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quick update Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 1:29 amFeels like posting.. should just write about my recent boring hectic life bah. School is busy, as usual... I feel that my rebelious period of my life is really late. I have been having small fights with parents these days... Maybe my parents and i were really stressed up. Me by school, them by work. We are like pieces of dy leaves, a quite rub between us wll set fire... should just stay away from them from now until new year so to prevent anymore fights. Will just mug in my room and not get out, or just stay out all day and not go home until at night. Sounds like a good idea right? haha... for the benefit of both sides... Went to RDA today WHEE~~ Love the people there! They are really nice bunch of people, caring and cute and outgoing:) Made another friend today, she just finished O levels and waiting for poly to start. There are a bunch of new Sing poly volunteers in RDA, heard that they are here for some kinda project, sounds like some service learnig thing... really cool right? If we could this kinda projects then writing stupid WRs for our pw =.= Then rushed home for tuition:( that teacher is damn demoralising sia.. i dunno why, but just felt kinda uncomfortable with him.... ok fine, he is zai lah, but he give u the that "hey-i'm-the-pro-here-but-u-suck" kinda feeling... dun like him... but maybe that could be a way to push myself to get over this kinda teacher and become more zai than him!!! hope i could succeed! Like what ho always says, kill your enermy before he kills you. ok i'll "kill" him! hahahaha~ *wondering what will he think is really ever he is gonna see this haha* The only way to keep myself motivated is to listen to KAT-TUN and watching CIRCUS ACTION! haha they are GOOD! They are BLOODY HELL GOOD! They are crazy, but they let you realise no matter how small your dream is, you shouldn't be ashamed of it. They always do stupid things, but they let you realise that no matter how far your dream is, you should not give up but give ur best, and at the end of the day, you will realise how good you could be and be proud of yourself! Althoug my results suck like shit now, I;m sure i can get it back on track again! I must have faith! (such a coincidence that my playlist is playing Keep the Faith by KAT-TUN! haha, so shall share this song then:D this is the live version where they sang on one of the shows which i dun remember haha) Keep the Faith - KAT-TUN Lytics: Kyosuke Himuro/SPIN Song: Kyosuke Himuo Rap lyrics: JOKER Might as wel post the lyrics:D since most dun read jap so i'll just post translations Keep The Faith I had said many selfish things If you're here,You Know Baby,I have a place to be Because even saying "I believe" leaves scars I walk,looking for kindness said in a small voice I'm crouching down with broken wings No,no,no You show me the faith Definitely I'll keep it for you Because alone we will lose sight of tomorrow Yell it out loudly,Keep the faith No enemies and no impossibilities Fire it up,let your insticts burn Sneak away from the boring everyday My solid promise to Keep the faith A town full of mistakes Even when I feel like changing myself in some way Don't be afraid,I can't change what's inside my heart Insufficent words,the clown carries its pain Faking a smile,I'm standing still No,no,no You show me the faith Definitely I'll keep it for you Because we will light up the lamp Don't cry alone,keep the faith Even if the voice goes further away,the feeling will be here Have a dream,fall down and get back up I'm betting everything on it so Keep the faith I hurt you by acting like I don't see anyone or anything You may feel us close by,I will rescue you from that [RAP] The countdown begins,5 to the 4 Don't touch the sensor,3 to 2 I don't wanna change da style,keep the faith Race at your own pace,this is a game It's time to ignite,runaway 1,bet your life on a caress... Blahhh... So nearby... "Sweety" No,no,no you show me the faith Definitely I'll keep it for you Because alone we will lose sight of tommorow Yell it out loudly,Keep the faith No enemies and no impossibilities Fire it up,let your instincts burn Sneak away from the boring everyday My solid promise to keep the faith Have a dream,fall down and get back up I'm betting everything on it,so Keep the faith. Credits to http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/6993/kat-tun/keep-the-faith.html Monday, January 24, 2011 @ 8:54 pmHi peeps:D Sorry for not posting for so long, but actually i did update myself, just that not in this domain, have been actively using my 新浪微博(some sort of chinese twitter). Anyway, school have been busy, kinda expected that since i'm year 6 already, this is a critical year! damn, need to mug mug mug and mug somemore. If anyone, for any reason give me a mug for whatever event i.e. birthday, valentines, Xmas or whatever, i'm SO going to be mad at you, and will probably kick you (if i remember) lol~ Its the 4th week of school now, and it feels like the 4th month, coz i haven had a night that i dun have to sleep after 1130, mug until that late almost everyday sia(coz sometimes i spend my afternoon napping :X) ok... gotta get use to this kinda lifestyle quickly, before i fall sick AGAIN! I've fell sick now :( EMO TTM sia... I wanted to get my hair cut and finally got the time, and now that i'm sick and cant stop coughing, going for a hair cut is a bad idea:( Just came back from the clinic, i did something really really REALLY stupid! DAMN! Doctor:....... You are having a slight fever now. Me: I am?! Doctor: Yup, your BT is 37.4 degrees.. Me: O.O *without thinking* Could it becoz of the hot noodles i ate before i came here? Doctor: =.= errrr no... it doesn't matter. Me: (thinking) OMG! WHAT DID I JUST DO?! The above conversation proves that I AM having a slight fever... my brains are seriously not working properly T.T Doctor said it should be a viral infection, and gave me antibiotics... OMG! ANTIBIOTICS SIA~ haven gotten so ill before that i had to take antibiotics, he also gave me 1 day MC which my mum obviously do not wan me to take, ad i get to pon pe for a wek :D YAY~~~ haha... will be on medicine from tmr onwards and its a five day course, so if you see a half dead xiaoxi, please do not be alarmed, its just the medicine...
2011第一篇 Monday, January 03, 2011 @ 12:29 pm2010转眼间已经过去了。时间过得真快，总觉得2010没做什么，就这样没了。可是也觉得好像做了些什么，自己变得不一样了。矛盾的感觉，油然而生。 2010不能说是丰收的一年，因为自己感觉没有努力，还没有把自己逼到极限。想一想，老妈从早到晚的念也不是不对的。我的确还没有进入她所谓的“最佳状态”，我应该再努力些才是。总是和朋友抱怨的我，应该好好反省了！再怎么说，自己的将来是不能拿来开玩笑的。比起别人，除了学业和将来，我没啥别的需要我操心。我应该知足了。。。 算了，还是说点好地吧~ 2010年，又多了些朋友，有些只是过客，也有知己。有她的陪伴，我真的很开心，一起上下课，一起赶功课，一起挨骂，一起为互相的老鼠操心，一起。。。一起。。。 过去的一年，我很快乐，我也从她身上学到了很多。她让我更敢向自己的梦想迈进，她让我明白，自己的快乐，比学业重要。她总是说“我不会为功课而死，因为我的私生活比较重要。”所以，2010年我多了爵士鼓的课，还去考试，证明自己的实力。她也带我去RDA，认识了很多很有善心的人。在那里，我不是为了CIP而做义工，而是因为我真的关心那些可怜的孩子们。那些孩子的美好童年以被他们先天的残缺夺走，而我们就只能用我们的努力帮他们弥补，希望他们可以快乐。 谢谢你，我的生活变得跟有意义了。可惜今年，我不能再和你同班了，我很舍不得。。。可是，还是希望你会快乐，上课不要睡觉了哟~ 哈哈~ 还有我的“老朋友”们，你们也很棒。虽然不同班，但我们没有疏远，其实我们更亲近了呢，这就是他们所谓的“半糖主意”吧~ 我很庆幸我能有像你们一样的朋友们。跟你们在一起，我总觉得很安心。总觉得我好像有很多话要说，可是不知道要说什么。。。是我的华语退步了吗？算了，你们知道的。。。有些事情不用一一写出来的:P 嘿嘿^^ 谢谢你们啦~ XOXO 新年新气象！ 我会努力的！我不会在做出让自己后悔的事。我希望在2011年的最后一天往回看的时候，我可以微笑地对自己说：“不错，我做到了。” 大家要一起加油噢！一起勇敢的像自己的梦想迈进吧！！！ 记住，梦想只是一个名词，你要想办法把它变成动词！ はい！行くぞう！！！ ファイト ！！！ 一緒に がんばるよ～ Labels: 内心世界 |
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