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Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 5:30 pm

OMG!!! I finally found the piano score for FLIGHT OF THE CRAZY BUMBLE BEE!!!!!

Got jazz version some more... but no much diff leh... these ppl are so damn pro lor... play piano like drink water like that... dunno which day will i be able to achieve that... I realised that when you listen to that song, u do things damn fast nia, just becoz of the song woor... haha


http://www.gangqinpu.com/html/3736.htm Flight of the bumble bee (normal)

http://www.gangqinpu.com/html/3888.htm Flight of the bumble bee (jazz version)

oh and the entertainer that percuz got play before... sound so different lor...

http://www.gangqinpu.com/html/1972.htm The Entertainer

Damn cool sia... these ppl are crazy man... so xian4 mu3...
OK nvm... let me continue about journey of OBS

Day THREE :
Kayaking!! Kayak the whole day... k not really lah... 9.5km, about 6-7 hours.
We kayaked through the island and to camp 1... In the mangrove and the "sweet" smelling mud reminds me of the mud pie (YUCK!) K, shall not lame anymore...

The damn rain in the morning stopped us from kayakong and we were delayed by about an hour or so... hmm... then wad...


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My memory is failing me... DAMMIT! Anyway, after kayaking, we finally reached the best campsite ever! Camp 1 !!! The facilities are damn good, just that the toilets are too little... Then had a nice dinner that we do not have to cook! YAY!! Then saw Yingxue's watch there and i hugged yingxue like i've never hugged her before... miss her mah.. haha...

Then told her some stuff that i think she should noe, then she got totally mad with HIM... OMG! She is scary man, so angry lor, but HE was too much too. I think its just some misunderstanding, but this kinda results... Maybe its my fault about telling her about HIM... Wadeva.. She finally cooled down... Wad a relief...

Then We gals are laughing about some crap, then Siqi got so affected and ask if we were laughing at them... We said yes, and they asked what, but we refuse to tell... Then they start listing out ALL their "secrets" haha... All those crap, like what hu constipated, their disposable underwear... haha... So baichi lor...

After all these talking, we went to sleep and awaits for the next morning.


~ The End ~

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Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 7:10 pm

WOOTS~~ I SURVIVED OBS IN 1 PIECE!!!


haha... Thats exagerating... OBS is not too bad after all! I super LOVE my watch!!! My watch is DA GAMA!
Da Gama members :
Tracy =)
Feei =)
Jillian =)
Huijie =)
Yijun =)
Joycelin =)
Kennard =)
Jun Fei =)
Si Qi =)
Aaron =)
Gorden =)
Yen Cheng =)
Changwei =)
Zhen Chen =)

Everyone survived together. The guys are extremely nice on the last few days. They used to be quite petty and we are not bonded at all, u do ur stuff while we do ours, but they totally changed after the height element and the initiative thing. I dunch noe why, but they suddenly became so mature! They took the initiative to help us(gals) to carry stuff during trekking, wash the necessary stuff and we cooked and wash the pots and mastins together! haha. Thanks to all of you guys, i had a wonderful OBS! haha...


Not forgeting our instructor NAF! She is damn nice ok? But she can be strict at times, and a bit naggy somtimes XD.

Day ONE :
We reached Pungol Jetty and formed our watches and got to see our instructor. We sat down on the grass and had ice breakers. Then it started raining, our bags are all wet, we played games in our ponchos. 1st, we have to ask 3 questions 3 times for 3 person.
Questions are :
1)wads ur favourite colour of underwear.
2)Whats ur fav. flavour of ice cream
3)Whos ur fav. teacher.

My answers are :
1) red. hahahaha... i'm not too sure oso lor... so any how answer haha
2) Cookies and cream. YUM YUM
3) Mrs Khoo
Some people answered Ms Ek, Mrs look.... =.= so fake lor...

Day TWO :
We did trustfall, where u stand on the platform, back facing the others hu pulled the canverst open and u do a free fall down... I was scared as i cant see what is going on behind me, so Naf told me to squad down and row over. Not too bad lah... Then later the bigger sized guys, and GORDEN was our "BOSS" "mega challenge" haha... Everyone pulled damn had and tucked in our chins.

Then we practice belaying and falling from high. harnest is damn tight lor... the guys were complaining about their ____ once AGAIN... haizz... They are still not growing...
Then we got to noe our buddy watches, Nila Utama( got Bing le, Jiayi, yy, and other 3K guys and 3L ppl) and Hillary(mostly 3I and 3J gals and 2 guys from 3J i think) We played team building games and competed with the other 2 watches. Although we didn win anything, but we got more bonded.

After lunch, we packed up and treked 2.7 KM with our about 7kg backpacks to a ulu place in the forest. We set off after Hillary and Nila utama but we reached a little later than Utama and before Hillary! AMAZING! ALL THANKS TO CHANGWEI, our navigator!
We did rafting, we didn finish in the limited time, but everyone took part and did all that we can do. Not like Utama, got ppl slp lor, then got scolded haha...

After that, we pitched our tent in the ulu place and cooked our dinner. After dinner, we got our sea X leaders to brief us on what we gona do , its kayaking!! k, i'm not that enthu about kayaking ...

In the night, we gals bitched in the tent about Gorden and M***a haha... then did our sentry duties. We could see Johor from our campsite and can hear the techno opposite. haha... we were "dancing", and i discovered damn lots of secrets that i didn noe lor...

K i shall update the others next time... BB =)

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Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 5:26 pm

tmr is OBS!!!
Omg.. I'm in a weird mood, nervous but looking forwad. This IS A PARADOX!

I was reading Siwei's blog and realised he serious he was towards the exco/AL thing... Maybe i shall reflect too...

I seriously learnt a lot during this period of probation. I used to be the bandsmn hu just follow orders but now, I'm the AL, I'm suppose to lead. Its just like watching a movie, when we are the audience, we just watch sit back and relax, but when you are the actors, you have to put in a lot of effort to make the thing a success... Ok... sounds chim...

I've gone through 1st interview, probation and 2nd interview. Not sure if i will succeed this time, coz they have not reviewed the results, bu i'm sure i will not feel too bad if im not an exco.
ping2 chang2 xin1.
I think this experince is oready what i've gained during probation, this kinda experince is something that other bandsmen dun have. However, winning is just a bonus.

haizz... I SWEAR that i'm not being sacar or showing off or anything... Just sharing my reflections...

K too much of band... I realised that all my posts these days are about band...
TMR is OBS! K, repeated. I'm sure i will die from all the mozzies there DX. Wish me luck that i will survive ok? haha =)

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Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 6:41 pm

hmm... wad should i post...
I'm going to OBS in 2 days...

别人付钱,享受世外桃源,
而我付钱,“享受”蚊虫的叮咬,与天气的折磨。

天理何在啊???

好了,还是不要这么悲观,反正都要去,不如以乐观的心态去享受。。。

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Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 9:34 pm

I haven been feeling alright (emotinally) these days... Maybe its time to visit the Psychologist. Feeling stressed and confused about my very own feelings... Maybe i'm just thinking too much... Sianzz....

I think i screwed my 2nd interview. But that is what everyone says after the interview lor. nvm... Dunno feel like talking about it. As for the new batch of EXCOs, dun really wana predict, its some what a sensitive topic man, you wont noe it that you have just hurted a person's feeling just by a simple sentence. But sec 2 ALs, dun feel sad coz you all still have chance net year and those hu are not in the 2nd interview does not mean you are out already... Must be positive... (i was seriously quite shock to not see siwei's name on the list DX)

Ok. Maths test, LA and Bio test. I screwed maths and bio coz my brain just totaally went blanck when i saw the questions. But i think LA was alright. OMG! This is the FIRST time that i think i've done alright for LA lor.. haha... *Achievement*

Thday we stayed back for a maths competition and OBS briefing. I would rather die than doing the jetty jump. I SWEAR! I have hydrophobia (【心】恐水症, 对于水的无端恐惧) according to the dictionary... Wadeva, I'm gona hate OBS for the water activities man! But kenneth said its gona be memorable and must cherish. My foot! Haha... k, i shall not be so mean...

We had our dear section dinner at sumo house @ clementi today. Our section consist of Gloria, Kenneth and me... WALAO! Wad kinda section dinner is this? Our section dunno y is like losing the super sticky substance we had last time with huiyi that batch... sad...
We used to love each other so much and stick really as a section and had dinner together almost all the fridays lor... Sometimes even tuesday... But now? how many section didnner have we had? Exclusive of this, about 2 lunches after prac at yuhua... hmm... next year... SYF. Without our dear sec 4s DX!!! DIE LIAO! Must buck up liao ... I was doing rolling and my 2nd finger swell due to the practice... haizz... Dun care. Must buck up!

Percuz buck up! Not only the practing but also the love for each other! We must work hard together and strive for SYF next year!!!!


Oh i saw this pic while browsing the net... so i shall post =)
I dun like the girl's pic but i love the rose. haha...

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 6:56 pm

hmm. Ive got into e 2nd interview. Duno i should feel happy or sad.
Im bad at comfortin ppl, so plz 4give me.
U seemed so happy bt i can see tat u r nt actually. U might b bleeding inside while u r laughin ur heart out on e outside.
Life is ironic.

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Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 7:29 pm

Hey guys! Haven been blogging for a long time... This is due to the busy-ness brought by the SPEECH DAY! The damn rehearsals, the carrying of instruments... walau... damn tired=( But finally, SPEECH DAY IS FINALLY OVER!!! WOOTS!!!

haha... Ok this morning i reached school at 7am coz the band require us to do so, then the head was late himself and opened the band room at around 710am.. Later, we go warm up and do combine, since all our instrus are in the SC room and backstage, we played all mallets part on the vibraphone and DDNN was tring to make his own snare with the piccolo snare, tom-tom and make gloria hold a cymbal as ride/suspend cymbal... haha...

March Blue Sky was alright during combine coz we had a tom as the bass drum and a piccolo snare. I was playing the vibraphone as a substitution of my bells. But Jap Graf sounded terible without the drumset. I AM SERIOUS! Then DDNN failed to construct his drumset so he only played the snare for the G and H part..

After that is the wait till our performance. We waited and waited and we are the last item... GOSH! Wait for the ppl to finish speech-ing and give out the prizes... Then we went to check our instrument..

Walau! Our bass drum skin kena blue paint!!! WTS! But luckily it was the side that we are going to change anway so its ok lah...

BUT! Dunno which bunch of idiots spoiled our timpani!! WTF. Everyting out of tune! And for the following band pracs we cannot play timpani anymore coz its SO OUT! The idiots spoilt one pedal, and pushed all the tuning buttons together. That is supposed to be done with a screw and a tuner and a professionist. and they just push everything with bare hand! Its not an accident! Coz it require force! If we catch the ppl i tell u, they are SO DEAD!

Zile was so pissed coz timpani was his baobei... Gloria was pissed off too..haizz.. sad nia... I bet Miss Chan will be damn mad with us lor... Sad... but wad was done cannot be undone... No chioce... 听天由命吧...

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Monday, July 07, 2008 @ 4:35 pm

Happy youths' day!
Its not happy at all... Because im pia-ing my hw.. i've just finished one letter writing assignment by the LA teacher, and i'm still left with a maths WS, Biolgy assignment and the HCL thing where you describe 2 person...

For that... hmm... i haven really thought of hu i was to write about... Maybe... maybe....
OK.. I've done emo-ing yesterday and i will not do that today! I will try my best not to...


I wana share about this movie... Its quite an old one, about this 2 japanese kids found a dog and they adopt it. Then one day, earthquake happened and the dog saved them. The gal and grandpa was taken away by the helicopter but Mary (the dog) cant and she was left there with her 3 puppies. Then the movie showed how she and her pups survived in the area without people. They had enemies too... And blah blah blah goes on and on... Its really touching and Mary is SO CUTE!!! I was moved to tears seriously... I shall go and find the movie's poster and paste it... haha...

i wanted to watch 10 promises with my dog but cant, coz my mum was busy and only GV has it... I think i will cry like siao lor... so i will bring a lot of tissue paper if i go watch... haha...
Anyone wans to go watch with me???




Sunday, July 06, 2008 @ 5:39 pm



Hey... haven been blogging for a long time...
Now in a loss of words....
hmm... should upload the pics xj took the last time during the concert...
ok... it looks tiny... nvm....
hmm...
Probation is gonna end soon, the seniors are going to step down...
After Xueqiang's "scolding" that day... I've lost my confidence.. I thought i was doing alrite, but i later realised that there is so much space for improvement... Maybe Mrs wong was rite, there are many "Hems" but none will want to admit they are or even didn't realise tat they are "hems"... Changes are common in life... and i'm relactent to change, to step out completely from my comfort zone...

Its alrite if we are not the 2 mice, simpleminded but react to change almost immediately, but we should be "Haw", react to change after lagging for a while but not to be "hem" who waits for the change to be undone when it is impossible...

From the personality test "CHANGES" i scored 75 points for positive thinking and 77 pts for negative thinking... PPL like me are the most scary and unpredictable ppl... Coz we seem to be positive yet negative about changes.. Ironic rite? But this is life, its ironic...

See? Now im starting to wonder if i have split personality, or do i need to visit the IMH for a check up... Maybe some fu2 dao3 yuan2 would help too...

K back to topic, band.. The seniors are stepping down, in a few weeks time and I've started to get worried... GOSH! hu is gona lead percuz? What will happen if we do not have DDNN and WJ? lol... I've started to ponder over these questions even though i oready have the answer in my mind... haizz... SPLIT again... I seriously need a mental health check up...




I seriously feel that I'm a failure... My grades are dropping, my strokes are not improving, my bounce has became more and more (dammit). My Jap is failing while both my parents Aced it easily when they were my age, I'm not doing the rite thing for probation, i'm not improving, not changing for the best, my badmintton skills became so lan4 that I can't even trash a new comer... WTS!
Please tell me that i'm expecting too much from myself.. but NO! I'm just escaping from reality with this very bad excuse...

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