report card and that was what she encouraged me. Its kinda true, but i doubt my parents will understand, becoz they are usually not home and wont see my process of studying, thus my results are the measurements of my hardwork.

Haiz... and without a good grade, i can forget about getting into NUS or any other schools overseas.

LOL i should not think too much for now, better go back and read thru my econs again!

JIAYOU TO THOSE TAKING ECONS TMR :D

Random sharing session

2010-07-02T20:39:00.007+08:00

Hey people:D So much things to share today :) haha.
We had a new GP teacher today. Before he came, people were saying he is very shuai. LOL but when he came in.... hmm... shall not comment. hahaha~ ok lah he is not ugly, but actually i dun really care. As long as he can teach can liao :) Oh and he is quite funny lah, so hope that GP lessons will be fun :D

Anyway, after GP, went for break with Alicia. I saw this lunch time special at the Jap store. It was Braised pork in Jap style. Sounds interesting so i had that for lunch.
Looks not too bad right.

BUT LOOK CAREFULLY!

THAT IS A HUGE CHUNK OF GINGER!!! So $2.20 spent to buy supposed braised pork with HUGE GINGER bento. What the hell man. Feel damn cheated (although the food tasted great) Oh and you know that person hide that chunk of ginger under a piece of seaweed. WTH

Ok no more food stuff. Walau my report card damn suck leh! and i haven show it to my mum yet. OMG SHE IS SO GOING TO SKIN ME!

BUT! I got improvements lor. All my sujects have made improvements lor(except for that stupid bio paper) haiz.... hope she sees that part and understand my hardwork i have put in. Not everyone could have a good head start, but its the process that is important for you to win the race.

Ok finish ranting. Before ending this boring post, this is 美男chewing on a piece of celery! SO CUTE Y Y Y
P.s. Alicia! This is the Outerspace and Durex collaboration tee :D Enjoy! haha. Very creative piece of work :) http://www.wretch.cc/blog/fxxkleo/11792521 (oh i suggest you to zoom to 125% when you are viewing coz his blog's words are puny)

2010-06-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

GP EXAM TMR! Or should i say its a test coz it was supposed to be called term test instead of Mid years (though the content and format and everything is the same as exam)

Anyway, i'm supposed to be researching for GP tmr but seriously, I'M LOST! Its like the topics are so damn a lot and you dun even know what topics are coming out tmr. Seriously, General Paper should be called Random Paper, coz all that topics are everything are so random and so unpredictable.

Ok, finished ranting, go back to researching....

LOOK!

2010-06-26T13:53:00.004+08:00

LOOK AT THIS! hahaha

(click to enlarge)

I have readers from so many countries. I didn't know my blog is so international hahaha. I think its just they happen to find my blog one way of another bah. But i was still amazed when i opened my tracker that i did not use for a very long time yesterday. haha.

INTERNET IS SO INTERESTING AND SO AMAZING~~

My tracker is not that amazing that it can track the ip address to see who you are, but its enough for me liao. I just wanted to see my blog traffic. if its too fking low then i shall just make it private. But now its running quite well so... i shall just keep it public bah :D

射手有救啦~

2010-06-26T03:37:00.002+08:00

射手有救啦~
哈哈~

射手座转运小秘方：
便利商店、再生纸笔记本。若想预防约会时发生意外，见面前一定要先去便利店；若要防止读书上的麻烦或失误，可以使用再生纸制的文具用品，特别是笔记本。

只要对学习有帮助的都要试一试！我看我的得失心越来越重了。。。我也越来越迷信了~ LOL
宁可信其有啊！明天就去popular找再生纸制物品！哈哈~

射手座2010年运势

2010-06-26T03:14:00.003+08:00

天啊！连老天爷都说我今年要特别努力。而且射手是今年第二衰的星座。哭哭~~~
算了。我只好脚踏实地，好好努力咯！还要多多做善事积德，希望可以转运啦！哈哈~

（刘姐姐~如果你在看或相信的话，那我们要一起加油咯~~~）

*2010年射手座运势*
射手座在2010年的作息方式改变很大，可能是基于需要，例如配合家人，或是自我需要，而在作息时间表上有很大的调整，也可能是工作（或求学）方面造成的。若是后者，代表你的工作在2010年有变动，可能是职务异动，也可能是工作地点改变。不论情形为何，你在2010年的作息，跟往年有很大的不同。

在接下来的两年内（至少），射手座的你将会经历不少事，有磨练也有新鲜体验，让你成长不少。你会接触不少人，大都跟你往昔所接触的人很不一样，可以说是什么样的人都有，其中有些人跟你只是点头之交，但也有跟你建立长久交情的。

2010年射手座运势较好的月份是，2010年2月，3月，6月，8月。射手座2010年运势较差的月份是，2009年9月，2009年10月中旬前，2010年1月，4月，5月，9月，10月。

射手座爱情运势:
在2010年，射手座是唯一一个没有桃花的星座，显然射手们2010年的重心并不放在感情上，认识新对象进而发展的机会不高，射手们可以专心面对现在的恋情或是专心在其它方面发展。另外，因为2010射手们缺乏人缘桃花，所以在外形象比较难获得提升，因为受赏识而升官的机会也比较小，射手们在2010年要以认真努力为主才会受人肯定。

(O.S: 哈哈~ 没桃花，就别花太多时间发花痴了！不要抱有希望！要读书要读书要读书要读书要读书要读书要读书要读书要读书。。。。。）

射手座配对:
最能欣赏和附和射手座无厘头反应的，要算是其它两个火象星座，白羊座和狮子座！

射手座性格分析：
射手和白羊座也是吵嘴专家，反正什么事都拿来互相吵吵闹闹，双方都不以为烦，日子过得精采又快乐，真是天生一对！
射手和狮子可都是舞台上的人物，特大号的聚光灯！反正喜欢表演娱乐大众可是他们共同的兴趣，也是大家焦点中的一对活宝。

from ：http://www.qiupo.com/zhuanti/2010xzys9.html

2010-06-24T01:42:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging for a really long time! haha

School holidays are going to be over soon and i only kinda finished revising econs. DAMN i'm so dead :( Hope that i'll have enough time and will not be distracted by com, tv, world cup or anything else. LOL

Oh I'm going to have hamsters as pets! WOOTS! hahaha. So alicia be prepared for questions on hamster care! Coz i'm a first time owner. I have been reading up on hamster care and everything, but still really unsure leh coz it might not be the same for all hamsters on this earth.

Mum said her friend is giving her 2, a male and female. I'm really scared that they start breeding leh, but mum seems not to care. She said she is too stressed out and needs pet therapy. LOL We wanted to keep a cat, but our sofa... those who have been to my house will know that if i were to have a cat, i'll have to throw away my sofa. And cats needs a lot more care than hamsters so we will have hamsters :)

Looking forward! but i'm not very good dealing with animals coz i'm scared that i'll hurt them.

Speaking of that, it reminds me of the leaders' training at RDA last week. It was fun and insightful and i learnt alot, but i think i did terrible! LOL Its either that Shamus was bullying me, or i'm not controlling him properly. I was just super nervous that day coz i HAVE NEVER EVER handled animals alone, and its not a cat or dog, but a HORSE! A HORSE THAT IS A LOT A LOT TALLER THAN ME! haha I'm glad that they did not take Mistof out that day, or i'll die. haha

There is still much more to learn, need to be more firm and confident with animals!

2010-06-12T18:35:00.001+08:00

Today's RDA session was... oh well.... what to say. LOL...

I was taking Dylan with Benn today... Dylan is not that kind of more independent rider that i was pampered with for the pass 10 weeks. I think i should get use to this kinda of behaviour. LOL. But its really painful to see kids so young having really serious disabilities, and i'm glad that i'm healthy :) and i've never seen Francis so fierce before :X

haha...

Took bus with Jason to Clementi ( 156 is super a lot faster than 166 man!!!). Anyway, went to Yamaha to get drumsticks. But its like super the duper limited lah! Only 4 kinds of 5A and 1 kind of 6A, 1 kind of 3A and 7A. And only one brand! Zidjian. :( I wanted to buy Vic Firth coz my drum coach said its like better to play drumset especially the rock genre. I wanted to buy the purple tip Zidjian but its like... limited chioce, later i regret how? And its super AA lah hahaha...

This is cool...

Oh and i found something interesting.

TA-DAAA

Lite Stix by Vic Firth - LED Drumsticks
Looks normal? you are wrong!

During performance its like this!
Then went to big bookshop to buy some stationaries. Stuff @ big bookshop is really cheap sia! I bought this box of markers, 12 colours. guess the price!
2 BUCKS ONLY SIA! hahaha...

Life's a struggle

2010-06-12T00:26:00.003+08:00

The true face of society?

Life's a struggle - 宋岳庭

I like this song.
Like the lyrics.
but dun like the MV. LOL

This is quite an old song.
and the singer has passed away.
but the lyrics is really things that are happening in the society nowadays.
The truth that all of us are going to face,
after 16 years(or more) of education when we graduate.

To you, from me.

2010-06-11T23:23:00.007+08:00

To 亲爱的你：
我很希望是我想太多，希望我的猜测是错误的。
但是如果真的是那样，希望你的心情会很快恢复。
希望你没事，
希望你可以勇敢地走下去。

记得哦！
你还有我们！
我们会永远挺你到底的！

对了，送上一首歌。
希望你讨厌的人，事，物，通通　GET OUT GET OUT哟！哈哈~

Get Out - Magic Power 词曲：廷廷（Magic Power）

P.S 心情不好的时候听听摇滚！心情马上好转哟~~

OMG! BUMBLEBEE!

2010-06-09T17:01:00.002+08:00

OMG!

FLIGHT OF BUMBLEBEE ON THE MARIMBA!

I wanna be like him hahaha.

I think he is from NUS high sia. look at his uniform.
DAMN IMBA!

Fantasia VIII Rebirth!

2010-06-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

RV CONCERT BAND ROCKED RV AUDITORIUM TODAY!
haha~

Great job guys:)
I think percussion did really well today! haha. I love our stomp! And thanks xueqiang for the great lighting effects! And thank you guys for the support, sweets smses and everything:)

I was super nervous before our stomp lor, when alumni was playing, the 6 of us were like. SHIT! 2 more song. SHIT! 1 more song! SHIT! Next is our item liao!! AH~ LOL
Then i think the ensembles were great too! No major mistakes! And everyone felt the beat together, played together. LOVE THAT PASSIONATA PART OF SONATINE MAN! haha

Today is really very memorable. Its the first and last concert we played with our beloved juniors. The next time we play together will be syf i think. haha.

anyway, thank you all who have made 06.06.10 a very memorable day for me.
Believe me, Fantasia VIII'10 was a great success:)

ROCK ON RV CONCERT BAND!

ROCK ON PERCUSSION :D

2010-06-05T19:05:00.004+08:00

Just came back from drums :)

Saw this tall guy at the drums studio, wearing Lovelife tee and an Outerspace cap. Reminds me of my beloved 廖人帅 (coz he is a drummer as well) ! hahaha ~ But too bad, that guy is not very shuai hahaha... *being mean*

Anyway, i think there is aome activity at the new scape mall, or is it its grand opening? LOL. Coz there were damn lots of people there lah! But i think its morel ike a flea or something. haha. Then when i went into the scape mall, the first thing i saw was STAGE! 罗志祥's shop! haha. How i wish I can see Outerspace in Singapore one day. The shop in Singapore that sells Outerspace products is just a shop that import stuff from Taiwan :( 廖老板！快来新加坡开店啦！哈哈～

Oh and i saw the people from the 30 hour famine camp. OMG! Damn lots of people sia! I thought it weren't that large scale. Its like they were walking together, as in the whole huge group of them. Luckily they were wearing orange, if not i would think they were the red shirt! haha. They looked like protester due to the massive number. haha !

Tomorrow is the day! Its our very own CONCERT!
RV Concert band JIAYOU!
JIAYOU PERCUSSION!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2010-06-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

Many things to update coz i haven update my blog for a long time liao.

Its the school holidays and yet i'm reporting to school really early almost everyday. Had band on Monday, Tuesday. Thursday and today. Had econs lesson on wednesday. LOL. But its ok, our concert is coming in 2 days!!! And my "real holiday" is gonna start soon! hahaha~ So looking forward :)

Went out with Zhaoxue on Wednesday. She said she need to go buy clothes coz she flying the next day. LOL. The last time she flew, i also went out with her the day before her flight. haha.

Bought beautiful nail polish and tee shirt :D Very cute Tee shirt :) Now zhauxue has 2 same shirts with me but different color. I must be careful not to wear the same one as her the next time we go out... hahaha...

Haizz~ Now she is back to Shanghai~ I WANNA GO ALSO! I WANNA GO WOLRD EXPO! LOL.

Ok anyway. I finally watched 《原来是美男啊》

张根锡！

好帅~

张根锡好帅~~~ saranghe oppa :)

我也终于明白为什么赵雪这么爱Jeremy。Jeremy真的很可爱！但他的角色很可怜，被女生拒绝，还要马上装作什么都没发生，跟那个女的去吃冰淇凌。

那个女的也太幸福了吧！同时有三个帅得不得了的帅哥追求！但这种美事永远不会发生在我们这种素人身上。。。

你受过伤吗？

2010-05-29T19:24:00.001+08:00

你受过伤吗？
我想人人都不喜欢受伤，也不想受伤。
我们会做好所有防备措施，让自己不会受伤。
因为我们都不要那种痛的感觉。

可是，
感情没有速成班，没有防备措施，只有受了伤，才会懂得痛。

2010-05-21T21:42:00.006+08:00

WOOTS!!! HOLIDAYS ARE ONE WEEK LATER!

But i'm already in holiday mood as next week is E&C Week, which equals to NO LESSONS! hahaha...

Finally, i survived another hectic term. I thank god or whoever is "up there" that i'm still in one complete piece :) Finally, i can take a break from this hectic lifestyle of mine.

But actually, my hectic lifestle haven end yet, as our concert is like around the corner! Counting down 16 days!!! OMG! ITS FKING SIXTEEN DAYS LEFT! Hope that the band could hurry up buck up and be prepared to play in 16 days time.

Today was rehearsal at audi. I have no comments (can mean smt good, or something BAD! LOL). Anyway, was helping the juniors, coz they dun really know how they will sound out there, i think they will be able to do well lah :D:D:D

Then Ms Chan listened to our ensemble! SUPER NERVOUS LAH! Coz Pl(this junior) was suppose to play the main melody of this song and she is freaking absent! So i'll have to play her piece! I played that part 2 years ago and today sightread that piece again. Like that piece man! Although i was really nervous as i was sightreading, but all those memories just came back, this is wat people call muscle memory. Once we master it, there is no way we can forget :)

Then its Marching seasons. Wah i almost deafen myself sia! The audi kinda big sio and we no mic woor. I really scared my mallets will break coz i was whacking damn hard. LOL. but i think it wont la coz wangjia whack even harder than me. LOL

Band was tiring, but at least its something i enjoy :)

OH OH! I RECEIVED MY JAY CHOU CD TODAY! WOOTS
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

我的神终于降临！我最爱的周先生！
化身为吸血鬼王子的他更是帅气！天啊！爱死他了！
哈哈哈～

Unclear :(

Better? Dunno what is with my camera today...

WOOTS! The 9 badges for fans who pre-order! YAY!

我的神驾到！！！

2010-05-13T22:06:00.003+08:00

周杰伦最新大碟《跨时代》
我的神！！！我最爱的周先生！好期待《跨时代》噢~ 其实已经在酷我上听了，不错，只是他的唱腔变了。可能是30岁成熟男人的唱法吧~ 哈哈哈~~~

今天去了JP预购！呵呵呵~ 开心。一张是我的，一张是Alicia的，我还没有疯狂到买两版好吗？哈哈哈~

Anyway, I dun feel like sharing about today. Coz my tests are really screwed T.T Alicia didn come school today coz she was sick. hope that she is feeling better now :)

The 5th Element

2010-05-10T21:32:00.004+08:00

Was listening to VITAS. HE IS REALLY AMAZING! Loves his voice man!!!

Anyway. VITAS reminds me of the 5th element when i watched when i was really young.

If you are impatient, watch from 3.40 onwards.
Then i found this under the related videos.

SCARY! HAHA~~~ THEY ARE REALLY VERY VERY DE PRO!!!!!

Water
Fire
Earth
Wind

and the 5th element is LOVE Y

Love is worth saving

2010-05-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD! IT RAINS AT RDA EVERY TIME WHEN JASON CHU COMES!

LOL. His existence predicts the weather, or should i say the weather predicts his existence. haha... It totally flooded outside RDA man. Thanks to Teo hui who gave us a ride to the bus stop so that i didn't get wet and dun have to share umbrella with him hahaha...

It was raining cats and dogs and there was very loud thunder. Shamus (FYI: the horse) was kinda annoyed, but there was a leader so he didn't bully my rider like last week. Yay :D

Drums lesson got cancelled coz Ocean Butterfly is moving to the new scape mall at orchard! YAY! means i can go walk walk after lesson hehehe ^^ its beside Cineleisure and heard that 313 is quite near! I wanna go to the 4 storey foever 21. haha...

School life is gonna be hectic! T.T I have both bio and maths test next thursday NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I'm not ready yet! and its like 2 tests on one day! CRAZY CRAZY!!!!

haizz... like what Lyz said, i need a life. I need a proper life with rest and play, if not i'll be dull. LOL.

oh and got a really funny video to share!
TRANSFORMER OWL!
http://www.wretch.cc/video/cat069&func=single&vid=4486266&o=time_d&p=502&cid=55440

haha... really cute!

2010-05-06T21:19:00.004+08:00

WOOTS! Got my Piano Grade 8 certificate today! YAY ~~~

HAHA. Now i can go out and tell people proudly that i passed my grade 8 piano :D:D

But i think i really need to practice more, especially sight reading. I thought being in band and sight reading pieces would be a good practice, but i'm freaking WRONG! Coz in band u have 2 hands to play 1 line of note, and usually there are plenty of rest and time to read. But for piano, it 2 hands (some times need feet for pedalling) for 2 lines of notes =.= =.= haizzz... my teacher said that for diploma sight reading, it will be sight reading grade 6 exam pieces! OMG! I'll be so dead man.

I'M DETERMINED TO STAY HOME THIS HOLIDAY TO PRACTICE PIANO EVERY FREAKING DAY!!!! hahaha... I want to play my Fantasie Impromptu by Fredric Chopin

Today's PW is fun! Coz was sitting in the "guys' area" LOL They were damn funny lah! A fun batch of ppl to talk to :D

2010-05-03T13:49:00.003+08:00

HELLO :D Discovered a really nice song.
Nothing much to blog too. so just share a song. Hope you all will like it :D

キセキ By GReeeeN 词曲：GReeeeN

明日、今日よりも好きになれる　溢れる想いが止まらない
今もこんなに好きでいるのに　言葉に出来ない

君のくれた日々が積み重なり　過ぎ去った日々2人歩いた『軌跡』
僕らの出逢いがもし偶然ならば?　運命ならば?
君に巡り合えた　それって『奇跡』

※2人寄り添って歩いて　常の愛を形にして
いつまでも君の横で　笑っていたくて
アリガトウや　Ah　愛してるじゃまだ足りないけど
せめて言わせて　「幸せです」と※

いつも君の右の手の平を　ただ僕の左の手の平が
そっと包んでくそれだけで　ただ愛を感じていた

日々の中で　小さな幸せ　見つけ重ね　ゆっくり歩いた『軌跡』
僕らの出会いは大きな世界で　小さな出来事
巡り合えた　それって『奇跡』

うまく行かない日だって　2人で居れば晴れだって!
強がりや寂しさも　忘れられるから
僕は君でなら　僕で居れるから!
だからいつも　そばにいてよ　『愛しい君へ』

2人フザけあった帰り道　それも大切な僕らの日々
「想いよ届け!!!」と伝えた時に　初めて見せた表情の君
少し間が空いて　君がうなずいて　僕らの心　満たされてく愛で
ぼくらまだ旅の途中で　またこれから先も
何十年続いていけるような未来へ

例えばほら　明日を見失いそうに　僕らなったとしても、、、

(※くり返し)

うまく行かない日だって　2人で居れば晴れだって!
喜びや悲しみも　全て分け合える
君がいるから　生きていけるから!
だからいつも　そばにいてよ　『愛しい君へ』　最後の一秒まで

明日、今日より笑顔になれる　君がいるだけで　そう思えるから
何十年　何百年　何千年　時を超えよう　君を愛してる

Translation
I'll love you more tomorrow than today
These overflowing emotions won't stop
Right now I love you so much
I can't even put it into words

The days you've given me accumulate
The days that have passed, the paths we walked together
Whether our meeting was coincidence
Or fate, just the fact that we met
Is a miracle

We walk close together
Making our eternal love tangible
I want to always be smiling by your side
"Thank you" and, ah, "I love you"
Just aren't enough, just at least let me say
I'm happy

Just having your right hand
Wrapped up
In my left hand
Made me feel your love

We found the little happinesses in each day
In the slow path we walked
Our meeting is just one small thing
In a big world, but just the fact that we met
Is a miracle

Even on days when nothing goes well
Just being together cheers me up
And I can forget the bravado and loneliness
When I'm with you, lala, I can be myself
Just stay with me forever
My beloved

When we fooled around on the way home
That was one of our precious days, too
And when I finally got up the courage to tell you how I felt
The expression on your face was one I'd never seen before
There was a pause, and then you nodded
Our hearts are filled with love
We're still on our journey
Towards the future that will hopefully continue
For dozens of years

Even if we lose sight
Of tomorrow

We walk close together
Making our eternal love tangible
I want to always be smiling by your side
"Thank you" and, ah, "I love you"
Just aren't enough, just at least let me say
I'm happy

Even on days when nothing goes well
Just being together cheers me up
And I can forget the bravado and loneliness
When I'm with you, lala, I can be myself
Just stay with me forever
My beloved

Until the last second

I'll be smiling more tomorrow than today
Just being with you makes me feel that way
Ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years
Let's spend the time together
I love you

2010-05-01T00:24:00.001+08:00

靠!是怎样?!
男人也pms啊?!
刚才还好好的, 现在发什么鬼脾气啊?!

School life is already very hectic. Can't you just let me rest a while, take a break, do something i enjoy? I know that when ppl are stressed, they have bad temper. But doesn't mean u just let it out on anyone/everyone right?
If you have the right to do so, then i shall vent my temper on u whenever i'm stressed. This is what i call fair.

So please, school is already screwed, dun add anymore burdens on me alright?

FML

我不是草莓族！

2010-04-28T21:27:00.003+08:00

草莓族？！

屁啦！我还草莓蛋糕嘞！

我不是，也不要做草莓族。
这区区一点压力算得了什么？！

我不像草莓，压力不会把我压死，
不会被考试屈服。

把压力会为动力，勇敢地向梦想迈进！！！
加油！
（以上是为自己加油的一段话，因为最近真的太忙了。）

ｐ．ｓ那草莓还蛮好吃的　呵呵～～～

2010-04-26T20:33:00.003+08:00

刚从中医那里会来，又是针灸，又是拔罐。靠！超痛！

医生说我是因为风吹的，问题不大，睡觉时，受伤的地方一定要保暖。
腿现在好了些，只是我还是一瘸一拐的。。。嗨~~~

I thought we were gonna take our test today, but its actually tmr :) Haha... need to go and further prepare my essay. Oh and my class got 1st for Maths week woor!!! So incredible!!!! Must thank Rachel and Yawen for doing all those questions, gain points for the class. hahaha....

And PI is gonna be due like really soon! Next FRIDAY!!! EMO~~~ I'm still at draf 4. and still having problems with my model group. HOW?!?!?! Someone save me....

Oh by the way. I totally saw NAT HO at the coffee shop @ the Chinese physician there! OMG! Shuai gei! hahaha... ok lah. at least he still look the same in person and on TV. Some artistes look totally different with make up and everything on TV. hahaha.

In case you dunno, This is Nat Ho, 鹤天赐

有你陪我 MV 大首播

2010-04-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

CIRCUS 《有你陪我》MV 大首播。
（其实是前两天的事，但是我懒啦，哈哈）

CIRCUS -有你陪我词：EASON（CIRCUS）曲：CIRCUS

這首歌的背後創作故事，其實CIRCUS現在回想起來，還有點不好意思，哈！怎麼說呢，事情要回到2009年初夏的時候。當時CIRCUS樂團面臨著寫歌的卡關瓶頸，不管怎麼寫怎麼磨，怎麼想破頭，就是沒有靈感。於是假掰的CIRCUS想出了找出靈感了最佳解決方法 VACATION~~~~~~~

哈哈，雖然大家心知肚明，根本只是藉著需要去外地找靈感的藉口，行放鬆度假玩樂之實，但CIRCUS還是煞有其事的討論關於寫歌之旅的一切細節。既然是vacation，就不能馬虎，首先希望有view，才能寫出心胸開闊的歌，希望有游泳池，才可以寫出夏天熱血的歌，希望有SPA的服務，才可以寫出有情感投入的句子，希望每個人都有自己的房間，才可以寫出有個人特色的歌最好最好，有總統套房可以住，這樣我們才能寫出最高等級的歌嘛！！

於是在自己給自己那麼多高規格的期待與規劃後，CIRCUS突然想到拍第三季走唱少年時遇到的貴人，清靜農場普羅旺斯民宿的鄭老闆，他就有一間完美的度假民宿，所有的條件都符合，真是太完美了，哈哈！於是，CIRCUS鼓起勇氣，頂著大概五公分厚的厚臉皮，打電話去給普羅旺斯民宿的鄭老闆，用極盡華麗的說法，表達我們想要寫歌的決心，希望能打動他的熱血靈魂

等待回答的時間總是漫長，最後的結果是「YES!!!」而且是景色最好，房間最大，游泳池還是巴里島式的總統套房！哈哈哈哈！就這樣CIRCUS在高檔的普羅旺斯民宿度過了夢幻又瘋狂的「寫歌度假之旅」，也在悠悠的游泳池畔，喝著氣泡飲料，寫出了有你陪我這首歌。完成的那一瞬間，大家開心的跳入泳池大唱One Two Three GO！這一幕到現在想起來還是覺得很不可思議勒！

在這裡，CIRCUS也要信守承諾，用力！再用力的感謝普羅旺斯民宿的鄭老闆，幫助我們可以非常有靈感的完成這首歌。別忘了冬天的時候，你說過要帶我們從合歡山一路滑雪到清境喔！哈哈！

痛苦的一天 DX

2010-04-20T21:44:00.006+08:00

WTF I almost died in school today.

不知怎么了，我的“呕吐病”又犯了！我其实也没有吐啦，只是一整天都感到超级反胃，恶心，想吐，没食欲，没精神。今天的第一堂课，我只能说我睡得很爽，因为真的没有力气能够让自己清醒。最讨厌的是，痛就算了，它是那种突如其来的镇痛。我可以感觉到我的胃和肠子在我身体里纠结。。。天啊~~~ 好像把我的胃挖出来！！！到现在还在纠结！ＴＭＤ！！！我的胃和肠子！！！你们是怎样？！？！ *恼羞成怒-ING*

嗨~~~ 人老啦，病来啦。。。哈哈哈。说得我好像很老似的，我才17岁耶！！！天啊，希望我的健康没有问题，我还有大好前途呢！！！

Anyway, during band today, we practiced our ensembles. MARCHING SEASONS! haizz... just can't get it right. Dammit! Stressed sia, when we played in front of our conductor, with our scores flying every where. Then the juniors played their.... OMG! Please work hard juniors!!! although we need to work hard as well too! haha...

对了！CIRCUS第二波主打《有你陪我》MV 终于出炉啦！是我最喜欢，最期待的一首歌。哈哈哈。。。 Enjoy :D:D

《有你陪我》CIRCUS 词：Eason（CIRCUS）曲：CIRCUS

更正：小马哥说：“有你陪我MV先別PO唷失誤失誤那之後要電視首播拉大家要乖唷”
我很乖！哈哈~~大家等等吧~

2010-04-14T22:14:00.001+08:00

Reached home at 8pm :(
Have been reaching home late these days, not because i go out to play, but i have CCA. LOL. This is so so so so so so so tiring.

But its ok. At least its something i enjoy :D
Ensembles have improved by A LOT today!

JIAYOU PERCUSSION!!!!
i'm sure we can do this :D

oh and JIAYOU YIMING!
hope your fingers are doing ok. haha.