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Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 10:06 pmHAPPY belated BIRTHDAY GLORIAAAAAAAAAA!!! haha cant post yesterday, hope you will ignore the wrapper and enjoy the chocolates =) Ok everything is over! haha yu guo tian qing =)) I was so tired these days... prepared for numourous tests, getting back results and feeling stressed =( so stressed that i got sore throat. I didnt eat any spicy stuff, nor talked a lot, so my mum concluded that its due to stress haha... i'm quite suprised that i can actually score for the test haha... i thought i would have failed...nvm... band was tiring too, though it was my life... coz you will get tired in life sometimes... ok i'm not making any sense coz i'm in a half conscious mode =( falling asleep after band... We sounded better today! KEEP IT UP PEOPLE! i can see that we are nearer to our gold with honours liao yay XDD and Miss Chan is in a very good mood today, and which made practice even better haha. Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 9:58 pmIts been tiring, seriously, being the owl of you two, being the Miss Nice Gal... I dun wanna prove you are right or she is wrong, but seriously, we dun have time for this. its just weird, to suddenly have such a nice person beside me, waiting for me after all the tiring pracs, its just weird to get all those as i had never had before... its just too obvious. maybe you two should sort it out some how.... Time flies, it seemed that we only knew each other when we are sec 1 yesterday, and today, we are sec 4s... lets not waste time, being angry/pissed with one another. lets forget about all these and cherish our last few moments together. lets not live in regrets.... Labels: band Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 9:15 pmStressed up... I feel burdens coming from everywhere. They are like steel while i'm the magnet, all attracted to me... i need help TT.TT it seems that i've been failing in every aspect... results, cca and ..... nvm i dun wanna be reminded. I'm disappointed with myself, unable to score, unable to improve, unable to prevent myself from getting into more troubles. Am i expecting too much? or am i just not reaching my lowly set targets? Seriously, i'm tired, i really wanna take away the fake smiles and stupid lies and have a good rest, but i can't I wanna live in a world without troubles and worries, but i can't. I wanna stay in my comfort zone without stress, but i can't. I wanna be with people who care about me, but not people who seemed to be my friends but i dunno what they are thinking exactly... someone, please teach me how to smile truefully again~~ ty joel =) thanks for your "counselling" sessions Labels: 心情 Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 9:52 pmok do i really sounded so bad in my previous post? ok then, let me share more about myself. I'm protective of myself and will hide my real feelings and emotions and wear a thick social mask... and only exposed to really very close ppl like relatives and those friends that i've known for years, oh and blogs and diaries as well. but i stoped writing diaries since years ago.... Please do not be alarmed if you see similar posts again =)) ok forget about the emo stuff and whatever... oh tmr is valentines and already got presents today. THANKS GUYS =) (actually mostly girls give de XD) I'm so sorry that i rushed out of the house today and forgot to bring for the class =( but i'm giving band ppl tmr =) today played spirited away!!! DAMN NICE! and i'm playing the piano... i was sight-reading and there were a few parts of solo... OMG! totally screwed XP, but miss chan never scold *phew*, i think she know that i'm sight reading haha... and also epicus. we played once through! SHIOK NIA!!! but the song sounded kinda empty when glor was away coz the toms are quite significant in the song... haha and her xlyo solo also gone... and mr lee talked to us and told us to be FIRM with the sec ones and no smiling and stuff... OK THEN! but please, juniors(not only sec ones) dun hate me... i'll "return" to my normal self after a few months time hehe... OMG SYF is drawing near and we are going for rehearsal soon... gosh.. hope that everyone will not chicken out!! I WONT! Coz i'm not facing the auidence =X Happy Valentines day =)) though its tmr XD Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 9:12 pmHaven been blogging le hehe... busy busy busy XDD i'm not going to wrtie what happened the WHOLE week. nothing much lah... i've got no life, remember? This week. I got BULLIED!!! By Mr. NG! He "made fun" of my name!!! WTH its super irritating when other teachers call by the wrong pronounciation, but he know how to prononce then, gu4yi4 gace me nick name leh!!! WALAO!! Then the whole class bursted into laughter and started calling me the stupid name he gave!!! I know its just for fun and they dun have any bad intentions, but its super irritating lah... i feel INSULTED. ITS FKING IRRITATING!! CANT YOU FKING PPL JUST SHUT YOUR FKING TRAPS? NVM. Today, Sec ones joined in to band! We got great juniors =)) ok i'mnot sure if they are great, but they are all ex-percussionists =) this means less teaching haha... then miss chan gave new scores - Miss saigon... seems nice, quite difficult and all the juniors are playing. I'M SLACKING!! lol... tmr will have CCA again, its compulsory for all com members. gosh. i'm having band like 4 days a week??? lol... Sunday, February 01, 2009 @ 5:45 pmIt was mummy's birthday yesterday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY =)) only took a pic of my mum cutting the cake with dad coz the cam have ran out of battery =( ok lets see what i've done this week... ++== Tuesday ==++ lets talk about that dinner. one word "DELICIOUS"!!!! hahaha. of course lah, its my parents who are cooking. oh and i didn't know that i had a cousin since that day man... she is my father's aunt's grandaughter.... So far away from me right? Actually there isn't any blood relations between us, but great gramma helped my gramma and supported her to go uni, so we should look after each other when she is alone in singapore =) oh and she asked me if i wanna go out with her.. I would love to! but, due to my tight schedule... difficult sia.. oh and my that "playboy" fren was there too... he got a stead (as i've metioned in the last post), and said that my cousin was seriously VERY CHIO!!! (which i totally agree haha) see lah? playboy is like that one, they can't really give up the whole forest just to look after a tree... Oh btw, my cousin is 19 =) the dinner was great, and there is this amasing thing. My parents and my fren's parents finished a bottle of wine, a dozen of Asahi jap beer, a dozen of Calsberge and 4 cans of qingdao beer.... WOW!!! SIXTEEN CANS OF BEER AND A BOTTLE OF WINE FINISHED BY 4 PERSON!!!! and all of them we perfectly fine after drinking!!! lol... ++== Wednesday ==++ school started after two SHORT days of CNY hols.... i fell asleep during Language Arts and pia finish the chinese compre in 40 mins and got 20 mins of sleep =)) lesson that day was boring, maths was tough T.T Had sectionals with a lot of absentees which pissed glor off.... then did 2 terrible ensembles.... we shoud seriously go get some nice ensembles lor.... ++== Thursday ==++ let me recall....... . .. ... .... ... .. . i was still trying to keep myself awake as i didn had enough sleep... nothing much happened i think co i cant really recall any "events" happened XDD ++== Friday ==++ had badminton during PE! quite sian lah (i'm not zhuai4-ing ok?) coz keep failing rally =( and i didn wan the teacher to know i got learn before, but too bad, she saw and i think she knew TT.TT the school's racket SUCK! lol... i'll bring my own racket if i have the time to go n buy my grip hehe... lessons were boring (as usual) CCA! sian... strokes till around 4... and miss chan told glor to borrow the chinese cymbals from CO for our SYF piece... lol... sounded quite... weird i should say.... coz not used to it bah... nothing much bah... but i think we sounded better on friday than any other days, which means there are improvements YAY!!! XDD then we ended quite early coz they have senior band later. Excos had meeting so i still reached home at around the same time... ++== Saturday ==++ CCA. i realise that my life is evolved around BAND.... good or bad? you decide. it wasn't productive coz huisee isn't here. so we did strokes and ensembles... which bored wenrui totally haha... i'm glad to see that the 2 PRC scholars are very willing to learn =) then had tuition and i finally understood RATE OF CHANGE!!! WOOTS!!! later celebrated mum's birthday =)) ++== Today (sun) ==++ Badminton training lunch homework i've been researching about my CID4, crystal growing... sian... the crystals were nice, but the names are so alien lor... dunno if can suceed or not... Wish me luck ppl =)) oh and good luck for Maths test everyone =) |
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