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DREAM Monday, December 19, 2011 @ 10:26 pmYes yes, I should have updated long time ago. I know I’ve been on hiatus for too long since my exams are over. Yes, due to the fact that I’m lazy, and things to blog about just pile up higher and higher. I'll update in a while i promise, but before that, i really need to share this. Before I start, I shall warn you guys first, coz this post is gonna be violent, cold-blooded, and might be scary provided that you can imagine the scenes from my This is about the dream I had last night/this morning. It is so vivid that i still remember it now, which is like 9 hours past the dream(it was 5pm when i wrote this). (I don't usually remember dreams so vividly and I actually remember almost the whole thing this time.) Ok, here it goes. I didn't know where i was, I only knew I had team mates. I didn't know what i was supposed to do, I had no objectives. Then I saw knives, the small knives that magicians throw at a person on a spinning wheel with his eyes blindfolded during a magic trick. I didn't know what to do, but my arms moved, picking up knives from the floor and fling it far. It hit a woman in pink. The woman fell to the ground, dead. I didn't feel the guilt of killing, but my team mates told me that I did well, as I’ve just killed the first enemy and saved the rest of the team as no one saw that woman approaching. My team mate then gave me a katana and told me to get ready. (Can’t remember how the katana looked like anymore =.= but it was clear that it was not any kind of sword, but the Japanese samurai knife, aka Katana.) I also pick up knives from the floor, getting ready to fling at other enemies from afar. Flinging knives at others seems like a special skill I had. The next scene I remembered was me hiding behind a door. The door had a glass on the upper half that enabled me to peek, while the bottom half was opaque and I was hiding behind it. It was like a room, where my team mates were in it. I didn't pay attention to them while I grabbed my Katana hard, ready to kill. Then enemies stomped in. My team mates were fighting, but I didn't know why I was still hiding, maybe I was just scared to step up to fight, risking my life. I fling knives at them, killing enemies without them knowing. Then, a man in armour was going to kill my team mate, so I stepped out of my hiding place and I stabbed him hard with my Katana. I pulled hard, the man fell on to the grofrom my katana and pink Sakuras bloomed on my white shoes. Then there were numerous killings, knives fly from one end to the other and enemies were stabbed hard and I smiled at every death I caused. It felt like I was stuck in some kind of game, where I had to kill to attain some kind of objective. I was right; one of my team mates came carrying a woman in bridal style. She was blond and fair, dressed in a Victorian style dress with a tiara on her head. Maybe she was a princess or a queen... The cheering of my team followed seems like I’ve just completed a new quest. Dried blood on my face, clothes, shoes and katana disappeared magically. It is time for a new battle. In the next scene I remembered, I was in a green meadow, it was sunny and the air felt fresh. I was not with any team mates. I was alone, unarmed. Suddenly, the sun disappeared; it was so dark, the wind was howling and something fell from the sky and landed right beside me. I picked it up and realized that it was my katana. It was a sign; a sign that shows a new battle has begun. Crows appeared, and I slashed them when they tried to attack me with their sharp beaks. (Don't ask me why the beaks of crows were sharp; shouldn't sharp beaks belong to birds of prey?) They disappeared into gold dusts and were blown away by the howling wind. I remember very clearly that I killed 3 of them when my team mate came shouting “YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO KILL THEM!!! THANKS TO YOU WE'VE GOT POINTS DEDUCTED!" Right, I’ve made a mistake. Then I was told to kill men in grey armour. I should aim at their heart as it is the area left unprotected from their heavy armour. (LOL! Shouldn't armours protect the heart? hai... dreams...) So I ambushed behind something white (can't remember what exactly). There came a man in grey armour. I waited for the right moment and then stabbed right through his chest. Blood dripped onto the floor, and as I pulled out my Katana, blood rushed out and stained onto his armour. Instead of staining the armour red, the armour slowly turned white at the contact of blood. Slowly, the whole armour turned white with a small red patch on the chest area. The man's expressions on his face looked distorted, which looked like he was wrongly killed. Then my team mates came and accused me of wrong killings. They tried to attack me and I defended myself. However, I was reluctant to hurt them, and I was at a lost of what to do. They are team mates who fought with me; I should never kill them to keep myself alive! But if I don't, then I’m gonna die! To kill or not to kill, that’s the question. Closed my eyes and I think hard. The memories shared with these team mates played in my mind. Then I made my decision. I opened my eyes and I was back in my room, with Taguchi Junnosuke's picture smiling at me on my bedside table. Yes, that’s the dream. Weird isn't it? I woke up feeling accused, a mixed feeling of anger and sadness gushed into my head. Then I didn’t wanna wake up as I savoured the dream lying on my bed, but at the same time afraid that I might see knives flying at me if I get out of my bed. LOL Such a vivid dream. Anyone knows the meaning behind this? (this is the 500th post! Congrats to myself for writing 500 posts of my thoughts, feelings and life) |
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