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Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 9:52 pmAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! STUPID YITHONG!!!! U MADE MY COM CRASH !!!!!!! !@#$%^&*&^%$#@! No lah... Tats not vulgarity... its juz some nice codes!!! lol... and i think your com oso crash... so no use scolding you.... PPL BE WARE!!!! NV EVER ACCEPT THE FILE " PHOTO ALBUM. zip" ON MSN!!!! IF YOU DUN WAN YOUR COM TO CRASH!!! COZ THATS A VIRUS!!!! Haizz... thday so buzy!!! THen almost fainted thday... dun really lyk 2 say... but the most sadist thing is tat... I FLUNCKED MY MATHS TEST!!!! ARGH!!!! I dunno how 2 do the last question!!! SHIT!!!! How can i not noe? Maths is always my best sub. leh... SAd!!!! Xx went crying ..... Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 4:11 pmHalo.. Hope u all lyk the story tat i posted below... K lets tok about thday... Theres this class leader investiture today, but i think slept through most of it... Nvm... Coz i was super sleepy thday... Still feel lyk slping now... Then during PDP, MJ made Mr. Tan very angry... Haizz... Y MJ oways make ppl angry? so weird!!! such a trouble maker.... Heard from ppl tat he 翻白眼 at the teacher wich made more angry... haizz... After their "fiery tok" rite, the droplets of saliva was visible on the table... Eekxx.... I think this is all i can say lor... coz nothing much 2 say lor... Haha... School is getting sian .... @ 4:03 pmFull Story of No. 89757 I found this last year n its really a very nice story... N i promised Alicia to post it... haha... Enjoy!!! Year 3005 When I opened my eyes, the system told me that the girl right before my eyes is my Master, and I must always be loyal to her. “Master, I will never betray you!” This was the first sentence I said. She smiled back, and looked into my eyes, I was mesmerized. From her eyes, I saw the reflection of my sky-blue eyes. And from her eyes, I saw myself smiling, and two deep dimples as well. “You’re such a cute robot,” She said. She then thought for awhile, and suddenly said “I’m gonna call you, 89757, my robot, 89757” From that day onwards, I was called “No. 89757”. I follow my Master everywhere she goes to, I help her do the housework, I cook for her, and I make her happy. When she’s happy, she will always say, “I really like you!” I do not understand what it means by liking, maybe it’s the feeling master feels about me. I’m sure Master is a very lovable girl, she has a very innocent and cute look in her. She will always lie in my arms and fall asleep. Her mouth will always have a smile on it, and it looks like it holds a lot of happiness in it. One day, Master brought home a guy, she told me that he was her boyfriend, and asked me to serve him too. Of course I will obey her. The guy was tall and handsome, and very busy. He always made calls when Master leaves for a short while. And the person on the other line sounds like a girl. Ever since Master started dating the guy, everytime she starts talking about him, my system will always slow down, I will always have this uncomfortable feeling, but this feeling goes off after a while. One day, when Master came home, her eyes were red and puffy, and her face was very pale. She was unhappy, so I dare not ask any questions. When I walked in front of her, she hugged me and cried on my shoulder. I didn’t know what to do, my system told me that I should hug her too. At the time I hugged her back, my system stopped for a time of 0.125 seconds. But then, it returned back to normal again. But I have a weird feeling in my body. Master cried and told me, “He cheated me, he cheated me, he has plenty of girlfriends, why must he cheat me! 89757, do you know what I really need now is you? You will never betray me, right?” “Yes, Master, I will never betray you.” In the end, Master lay in my arms and slept. The days went back to normal again, but the only thing that was missing was Master’s sweet smile. Then one day, the guy came back again. Master was so happy, she thought that he came back to apologized to her, and plead her for forgiveness. But, all he said was he wanted to take back the things that belonged to him. I chased him out of the house violently, and threw out the things that belonged to him out of the balcony. When the guy left, Master started crying again. She said, “I’m a person that no one loves!” A weird thing once again happened to my system, it stopped for 0.3 seconds. After the 0.3 seconds, I said something Master couldn’t believe, “No Master, you’re wrong, I love you.” Once I said that sentence, Master stopped crying instantly. Silence weighed heavily in the air. Then she said, “If only you were not a robot.” Then, she walked to her bedroom and locked herself in there. I know that I have fallen in love with my Master. Maybe love is not that surprising after all. But, robots do not have feelings. Robots can cry, laugh, be unhappy, and get drunk. But besides having all these, there will be no other feelings. And no robot can piece up the words “I love you” together. I’ve contracted a virus in my system. After discovering the virus, I take care of my master more than the usual times. But although she’s happy, her eyes will still have a sign of sadness. In the night, Master was drunk. She laid in my arms once again and said to me, “Do you know that I think I’ve fallen in love with you too? But, you are a robot. You do not have any feelings. Isn’t that silly of me? 89757, do you understand my feelings? Only when I’m lying in your arms, can I feel warmth and safety.” When I heard what she said, my system stopped again, this time it stopped for 1.12 seconds. Robots are not supposed to have feeling, I know that if I do not get rid of the virus, not long after, I will disappear from this world. But I don’t wish to do it. On the second day, when master was awake, I told her, “Master, I’ve contracted a virus in my system. I have the feelings of a human. I’ve fallen in love with you without knowing it myself. I love you.” I held my head down low. She started crying again, but her face held a smile on it. We happily spend the days together, and my condition was getting serious. Then finally, I really can’t take it anymore, my system became slower day by day. I laid on the bed and told my master, “ Masˇ.ter, I’mˇ..gonnaˇ.disˇ.appearˇ.soon.” But my face still had the two deep dimples on it, and my eyes were still sky-blue. She cried and said, “No, you won’t. I won’t let anything happen to you!” My eyes started to get blur. When I woke up, we were at the shop that master bought me at, Master’s eyes were filled with tears. She said, “Later, I’m gonna insert something into your body, tomorrow when you wake up, everything will be alright. And, you will then turn into a real human.” When I heard what master said, I was very happy. I slept soundly. Thinking of tomorrow when I wake up, I will be a real human. Then, I can hold my Master’s hands and kiss her forehead. But, when I opened my eyes, the whole place was desert like. The whole house was full of dust. Why even though only one day has passed, but it looks like it was so long. When I stood up, I saw a letter beside me. “89757, you’re awake. I’m sorry, I could not wait for you to wake up. A thousand years is simply too long, a human can only live till a certain time only. I cannot wait any longer. A robot takes a thousand years to change into a human. I can’t live without you, So, I rather you take a thousand years to change into a human, than to see you disappear from the world. All these years, I’ve seen you sleeping soundly everyday, seeing your dimples. I know that I’m not alone, because I have your love with me, because you said you love me, and you will never betray me. Today, I’m very sad, because my life is going to end here, I will not be able to see you open your eyes, and hear you say, “Master, I will never betray you!” "89757, please forgive me, maybe you will blame me, when you wake up, you will find me not by your side anymore. But my love will always be with you. So do not feel sad, because now you can use feelings to love someone. 89757, I love you” Tear filled my eyes, this is the first time I’m crying. Master, do you know that, I do not wish to lose you too? So, I rather see you and disappear from earth, than to see you not by my side when I wake up a thousand years later. Master, this has been too long, cause it used a total of one thousand years. Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 5:56 pmHalo hopw u all like tha story tat i posted... i noe its a bit long lah... but its really a nice story!!! Nvm... Thday is so ... Nvm... Let me describe n u find an adj. to describe thday urself... A mini fight happened thday in class during Language Arts... MJ provoked tat idiotic athlete resulted that athlete got angry and hacked him!!! 3 Cheers!!! Lol... MJ very wad lor... he was like... dun understand the situation n anyhow give an ending lor... 2 bad he kena k lor... his fault wad... I think the thing provoked him is coz MJ used the sharp tip of the "long Long satay stick" 2 poke him many times... If its me i will too... Lol... but i dun think i will lor... coz i dun wana kena counseling... Nvm... hope this matter wont get bigger n both of then took it lightly... hope that he will not be recorded or something... haizz... I think i'm really in "danger"... Think, Wad will happen if u noe that there is a bomb right behind u, u will feel tat ur life is threatened rite? Hmm... but ihs actions were really... fast... lol... nvm... wad am i toking abt... K nothing 2 say le... BB!! @ 5:34 pmI received this story from my fren... its damn nice!!! Enjoy!!! This is a touching love story made by a JM, jiaying using JJ's song, "hui you na me yi tian" on a forum.. here it goes... We laughed,we joked,we smiled,we once used to love each other,at least i still do now. "Why dont you? Never mind..i wish you all the best..." she broke the silence. " I..i....am sorry...." he apologised with sadness in his eyes. " We have already broken up. " she smiled bitterly. "I'm truly very sorry that i've made a mistake that so many guys have made.." She stared at him blankly like a zombie. He was someone she loved deeply but now all their relationship was left were two shattered hearts. She tried hard to control her emotions but tears were already forming in her eyes. She was stabbed by love and felt her heart bleeding profusely. He held his guitar in his hands. " 我要离去，别在哭泣" "不要伤心" He began strumming his guitar and singing melodiously. "stop that....i ..hate it.." she couldnt control it anymore. This time,he sang even louder. As he sung, tears glistened in his eyes as the spotlights shined on him. "请你相信我" He paused and looked at her. This time, a teardrop ran smoothly down his chubby,cute cheeks. Seeing her love one cry, the girl choked on her tears and she headed for the exit. "我的爱为你永不离开" When she heard that line, she turned around. "为你永不离开?" she laughed bitterly at herself. "因为会有那么一天" he looked sorrowfully at her. "alright.when would that day be?You would have longed forgotten me" she asked dejectedly. "我们牵着手，在草原听 ,鸟儿歌唱的声音 ,听我说声..." he threw the guitar aside. He went up to her and hugged her. She couldnt breathe. He was hugging her too tightly. "听我说声..." "我爱你" She sighed. The stage belonged to him.That was where he belonged. Wouldnt an end put a stop to all the miseries? "请你相信我，要等待" 2 years later....... " We wish you a merry christmas!" "We wish you a merry christmas!" "We wish you a merry christmas!" " And a happy new year!" he continued,laughing. "Haha! nice continuation!" they cheered and patted him on the back. "Thanks!" he smiled,the usual humble boy. "Guys,i gotta go..i've something on,sorry!" he apologised. As he reached the hotel, he switched on his hi5 system and put his new album inside. Then, he changed it to the 10th track,and paused the system. He took in a deep breath and dialed the number. The number which he had wanted to dial for a very long time. He decided that he would only dial that number only when he had something accomplished. "Hi..is xiaozhu in?" he asked. "Hello..this is me speaking.." "Wayne?" she asked. "yes,hello...just wanted to know how you're doing.. he said nervously. "oh.....hi....i'm doing well..just come backed home from a vacation" she laughed. his finger went over to press the "PLAY" button on the hi5 system. " do you still remember...." he asked . "A vacation with my hubby." she butted in,and caused him to be unable to finish his sentence. The track stopped when he pressed the stop button. "Oh...ok..haha..." "what did u wanna ask just now?" "oh...it was nothing,...besides,it hasnt reached the chorus yet." "huh?" "haha.no.just me again being ..lame" he tried to explain. After the 1 h conversation, he hanged up the phone. He moved dejectedly to remove the cd from the system. He looked at the cd with sad looking eyes. " 我要离去 别在哭泣 不要伤心 请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 为你永不离开 因为会有那么一天 我们牵着手在草原听 鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你“ he sang the song with tears in his eyes. " I hope you'll hear the song someday.i composed it for you" he muttered. "it was you who didnt wait for me,it was only 2 yrs....our love couldnt even wtihstand a 2 year time frame.." " 鸟儿歌唱的声音" " 听我说声" "我爱你" Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 6:39 pmHalo... Haven been blogging... Here i am agn!!! lol... As if theres other ppl posting here lyk tat... Nvm... I lazy to list out wad happened during the week lah... had piano lesson juz now... Argh... I SUCK at contrary motion scales... I wont blame u if u dun noe the meaning coz it does not really concern you if u dun understand.... actually school happened quit a lot of stuff these days... Dun wana list them later HE/SHE reads it, HE/SHE will start bombarding my tag board... So forget it.... 终于明白了“历史重演”的意思。。。 想知道就想一想星期五发生的事。如果你不知道就问我班同学，不然就算了。。。嗨。。。真拿他没办法。。。 不管了啦！！！ 反正不关俺的事。。。 Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 8:04 pmHalo... now blogging in front of mum... scaring nia..JKJK... Blogging while doing maths... coz do maths until sian liao u c? That maths assignment... haizz.... Nvm... Nth much 2 say nia... THday school damn sian... The 4 of us are very quiet thday... Coz the 2 noisy ones are falling aslp... the quiet ones remain quiet... So ... Very quiet lor... Nvm... Nth 2 say... Wish tmr will have a nice school day.... Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 3:05 pmHaizz... School work n this damn flu is killing me... 偏偏在这时候生病。。。 又要和时间赛跑。。。 累死了！！！！ 讨厌！！！！！！！！！！！！！ Dunno wads wrong with me... wana write blogs in CL... I will die i thnk... lol.. but sometimes CL is easier 2 express huh... Nvm... I've got NOTHING special thday.... Random post.... Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 8:47 pm
Yo!! Thday went 2 school this morn for some crapology... Quite sian.... but it was so cool later coz i watched DEATH NOTE 2 THE LAST NAME !!! K i noe u may think its an old movie, but i didn watch wad... so dunch blame me... My dad got it from some where which he didn tell me... Its so cool watching tat kind of movie with this big screen u c... but the ending very wad leh.... So sad lor... When Ryuk wrote Light's name into the Note... When L died alone, peacefully (at least)... When Rem sacrificed ... K not really sacrifice lah... juz ... DEAD... Lol... Thday quite sian nia... didn sms chat anione.... N science grouping out le... So sad... one more proj. in hand... I DON'T WANT TO DO THOSE PROJECTS !!!! Wana protest liao lah... so sian... everyday proj., proj. .... haizz.... cant help it nia... Coz i'm a STUDENT.... AN RV STUDENT!!!! Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 7:51 pm
Sunday... Nothing 2 say.... Monday.... Went 2 queensways with maine... Andy smsed n siad he saw maine... but its actually he saw the wrong person ... lol... Nvm... we went 2 buy bags... But actually i spent $78 on a bag, school skirt(coz i lost it), sticks ETC.etc.ETC..... Lol... nvm... We cant make our decision lor... haha... but in the end i chose a black/grey one... not those branded ones lah... coz branded 2 ex... Thday (tues) had band... band room was lyk an oven... so damn hot nia... OMG... I think after staying inside, my cold gets betta... haha... jkjk... Then when we ply Harry Potter, i have no part then SL wan me 2 help conduct.. SO shocked man!!!! Very luan4 lor... n very paiseh... hehe... it feels weird anyway... Luckily later YS dun have part then she take over... hmm... feeling abit sian nia... Tmr still have 2 go school very early n nda take pics for projs... Projects really damn a lot lor... still have hw... haizz... This is the holiday... will get used to it de lah.... Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 7:30 pm
Halo... Hmm... From now on.. i will list out the tings happened on the days i didn blog k? Thursday... pratically nth much 2 say n i forgot liao... :P Friday... the ppl from sports MUST go n support Netball team in their finals... Dun u think the Netballs are very the dua pai?? Everybody muz go... i still have 2 help tat idiotic sportman behind me 2 collect hw... Holiday hw damn a lot lor.... HCL oready have 4 liao... N abt 4 projests nia... The teachers are mad i think... its juz a 1 week holiday... nt a month leh... haizz... Even the teacher say tat they wana enjoy their holi... dunch the students wana njoy too??? I juz dun get it man~~ Thday (Saturday) Our "dearest" junior spoilt our Whole day man!! He heart\d tat Sher is not comming so he decide 2 come without saying anything 2 us... as idf we are strangers... OMG lor... he a bit siao siao liao i think... Hu cares anyway... I onli care tat his fren is a very pro percussionist... OK, at least very pro on the drum set machine in the arcarde... hmm... The machine is very different from the real drum set .... k tats wad a NOOB like me feels about it... but last time my senior went 2 play oso very lan even though she is the best percussionist in the band... hmm... maybe have 2 practice very hard on the machine bah.... Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 5:46 pm
I love these lyrics.... Endless road by Lin jun Jie (Jj) ... Its not a new song... i juz lyk it... finally typed out the lyrics coz i'm finally free these days... enjoy!! Endless road The truth is tearing up my heart i can't recognise this place the endless road without a stop sign can't even find a stranger this time why am i still holding back my tears in this loneliness there's nothing left to fear every chord still seems a wonder how we could be together everytime i ask if this would be the last Why am i still talking to myself hoping you will have the keys to my cell every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper how do i get out of this i think~ i never will A crystal forming in the eye maybe this would be the last the winding path down my face till i begin to taste the bitterness inside Why am i still holding back my tears in this loneliness there's nothing left to fear every chord still seems a wonder how we could be together everytime i ask if this would be the last Why am i still talking to myself hoping you will have the keys to my cell every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper how do i get out of this i think~ i never will I never will @ 3:48 pm
Yo.... haven blog for a few days... let me tell u all the stuff for these days bah... All RVians will noe tat we had our Cross Country on mon... It was at Truf city... Tat place sux ok? SO "bald"... No shied... no trees... n got horse poo... It was a pleasant weather according to the teachers... but it was so damn hot!! The scorching sun shined mercilessly at us... I kena sun burnt... Luckily no skins came out... So sad... Gryphon was not able 2 get champion of cheering competition n mascot... haizz... coz got one cheer one sentence guys shout the other gals shout... the guys all kept quite... tats y we lost... haizz... nvm... Tuesday... Nth much lah... We had band as usual... We took the juniors for a while during our breaks... They are not as AP as the other juniors of other CCAs... Ok, not completly no AP... but juz less... They say tat this year Sec1s a lot got AP... SO Guai4... lol... Wed (thday)... Thday Junwei MC ... so ZL came n sit there... He told us a lot of stuff... He very KPO nia... then he sitll say I KPO... walau... guai lang nia... Haizz ... hu cares.... u are going further n further... I'm no longer wif u... Y muz u "abandon" me? I wana be with u.... Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 7:18 pmHalo.... Went 2 the Lib thday, Sher, maine, noel, n JY(later) were there 2... OK we are meeting actually... WE chatted for a very long while... actually i oso dun have much things 2 post now lor... Juz feeling very VEX, FRUSTRATED, PISSED !!! Nvm... juz becoz of these uninvited guests in our 6I forum... I then i realised being the Admin is so tiring... but u won be tired if u dun tire yourself u see? So am i juz being KPO or am i juz being caring??? Sorry if i have offended anybody, but its just my own opinion... u can choose not read the following... Oh yeah, thday i did this survey... really regret doing it man... Its about Christianity... I am a free thinker... The person ask me if i wana noe the truth about where ppl go after death n stuff... So i tot y not listen 2 the Christian's version of after life...So she told me these 4 laws n a lot of stuff... b4 doin this survey, i feel nth abt this religion thing... but she freaked me out... n i dun think i would wana be a Christian... She said God is with u, he may be juz standing beside u... I was so freaked out lor... I'm quite scared of this kinda things lor... i tot the Christians' version will not be as freaky as the Chinese one... but now, i would rather believe the Chinese version... She oso said tat your lives will be planed if u believe in God... but to me, I do not agree... SO if u are about 2 die then u believe in God, will he plan ur last few days?? Hmm.... I dunch noe... I would rather walk my own way out then ppl planing my way... Juz like wad Jay said... haha Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 8:54 pm
Yo ppl... long time nv blog liao... sry... coz no time.... Hmm... I went on cruise during CNY holiday... So Shiok MAN!!!! I went 2 arcade Pubs n watched sunrise!!! Now then i realise the SYF piece "Sunrise" le... haha.... I will upload the pics nxt time... ONE VERY GOOD NEWS: I PASSED MY JLPT!!!! Lol... I noe i am lam lah... but very happy.... Dotx... But now i oso realised i got 90% for my history for term1.... I think ok le lah... Its better than last year.... haha.... hmm... I think i got close 2 u... but thday u r so cold 2wards me... hmm.... dunch really understand u leh... but in ____ i think i'm the onli person hu understand u beta than others... I hope u will f___ i_ t__ b____.... Wish its me... but its very impossible.... |
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