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Sunday, July 06, 2008 @ 5:39 pm
Hey... haven been blogging for a long time... Now in a loss of words.... hmm... should upload the pics xj took the last time during the concert... ok... it looks tiny... nvm....  hmm... Probation is gonna end soon, the seniors are going to step down... After Xueqiang's "scolding" that day... I've lost my confidence.. I thought i was doing alrite, but i later realised that there is so much space for improvement... Maybe Mrs wong was rite, there are many "Hems" but none will want to admit they are or even didn't realise tat they are "hems"... Changes are common in life... and i'm relactent to change, to step out completely from my comfort zone... Its alrite if we are not the 2 mice, simpleminded but react to change almost immediately, but we should be "Haw", react to change after lagging for a while but not to be "hem" who waits for the change to be undone when it is impossible... From the personality test "CHANGES" i scored 75 points for positive thinking and 77 pts for negative thinking... PPL like me are the most scary and unpredictable ppl... Coz we seem to be positive yet negative about changes.. Ironic rite? But this is life, its ironic... See? Now im starting to wonder if i have split personality, or do i need to visit the IMH for a check up... Maybe some fu2 dao3 yuan2 would help too... K back to topic, band.. The seniors are stepping down, in a few weeks time and I've started to get worried... GOSH! hu is gona lead percuz? What will happen if we do not have DDNN and WJ? lol... I've started to ponder over these questions even though i oready have the answer in my mind... haizz... SPLIT again... I seriously need a mental health check up... I seriously feel that I'm a failure... My grades are dropping, my strokes are not improving, my bounce has became more and more (dammit). My Jap is failing while both my parents Aced it easily when they were my age, I'm not doing the rite thing for probation, i'm not improving, not changing for the best, my badmintton skills became so lan4 that I can't even trash a new comer... WTS! Please tell me that i'm expecting too much from myself.. but NO! I'm just escaping from reality with this very bad excuse... Labels: band |
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