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Monday, July 30, 2007 @ 9:37 pm

当一个人看起来很坚强时,她的内心总是脆弱的

I really cant take wad had happened..
i cant do wad u say... lyk taking them lightly...
i wan to but juz cant!!
DAMN!
but im not going to care ...
try to make myself happy is still the most important thing...
忘了今天,盼望着每好的明天。。。
=)



@ 7:27 pm

I dun really wana took about anithing related thday....
but juz a jump to conclusion...

THDAY SUCK TOTALLY!!!!



Friday, July 27, 2007 @ 8:21 pm

Hey ppl!!!!
WE had home econs thday!!!!
ROCK BUNZZzz....
these are my end product .....
Hehe...
But overall sch was boring thday....
n for band rite...
JE nv come,
hs n Gloria went to take sec1s
Wj,kenneth and Sarah went for the marching....
the whole percuz onli have me n pris...
so kelian....
haha....



Thursday, July 26, 2007 @ 8:59 pm

Hey ppl...
thday van is not in sch... quite sian but oli came to seat later...
haha...
we did this very COOL chemistry experiment thday!!!
SO fun can?
its to put sodium metal into water....
sodium is highly reative!!!
i think the teacher put to much le...
at 1st it onli "sizzle" above water....
then a little of spark...
out of the sudden BOOM!!
EXPLOSION!!!
COOLL!!!!!! haha...
Oli screamed... haha....
its so fun!!!
Wishing for more this kinda chem experiments!!

I think chem is not tat difficult lah...
but memorizing the terms is lyk... wah... chim!!!!
hahaha... I guess i muz jiayou tis semester le...
I muz win HIM!
I dun care!
Co he have been showiing off for 2 years!
I muz win him in at least 2 subjects!
WIsh me luck ppl!! =)



Monday, July 23, 2007 @ 7:48 pm

Hey
Erm, sorry to ppl hu wan me 2 relink or change blogskin...
but really dun have the time....
so soso sososo sorry....

haha.... hope u all dun mind lah....
last sat happened a lot of things woor....
haha... but cant say coz both he n she will kill me....
sianzz...
i think i will post the pics took in the camp when i'm free...
hmm... wed??
i think so....
nvm...

oh yeah abt the white part of my blog rite...
plz do not take it to heart as i ani hw rite one...
i went to read thru thday n i oso dunno wad i was writing...
haha...

thday had swmming...
the coach lost voice...
JH very bad lor... she say the coach scold ppl too much le... tats y...
haha... i say its becoz of the durian season...
eat le lost voice...
I WAN TO EAT DURIAN OSO!!!!
lol... siao lah...
parents always say its too heaty... will be sick then cant go sch...
miss sch is gdwad rite???
haha...

oh yeah... Got my pre-ordered HP last bk on sat...
didn really read coz didn have much time as dad oways pack my time with math papers...
sian...
but a lot ppl die leh...
y??? My Fred!!!
ARHHHHHHH!!!
lol... gtg bb!! =)



Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 8:45 pm

hmm....
juz "saved" olivia from the disastrous wj....
hahaha
英雄救美。。。
Lol... not funny....

we went to little india thday....
I juz dunch noe y ppl are so racist lor...
Dunch get them....

I find the india culture n the myths/legends are so nice lor...
theirs stories so real lor...
not lyk some of the chinese ones...so scary lor....
haizz....

i bought some indian sweets oso...
they look lyk biscuits ....
but they are sweets...
but very tasty!!!
hehe



Monday, July 16, 2007 @ 9:43 pm

Sry.... 3rd post thday...

Coz i finally got the time to find the lyrics...
I love this song....
The music, the lyrics, the meanings....
Enjoy bah....

Hands Held High - Linkin Park
Turn my mike up louder I got to say something
Light weights step to the side when we come in

Feel it in your chest the syllables get pumping
People on the street they panic and start running

Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming
I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme, I'm dumping

Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and

Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping

Risk something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for

Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for

Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor

Like they understand you in the back of the jet
When you can't put gas in your tank

These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the check
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect

For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"

[Chorus]
Amen x 5

In my living room watching but I am not laughing
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen

World is cold the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions

Ten years old it's something to see
Another kid my age drug under a jeep

Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me

Do you see the soldiers they're out today
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away

It's ironic at times like this you pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday

There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes

My dad he's got a lot of fear I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show

My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine

On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside
When the rich wage war it's the poor who die

Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"

[Chorus]
Amen x 5

With hands held high into a sky so blue
As the ocean opens up to swallow you



@ 8:49 pm

this post is not meant to be understood by normal people...
so plz ignore... its juz 4 me to 发泄

hmm....
I think u will nv under stand this kinda feeling....
cold blooded ppl lyk u....
I'm starting to regard...
Y do i ____ _______ ___ ppl lyk u???
Hoping u to understand these is lyk hoping hopelessly to see pigs growing wings n fly....

I see u n her quite close...
i think u 2 are better looking tog....
so go on n tell her...
y not???

Nvm... I'm quiting this stupid game....
both u n i dun deserve it aniway....

sianzzz.....
wish u gd luck...
maybe u can get something our with her....



@ 8:30 pm

Thday is So fun!!!
Y cant everyday be like today???
Nono... I regrat tat sentence...
Coz I've been burnt!!!
I'm like a shrimp now lor...
Coz My arm is lyk one part red, n the next strip is white...(continue urself...)
SIanzz....

But thday in-line skate is SO DAMN FUN!!!!
Although i noe how but i cant stop and turn properly...
Now i can trun a stop le!!!
YAY!!!
Thnx to the coaches!!!!

Its so funny lor...
Olivia was scared of the thing lah....
n WJ was falling n he was blaming it to his flat foot...
lol... hope so...
Woops... I'm being bad here...
=0 =) =D XD =.=



Saturday, July 14, 2007 @ 6:34 pm

Hey!!! Thday is the Annual Speech Day...
My first performance in band in RVHS!!!! *clap clap*
haha...
I think its quite ok lah...
Then i finially moved in while playing...
but the place very small....
cant move a lot....
hehe....
hmm... then went to JE with oli n took Neo...
Its like Spastic lor...
coz the damn machine so fast....
we didn hav much time to decorate lor...
walau....
nvm... but at least the persons in the neos are nice can liao...
muahahahaha....

Gona watch Harry Potter with parent...
haha... So looking 4ward to tat....



Friday, July 13, 2007 @ 9:51 pm

Hey ppl!!! Its the BLACK FRIDAY THDAY!!!

SO??? I'm not Christian so doesnt matter to me...
but then y still so suai thday huh???
hp got prob...

nvm... I think our class is cursed....
every teacher teach 4 a full year except form lah...
the chem teacher onli taught 3 lesson then he gone le...
ARGH!!! Y like tat???
Then always use new n dunno-how-to-teach teacher to teach us lor...
DAMN IT!!!!!
Stu sch lah....
我们真的这么渺小吗?
我们真的这么不重要吗?
不是说每一个学生都是平等的吗?
你到底什么意思???

SIANZZZ...
Then thday HCL is spent on a class matter....
i think its useful lah....
but u think the class will take it to heart meh???
To us ppl who treats him more equally...
its usefull...
but u think the others will take it seriously meh???
Haizz... but i think he is quite pathetic lah...
Coz i've been through wad he is going through b4...
Tats y....
KZERS, U NOE WAD I'M TOKING ABT...
SO I THINK WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING....
LETS CHERISH THE LAST FEW MONTHS OF 2KZER LIFE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE....

yes... I wana cherish these few months b4 it ends....
b4 we become strangers once agn....



Wednesday, July 11, 2007 @ 5:38 pm

sianzz...
nothing 2 do n dun wana do hw yet...
quiz!!!
lol...

Do You?
*believe the term 'love at first sight': not really
*have someone you really care for presently: sure! ma,pa, my kawaii little cousin....
*believe in love: D'oh! hu dunt?
*play the piano: yeah
*play the drums: yeah
*like your life: oh lah
*like school: yeah... but hate homework
*like dancing: Nah.... but like to watch hip-hop dancing...
*like sweets: YES! they keep me awake in class...
*like travelling: kinda...
*own an Xbox/playstationer: I wish....
*love spongebob squarepants: used to...
*ride a bike: yeah... n my hp was spoiled becoz of tat...
*read HarryPotter: yeah... but prefer the movie...
*yell at your sibling/s: no sibling how to yell?
*argue with your parents: yeah...
*love McDonalds: ok lah...
*play basketball: nah...
*play badminton: yeah...
*play tennis: nah...
*play bowling: nah...



Monday, July 09, 2007 @ 7:10 pm

2nd post...
Coz feeling very pissed off...
so decided to do a quiz...
see if it could cheer me up...


1. Your fav song? -A lot...
2. What month were you born in? -december
3. Where do you live? - S'pore/ Toh Guan RD

DESCRIBE YOUR..
4. Wallet: White
5. Dream car: AE86? lol.... I prefer motor bikes...
6. Toothbrush: Purple... ( i noe its very gay lah...)
7. Jewelry worn daily: nah...
8. Pillow Case: white
9. Eyes: brown
10. House color: white a baby pink
11. Love life: Nah... If have oso wont say lah...
12. Cologne/Perfume: Nah
13. CD in stereo: Lots....
14. Piercings: Nah... But wana pierce my ears...

WHAT ARE YOU...
15. Wearing? -Sch uni
16. Wanting? - To sleep
17. The last thing you ate? - 排骨饭
18. Something you are afraid of? - NWMJ???
19. Do you like candles? - not those white ones....
20. Do you like the taste of blood? - I'm not a vamp even though i like them...
21. Do you believe in love? - D'oh...
22. Do you believe in soulmates? - yeah, y oways got this question huh?
23. Do you like seafood? - MY FAVOURITE!!!!
24. Do you remember your dreams? - Nah....
25. Do you consider yourself a study freak? -Dun think so leh...
26. Do you like tattoos? - yeah... tattoos on other ppl's arms or any where...
27. Do you believe in miracles? -NEVER...
28. Do you burn easily in the sun? -yeah.... quite
29. Do you speak another language? -yeah....
30. What's something you wish you could understand better? - hmm... him?
31. Are you shy around your crush? -never...
32. Got any plans for the weekend? - hmm... salp till noon?
33. Do you miss anyone? - after thday, NO!
34. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? - lol... I'm onli 14 leh....
35. Orange juice or apple? -apple
36. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with? -myself...
37. What was the last text message you sent? -SHIT! Phone spoil again! cant sms u animore leh... BB!!
38. Lucky number? -23
39. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? - a few weeks ago ...
40. Have you ever won a trophy? - yeah...
41. Are u a good cook? - quite bah...
42?
43. Do the Chinese really use cats in their food? -some places lyk... forgot le....
44. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? -D'ohh~~
45. What was the last movie u watch? - something downloaded from the net de.... 4got hte name...
46. Would you rather find true love or be a millionaire? -true love...
47. Do you believe in love at first sight? -not really...
48. What is/are your favorite animal(s)? - cats!!!


hmmm.... didn feel ani better leh....



@ 6:51 pm

Sianzz...
Thday got swimming lesson...
But didn go coz u noe... Gal problem...
Nvm...
Then we did history roleplay after that...
They are so damn NOT co-operative lah...
So pissed!!!!!!!
TAT MOTHERF**KIN IDIOT!!!!
sianzz...
he is lyk... nvm... u saw my adjective le...
haizz...
the teacher oso very wad lor...
expect us wad?
act until lyk e phatom of opera huh...
expectation so high 4 wad????
sianzz... wad u expect some 14 kids do???
haizz.... R* is hopeless....



Friday, July 06, 2007 @ 9:23 pm

Argh!!!
So damn tired!!!
After Speech day rehearsal then still had Jap lesson...
DEAD TIRED!!!!!!
DYING OF HUNGER!!!!
Now listening to Linkin Park...
"tell me wad the f*** is wrong!"
Lol... Nice lyrics rite???
Some more no censoreship leh...
Coz i bought it is china mah...

Haizz.... Feeling lazt to blog coz very tired...
I continue tmr bah...
BB! =)



Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ 9:09 pm

Yo ppl...
Sry 4 not blogging ... nvm...

2/7/2007
It's Olivia's bday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!!
haha...
She was so touched when she saw the cake n the gifts...
Will upload the pics later...
We had lots of fun...
The Oli made a very ugly ( n disgusting) thing with the free ice cream...
YUCKS!!! I will SHOW u all... haha

3/7/2007
Poned 2hr and 45 mins of sch this morn...
Coz i had piano exam!!! GRADE 6!
So nervous...
i seriously think tat im gona flunk it!
Coz of the scales AGAIN!!!!
DAMN IT LAH!!!!
NVM... Over liao...
Nothing can be done...

K... gtg BB!!! =)



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