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Some thoughts Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 7:01 pmHaven been posting for a long time. Other than the time doing volunteer work, or going for band/drums lessons, i have been staying at home... Mugging, slacking..... During this time, have been thinking about alot of stuff. Things like my future, about A levels next year, about my future uni, about my career. These stuff are really pain in the ass! I have freaking no idea. Ok, even if i had an idea, i have zero confidence that i could achieve it. OMG! I should get out more, if not i will rot at home and die of overdose of emo-ness. Recently, watching 《死神少女》sets me thinking. Thinking about the things happening to teens nowadays. It sets me to think that whether i am just special, or just too unique that people could not accept. I also feels glad that i'm not like them, running into deliquents and being threatened in one way or another. I also thought about my friends. Not too long ago, someone asked me to go somewhere and asked me to bring my current classmates along. I was like, oh my, i just realised i have no clique. I go in a pair. But wo me, its nothing, coz i enjoy it this way. But others will not understand how i feel, people might think...... Alright, i shall not care about what others think. Nvm. dun wanna write about this anymore. Ok, enough of those emo stuff.... I recently started volunteering at science centre. Really a good place :) Likes the atmosphere. Its quite good to interact with kids sometimes, they calm you down with their innocent smiles. You feel a sense of accomplishment when they smile at you and say the magic word. It feels like ive just finished a pile of homework. haha~ Sian. got retest coming. need to mug like seriously! I do NOT want to flunk anymore tests and exams! I must not do anything that threatens my future! lol~ i'm trying to get serious. so ironic. |
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