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Masochism Sunday, May 29, 2011 @ 10:10 pm

I'm such a masochist, trying my best to enjoy the pain that this hardcore mugging is bringing with it.

Here i chant "Pain is pleasure, pain is pleasure."
Trying to deceive myself.

Hoping for this to end soon, craving for the day where i'm released from the ropes that chained me from freedom.

(credit to its owner)

Alright, enough with this. This is all because i was too tired from studying and went back to fanfics. I'm sorry, but these are what i read...

oh and mum was actually the one who keep pyscho-ing me to enjoy this process... i guess the masochism part is hereditary

Realy tired from this lifestyle, like i've posted before, just let me vapourise.

BUT I CAN'T! Coz if i just give up now, i'll wasting the past 1.5 years of hardwork. I shall just bear with it for the next 5 months.

Yes, pain is pleasure, pain is pleasure. Must psycho myself to believe how much pain enjoyment i'm having right now!

Once again, sorry for the kinda m-18 post, but i believe that my readers are all mature enough to understand that the above are just metaphors and analogies.
nights everyone, as i welcome my hectic june holidays

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